A letter from Apr 23rd, 2021

Hey, This is the day that you should be paying your debt of 35k atleast 10k plus interest but again you failed at it. You're stressing over your office and your work plus your debt. Nothing much changed, you are still pathetic and fat but your not ugly you are a beautiful woman that wanted to carry all the burden of your family and your boyfriend. You wanted to be able to help your family in any way you can but you can't because you are not capable to help them. You stay in your crappy job and still complain every single day because you are still working in your crappy job. You wanted to have your own business but doesn't have one thing that you're good at. You don't know if you're happy anymore. You are full of misery. You wanted to end things because you're tired of everything but you are still holding on that slim thread to continue living. You are a failure and you are aware of that but you are not that dumb to **** yourself because you are a fighter and you don't want to end up ******* yourself. If you're lucky enough and can still read this it means that you're still fighting and that's a good thing.