A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Scasl ckba fo croenr gede was ,odorywa hansd the at het fo tase rnea htgucnicl eht otbh eminippasontdt pl,is eurtls ta my ym illts teh. .
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Nesgie aeyrll a si,tmehycr ,lla nad of saw c taivufroe iphcsys a to ,ulttrireae c msot ngrishuc ofr d orf ucbjste ntdate ,solsnes naetuuortnf a my orf. Orf outhtgh tetreb tlsae ardeg ym dcolu wlel scceen,is pxeeectd renev i ta i but do i od a ot. Ofr lttrieuear as. . . Lwli utaeelritr od lalecr qi y,rrow eiw trcheae ttdeenad eofrbe and thwa f"nie am:xe me ew ehr i nfdrie tobh a t'don" ilt ntaoositlcun yad dtlo ym ym yuo hewn. Na so tey wngo,r ebuecsa otn cesord oen adn a, rogwn a teh c e,hrto fo us she's. Es(e to did uctjsbe deg,ar utb r,sue ahtw a i listl erlatreuti cusevbjeit r)eet?h is. . . Dgaer i aws tuo ,all eht tgaiodspinipn fo hsit lfee toms. To ianga gornmcapi i sssetr fesylm dan out ptso rellya i to yuo my ownk awt?h tgo fmlyse eeprs erebof ahve. Uberdm rhete lliw m,e etrrsma me laasyw ppoele dan aer nhat aer hnta be poepel woh woh. Ypaph e'rew nogl aervgae as sa ogod is ngbie geuohn. This tops tihyts eeaspl srou,eiyls e'lst a,ithb.
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,tnipo i i reteih otu vreaega kran a seordc is ltcayaul isth bovae oes,cr oot aciylrf too htta dab, olshdu hgstlliy not ,09 of oodg ptonsi 75 whihc tno at. .
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Resdag wto or pstaoddnpeii, tlfe faert i as gmp,nio nvee dya a apccte sa amec itaprcaepe i eshkdco my hmuc fo to dan. Tow evne to!o a tashm for smto dan i n,cdetxuepe to aegelnr stehe aevh na a fro ,sorec esur cifltidfu aep,pr fro edoscr wree sgrdea ruaaylbg eht uebcstj. Uyo a i owt eht dorpu orf ylearl eewr heets ishtghe in 'vie ocolhs nca fo su lvbeiee c, vree srceod am usebscjt tha?t. Tylru. .
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Or ,c/d llo atth to olsa i ni inotp caft croes an tawn uto a eht thiree i suinagm ewebetn on. I it eireth ta yelalr ro m'i godo ku,sc. I ,ma i hstat' who ugsse.
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Eerth a trfis rp ldepipa iths a hwit as ot oiechc ytun,orc sseeivtnriiu teh ni i iwth of 7,5 aonucimnomtic my ibetsgg maojr in. Tun nda sconed saw my etftunrouanl,y cecih,o i was stniead etedjcer loiso,cogy rfo yb eroedff olyepetcml nu,s. S,mu em nmaeegtanm foeferd uesssnbi ei,mewlnha. .
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Arsye orf a of a when nad pu wtih i m,aedr isvneure ton venre aisd bgi - soceur, aflliyn ni veen nyfun dha eon i"s,ke ym - a to fl,ei caem hnieetge oiincacsnummot epon a ot uerpus uoy" how het gdreee ogln mdaer i. .
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Ot i het ceddeid eht pcecta sisusneb anteamngme nde rcouse ni. Phrpeas eb urufet shit eth to to elad em atnw i in lcuod ltisl rwehe.
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Be aaywny edscno ocihec my in aym ve'i my ,eoccih tbu sthi enrve elfi ngtote first my. Dnocse i eiohcc my sawlay tge slgnrta,ey. Ewll oh. Eylfsm er''osasn ehaprps rsppeah came ihwt ot enivdi i steeh all or frotomc 'sti to ee,iitonrvnnt a em dleagin ,hpta jstu sxu'sec'e ahtw ro up rae betrte eapphrs t'is of. .
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Eth ont cersrai 'im alfot ytr stuj ?reatmt path tlse' and vhteewar o,n s,ay wndor twah esdo it ertunrc klie reeevhwr we me ,ot auyelpclef to aswlay. Tsel' ahppy eb. All rfo anc ksa i atsht'. .
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,velo.
Eeurtmfu.
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P. S. Am dpuor us, mi' of eyalrl i. Who tffoesr hits, dan 'otwn wnko okwder udsitnco adrh i rof we i otu. No! goes feil.

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