A letter from March 31st, 2021

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, hey!!!!! how are you i hope youre doing good and happy hows your dysphoria going? is it as bad? did u get a binder? have u been feelin euphoric lately hows it at hoMe has anything bad happened? didanyone find out about THE secret? hows school? are people accepting there whats your ********* or are u still confused? or did u go back to India are u still alive if you are **** good job i didn't think you'd make it this far do u still go by ell? is all our friends still in our life? did u get diagnosed with autism or ADHD finally? are you out to more people? how do you look is your hair grown back again :( ?? or did u never let it grow out bc ill prolly do that lol did u go on vaca to india? have met any new friends? are u still friends with kai ? did you leave more people like u always do? did anyone actually stay? do you still love benji *** much? are u still talking to faiha? have you et someone that makes you happy? you deserve it haha what about animes whats your favourate ? how many friends do you have ? did u get those cute cloths you always wanted? do u still have to sneak outside? is mom treating you any better? is dad still okay? how is our brother doing? hows school? any better ? if not its okay baby i know its hard :/ do u still live there? hows skateboarding going? u still going to tuition? are you happy rn? i am not happy doe i hope we will be for the future i dont know iff ill make it alive enough to read this letter but :) how old are u prolly 15 right? is covid over yet? are schools open again? I hope you meet someone that treats you just like how u deserve to be treated i love you stay strong <3 - Elliot-14

Epilogue

4 months later

hey!!!!! how are you i hope youre doing good and happy -I died
hows your dysphoria going? is it as bad?- not as bad as it used to be
did...

Ruo hogtub n?ibd-re u fro hyea ex lgfdnirire me etg otw a.
Sognboti u ieenfl iottkk i aevh a uhcoerpi alainley-dkt foncdcneei eneb my tlo spgniot sti srdetta no :) eneb.
Sha ti be nto a of btu epdeanph? tlo ueds adb hosw gnyanhit emoh at ot sa sepesrur ti dab.
Tou fnid rte?esc did the utboa epoen nnoaey.
I yako si hte edsnifr fali but abd the aptr ist maed sodrab suiydngt noagn co?h-lso im ohsw a fwe.
Ifnder eadm aginrc pleeop id essh ahtsw vneer deo?-fcnus wen ncctgpeia are eb or ear trhee imadeing i u rea some :) uilsaxyet sltil peploe thiw oyur ecin so nsrfdie ubt i a nda.
Iidan og u ’dndit ddi abck i- hatnk god to or.
Doog rir-rk uoy are if rea it siht meak far adnm vliea sillt uoyd' think bjo u i 'itdnd.
Yb el?l do ot lle go i asw u o-n ray bkca tenw geircn ilstl.
Rset uor i eno ear rou lsot lal velo l?fe-i them esinrfd is lsilt i hte ni.
Ro hitw teg u ylnail?f dhda on astmiu esgnoddia idd.
Moer naht ear emor you tou ppeole 080 epely-s?eop ot.
Od who yuo taltlyo hsams oludw kou—lo em.
Even od :( nrgwo it veern oury u atht my oll- ): ahecdre bc lli is idd ?? arih ro yoprll back etl owgr hsedlrou rvene angia out.
On did inai?d u go ot on caav.
I mte eahv olev emht nya a ewn cnubh idsresne-?yf.
Are u i-ka? fnrdise iwth ssye listl.
Itwh eelav dalg u alyswa nsetimd eppole ermo -oi?md i agynnnio uyo so avge leik isht ddi up swa.
Ernvyeoe cllaytua mpotniatr tdyeas yes yonean ddi at?ys-.
I yes ubt uoy h?cmu on lsilt i olve hmi nuhbc him do sas evlo lyrl bijne dtn’o pu khcce.
Pdruo met siednrf u eb ud a-fai?h onec to erh lstil klganti we so ot mace tou nda i as rea neve up.
You ehav maesk you taht ddi eosnmoe btu p?py-hia emt tlef esh.
Eospptd nmieas ?- hemt uatob ryou it yuo ahah i verseed cnwtagih uftvraeoa twha athws.
Tnha ? ducol frnides ohw mroe igimnea erev have od u you aynm.
Sthoe salyaw emanga i tge ddi you ectu stlcoh -not tub u td?aewn xycltea.
Do u epneeeeoee ehva tslil to o?utsedi kanse.
Yuo yna sye e?rbtet si mom treitnga.
Eamn ubt dda hmi i ememssoti esh llsti vleo yko?a is.
No trhebro is eht ayd lla ebst uor ilke rloxob ?doign owh ywlasa.
? yan on teertb sowh col?hos.
To kown eb /-: tis owh akyo rhad issm fi wseet i i byab ont edsu its i.
Liev e?ehtr yse listl do u.
A wsoh i uhtobg new aegskradnibot eon gingo?.
Ebtrte ym u illts iinitu?to cetdhiws thrc ewn ot i ginog lkei.
Nto ma i ypaph you -?nr no are.
I ew poeh os i ma peho ton doe i oot rfo teruf-u eb lliw hte hpypa.
:) i fif tshi ubt odtn meak ot eivla gounhe ttreel kwno lil aedr ti.
Woh 51 yrllpo aer ldo u hit?rg.
Rove gi si rheet - tsi ivdoc ?tey sey knaid.
Ia?ang peon yse era ochloss.
Nsmeooe i epho ot bit eemt stju i esdu llhi who dwno eb ot i ubt atth terbet it tdeeart- went ouy sdreeev you ki utb a srtaet vdeeres ilek u orf.
41l--riylt1-eo5a rnsotg 3< i ayst you leov -.

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