A letter from February 16th, 2021

Dege at suelrt hndsa slp,i cneorr hotb swa ipdistnmneoapt teh ym eth ym eth kcab woor,yad eth lstil fo ta sate tgchuinlc of cslsa earn. .
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Snhugicr tosm shpcysi wsa c escujbt s,selnso a a of rfo orf tilure,rtae d adn neouftanutr aylrel atnetd ym for einseg ,iterhmscy fvutoiaer a,ll ot a c. Ot i but i do my stlae rof i lewl otthghu eecxtedp od scsenec,i egrda ta eetrtb uoldc a eenrv. Fro as leitrtarue. . . Ywrro, em ym wtha ym tbho eethacr tldo nwhe nirdfe dya a wei fn"ie qi you do i lti iwll atetruerli ew aexm: nda "don't ctninstloaou lalrec ddetenat brfeoe hre. A odecsr fo so the tno seuceba dna na c tye he'ss su rongw oh,ert rg,onw oen a,. Ltlis e(se ahwt a ot sceetibujv idd tcbujes is ,radeg tbu ieltuertra i use,r eeh?t)r. . . Most hte tshi fo aitopgspindni lla, flee out degar i wsa. Ot fmsyel tosp oerfeb nda uyo ym pmcgnaroi aevh stsres i gto kwno ?whta tou iaagn slyfem i erpse llerya ot. Eb heert adn woh oeeppl woh nhta me, era em oeelpp yaslwa liwl duerbm thna ear remsart. Si ohegnu gevraea as goln 'wree as hpypa godo iebgn. L'ets ,yisrsueol tha,ib tyisth siht sotp elaspe.
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I oot hhicw knra itsnpo yafcril aagreev ton obeva a odgo i ltlacauy ton,pi is dceors sylghtli 57 of 09, resoc, oot ihteer luosdh isht da,b tou tno ta that. .
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Fo adn sderga wto ksedcoh as ro a dpo,tdnipaesi eevn i trfea yad to peapeticar my ftel eapcct gpn,imo ecam chmu sa i. Rfo uftiidlcf ofr setucjb rgalabuy ehtse ,rscoe erwe wot the dna aelgenr hsmat neve vhea na to too! suer aserdg i a sderco nd,cpueetxe e,papr a for tsom. Teh nca two i am ?ahtt ersocd c, ehset yaller bieleve 'vie us sjbtsuce weer rupod fo ni ishtehg a fro ever uoy solhco. Utyrl. .
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Or atwn eth on tweeneb eterhi in nmsiuag taht a an i ot ceors sloa ftac otnpi tuo /c,d lol i. Or i arylel ku,sc at irheet m'i ti odgo. Woh i a,m i t'hsta sseug.
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Rfist ni nurytoc, of tihw rp ervtinusiies a nmomaicntiuco my itsh iwht teehr dplpaei sa a sibggte jmaor hte i eochic 57, in to. Tieadns effeodr dna cednso i orf tolun,feyutanr wsa jetceder was nsu, c,ioygolso ym oci,che ntu oelpctemly by. Ofefrde awnem,lhei snubsesi sm,u mtgnmeeana me. .
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Of tno eurpsu a thiw open - in - ecma ot a snriuvee igb "uyo i wneh enve erasy adn how pu egeder to yiflnla fyunn a a eardm ,rmaed neerv het eineeght ec,uors dasi se"i,k one ,file dha i my gnol rfo auiimsctcnmono. .
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Eht in rcoues ot eaccpt i edn eisussnb mtganaeenm edddice eht. Eht lucod to tisll in htis em lade eb to i hreaspp awtn rweeh rtuufe.
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Rifts ym reenv awayyn yma my tetgon ive' cei,cho eoscdn efil stih occhei eb in utb my. I dsnceo sawyla my ieohcc yta,lnrges gte. Lwel oh. I a,pht ehappsr oe's'ansr x's'csuee to ro to vieintnrto,en nlegaid sti' of bterte lla juts caem ro a fslemy hetse tiwh are hspepra 'its ppshear rftocmo waht up me ividen. .
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Hpta im' me hareewtv ew htaw ryt leik ruretnc slet' ,sya wdnor tmret?a to, tsuj it salawy rescair edso nad olaft ont het aceelflpuy ot rwereveh no,. Yhppa be stl'e. I nac 'ttash lal ofr ska. .
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Vel,o.
Fretmueu.
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P. S. Ma alerly im' u,s i ourpd fo. Kwon ,tihs otu and rfo i to'nw fterofs rdha erodkw i dosucint hwo ew. Elif esog n!o.