Dear FutureMe,
hey!!!!! how are you i hope youre doing good and happy hows your dysphoria going? is it as bad? did u get a binder? have u been feelin euphoric lately hows it at hoMe has anything bad happened? didanyone find out about THE secret? hows school? are people accepting there whats your ********* or are u still confused? or did u go back to India are u still alive if you are **** good job i didn't think you'd make it this far do u still go by ell? is all our friends still in our life? did u get diagnosed with autism or ADHD finally? are you out to more people? how do you look is your hair grown back again :( ?? or did u never let it grow out bc ill prolly do that lol did u go on vaca to india? have met any new friends? are u still friends with kai ? did you leave more people like u always do? did anyone actually stay? do you still love benji *** much? are u still talking to faiha? have you et someone that makes you happy? you deserve it haha what about animes whats your favourate ? how many friends do you have ? did u get those cute cloths you always wanted? do u still have to sneak outside? is mom treating you any better? is dad still okay? how is our brother doing? hows school? any better ? if not its okay baby i know its hard :/ do u still live there? hows skateboarding going? u still going to tuition? are you happy rn? i am not happy doe i hope we will be for the future i dont know iff ill make it alive enough to read this letter but :) how old are u prolly 15 right? is covid over yet? are schools open again? I hope you meet someone that treats you just like how u deserve to be treated i love you stay strong <3 - Elliot-14
Epilogue
4 months later
hey!!!!! how are you i hope youre doing good and happy -I died
hows your dysphoria going? is it as bad?- not as bad as it used to be
did...
A hyae u uro xe rindlrigfe rof dn-i?ber othgbu teg em wto.
Yndle-aaklit ahev :) iptsong iotnbogs eiflen on i ym echiorpu ettsadr enbe a sit ktkito nebe lot u nocecfnedi.
Dba tno of ta pphe?dnae eb niynthga emho it ot has lto uerepsrs bad but hwos sa desu a ti.
Baout eth did peone tees?cr neyano out ifdn.
Stignyud ognna hte fidsner radsbo eth owsh yaok i a its ewf iafl lsooh-c? im arpt abd mead si utb.
Os ithw treeh eeppol meos fce-?usodn rfeind be uory aer rea nevre neci dmgaeiin nad di ro amed i iagcnr ulxseitay epolpe u btu sshe ilstl a awhts are rndefsi i cgacpeint :) wen.
Og i- idd gdo ot u or aidin ckba ’dindt ktnha.
It eamk i-rkrr 'tndid ltisl fi era rfa iths ogod thikn eilav u du'oy bjo ndam i uyo rea.
Wnte to lle cbak by cneigr was do u no- rya i listl ll?e og.
I lal sert is rae the i lislt ilf?e- uor oelv erifsnd ni tosl oen ethm our.
Ilaf?lyn u on ro smuati tge ddha ithw ddi dasengodi.
800 to rea anht otu uyo rmeo ppeys-eeo?l emro elppeo.
Sahms owh ltyaotl lwoud kol—ou you od em.
Do owgr enevr let uory neve ?? kcab gronw u lli is :) dehcare or tou it ym evenr hlousder lrylpo idd hari ginaa tath :( bc ll-o.
Aavc to u on ddi ?niida on go.
Mte a hmet ahev ubhcn i any -deierys?sfn wne veol.
Ithw nisdref ear a?ik- llsti u yses.
Eikl evela ysaawl up u so ?-dimo lgad did egva oeppel with i aws orem dnietms nngoyian yuo htis.
Tay?s- yes rnaimttop oynnae ddi ytaeds noreeevy ycuaatll.
Yuo pu voel heckc bunch hmi no levo od lryl i njbie i u?cmh sey tslli ass ’ndto tbu him.
Mcae eonc nerifds vene emt tlsli u afia?-h her ilnktga to eb du so nda otu to as dorup pu ear i we.
Kmsea emt thta eftl ddi uoy tub -p?iyhpa esh uoy nemooes haev.
Feuvaarot aubto dptpose hetm cwhntgia ?- uyo haah veeerds i rouy wtah hwtas ti aimesn.
How aveh imneagi myna ? you od moer reve u uldoc athn rfsneid.
-ton ouy n?dewat tge steho tceu i idd tlshoc yasalw egmnaa u tbu leatcxy.
Eahv to do peoeeneeee ekasn u oiseu?td tslli.
Mmo tbert?e is ouy ayn rgtitane yes.
Esh lstli utb eman levo koa?y mih add teomemiss i si.
Borxol ?idnog day the lyswaa is sbte on who orrtbhe rou ekil lla.
Show ayn rbeett ? no osloch?.
Tsi i etwse /-: hdar okay sdeu not nokw isms sit i bbya i if ot be how.
Llsti u eilv od eys heret?.
Hwos eon asatgkeibodnr a enw i oi?gng guohtb.
Ewn my listl to dwetihcs iinot?tiu chrt i ggnoi u leik ttrebe.
Ma ont rae yuo no hypap r-n? i.
Oot we i i utru-fe ilwl i am so eb het ton ode ehop yapph fro ophe.
Amke liave hgnuoe i know ubt lteret iff lli iths adre ti to tndo :).
Owh u dol 51 g?thir rae ollyrp.
Revo cdvio eetrh tey? si akidn its gi sye -.
Epno yes loocssh aian?g era.
Seud ouy i a i hatt tib oeomnse ewtn eb ubt owh eerttb btu eetm to u ki ot rtsaet i dwno ekil vdeesre you -tratdee hepo seerdve ti ustj lhil rfo.
15-o-y1-aletli4r oyu olev yast 3< - sogrtn i.
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