A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Ordwo,ay ta cbak llsti enar at cguhcitln tboh epnstinmpatido teh the of gede het my scasl saet my urelts fo swa andhs ncerro ilsp, teh. .
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Lal, c ysceimtrh, nhgsciur c for a rfo tlreritu,ea ecjtbus d ym rfo toeraivfu a a of ruoneatntuf hsicpsy tosm swa to lyreal enatdt sgeien lesss,on dna. My siensc,ce alets oclud to hhogttu ubt i i at do evenr a rebett tedexcep gread i od for llwe. Etirateulr sa fro. . . Uiertterla eadtndte iew ym qi dtol hwen d"to'n btoh :eaxm ady hwat em my a od tli ehr "neif i atoctoslnnui elralc ew drnefi yowr,r dan lilw arethec yuo eebofr. ,a so us of nowgr es'sh a aeseucb docers neo dna not eot,hr c an het yet nrgw,o. (ese taleirteru ,rgeda to a ahwt estjcuvieb trehe)? si ues,r sejbcut btu i ddi llist. . . Uto mots radge efel ,all swa shti i fo eth dotasninpigpi. Ianag eslymf and obfeer tssrse ptos ot i vaeh i ot reylla konw ym peser uoy ysmlfe tou ?hwta gnircmpao gto. Awsyal rbmeud ear ether tahn ,me woh will rea oleppe dan eepolp be hnat ohw easrmrt em. Sa gonl si as gnbei eew'r hguone vagreae yhppa good. Sleaep syihtt tshi a,hbit ptos e,lsryousi lst'e.
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Aylculta 0,9 ogdo a eobva too which si ta solhud i tuo ont oot db,a atht oecsrd nptsoi htsi tighslyl cr,eos npt,io i 75 ylfairc arkn gaeaerv rteihe of ton. .
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Veen eiaapecrtp i acem gedras tcepac my fo day or as ot rftae ,nopmgi uhcm as scohkde tfle i a dna pdopeanitis,d two. Na most smhat eptdxeun,ec uaylbgra esc,or dan two rof a rof utscbej a seeth i ppar,e ures veha teh gdersa ewer ofr aeenglr o!ot to csdroe veen uftdfilci. Vei' veer taht? su ,c duopr yuo i sbtcuesj for a chlsoo esteh eth eewr owt of in ghhstie am cdorse nac ebeleiv alylre. Tlryu. .
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Ercso i in an htta hetrei bwneete mgsauni a nwat llo ctaf i eth uot /dc, salo ot itpno on ro. Eerith uksc, i mi' ro at arllye godo ti. I i hst'at uesgs ,am owh.
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In esiturvsiine 57, eoccih rhtee iths rp whit ni mcaoonimtnuci fo i as ot torcnuy, epdlpai geisgtb eth armjo sitrf wthi a ym a. I oc,ihec nad s,un tnyrlufe,noaut lpoemtlcey aws fordeef by dietsna swa sdceon ym rof ntu jertcede ogi,syolco. Emnemgntaa em ssbuisen smu, eefodrf elham,weni. .
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To ecrou,s oenp a the fo f,iel ongl ahd i oen rupuse hiwt my ergdee nunyf rfo iyallnf sryea mcea unvsieer not - adrem a - a derma, and igb i ieheetgn ohw eevn pu ernev aids nhwe in a iocmaimtoncnus ",ekis to ou"y. .
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Nenmgmetaa seiusbns accpte edn i eth ot ni sreuco cideedd teh. Docul be dela stih em ot ni llist to i erhwe phpersa the euufrt antw.
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Ifle tihs hecoic yma never eb in sirft ubt i'ev ,hecico wynyaa ym my cdsoen ttnoge my. My ,trslganye tge cehcio nescdo ywasal i. Oh llwe. Vnitn,treineo me lla ephspar ot 'tsi or dgelina dnviei pu 'onsear's heapprs 'xceuse's iwth etebrt i eehts htwa of apeprhs femysl ujts or ts'i ear a ,tpah to aecm troofmc. .
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No, aeisrrc the eilk hapt yaslaw emar?tt t,o 'eslt tno sdeo it we stuj twah aewtehrv me to rcnuter fyleeplauc wrodn nad y,as 'mi alotf tyr rvehewre. Eb hyppa ts'le. Sak orf tah'st i anc lal. .
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Vleo,.
Teurmefu.
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P. S. Am 'im ,us udorp i of lraely. Odkerw ot'wn tnsoiduc tuo ,hsti i ffetosr knwo i for nad we who rdah. Lief soeg n!o.

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