A letter from January 28th, 2021

Colohs ni. Is anc dan i tabuo hte sapt lla nhtik. Oeferb berefo 02,02 cdoiv. Cughnirs seegtrr that me wond it’s i os veah lla otno nyma. Os aynm **** psu. Ascehcn msdies. I gtonnih sayer ewnh 4 ookl ohguthr, ghih ei’v kbca fo teh eelf i eneb cosloh at. Mi’ tigcnlsoa ton. Ietexcd aypph eth sit’ fro even ufurte ont ’im or orev,. Gomeshnit ’sit nppaheed thta tjus. Evah ,odog i nliatsg mrieomse o’tnd. Tevsen of i retspiuc d’ont aveh.
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I newh saw letf a rooehmpso asw i ufotnrsriat lla. Eaht. Ohetr seeht kids doarun htta i each i daalyre nad lla ohrte ear look see nwok. Enatgm went ot ghih a i alsml slooch. Ohsocl teh astlmo mrfo erenyove eamc ileddm mesa. Aveh teyh ysrihot. F,at who rtergans roesl i coivd ygul tihw uspesodp ?i ?mteh tge dositael to aws ni eosmohrop iurdng a aws. Emet i reilagnt ahtt nheacc new a ot idmses efsnrmah as poeelp. .
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To i letmenarye iwht etnw i idsk tme. Retsnagsr theyre’ won tlmecpoe. Ahev dsinerf tfi in htwi li’l enrve vnee i i my nwko ,onw. I gorpu teyh tuwhoit ashtc wnko vaeh em. Teh lmdeid hety in tis hoslco and hriet tor,gheet taubo dphnpeea wlihe tath all tyeh ongiknw i atlk oejk not neidsi ghlau ujts ****. Hertos hvea sdneif,r nokw fo nda frisned heyt. Me tub evl’ to lal ehry’et tgo. Rfdesni evha todn’ of isferdn i. Aveh inncncsoteo o’tnd i. Eb na iteudso,r i eornl awalsy konw hte ’lil.
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Teefcdaf aeamccsdi it my. Twan rty nidd’t i ot. T,new ahpyta ntpi?o het aewldk in ahtw eht eth tfrae atfirusnort swa. Ubato joruin whti naircg iefdll ryea swa ym tnhagnyi ton. Pdlsipe agdsre ym. Ryt ym at ’inddt etbs tngiyahn i. Eysmlf **** theors awnngit ntedias tnawde i just of to to **** own. Sit’ itecon nayway wdoul otn ayonen iekl. .
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Ma si i won this rwhee. Acrgni …utjonts. Ianag onniuftcs day iylobd thne lla do vero vr,aisre i hte it neopmgrirf lnuti vurviu,ngstjsi… nad texn.
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Twha si hatt aerssc me tuhgoth repcoss. Lefe i tjsu ’dnto eniootm kiel i avhe eefbor. .
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O,lohsc ppahy, enhw olok i’m ot i i seifrdn elra heav kabc diledm. Nda im’ tlaichet fsat. Oot nda fo i in acclrteaede salsc het asw tpo hte ti ta. Mdelid akeped i hlcoos in *******. ******* dsa.
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Im’ ton but lignvi now. Up yda i’m peles trebet kiawng to xnte dan ilfeneg onigg eth ont. Aefk ekam nad dna in dna eisml utp no luhga i a skjeo lochso ksam. Nodt’ i nydlof ignnayht of nthik tbu. Atlk nad meoc uti,eq adn i i’m ,hoem i td’no. .
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Awth aobut jsut adn nkhti i nad lie eenb ue’vdolc ist. Idd i glir tkla to hatt if. I nda ercsxeie if my gtheiw hcatw did. Ask ddi if leoppe i i dcluo nioj hrtie fi bdan. If i idd yaedlar epople oknw.
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Dunspo 451 own am i. Used be adrge t8h 201 i to ni. Ydbo lgsguihs ym rneyigtvhe is ni. Nur wosl i. Egvi out ftaers ym sungl. ’mi a kiaglnw wkcre.
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,cgleelo h?twa tgo i os ntoi.
Ctr,o i’m nidog w?hta so.
I yas keat hstee hitn,sg fllfuil od it will to and eth contai i i. Utb im’ roupd otn. Pypah nto i’m. Tssueomn…mjtev lal s’ti i kaem. .
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Evgi i mray euorpps wolud hutohtg a me eht. Ubt i not’d feel ti.
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Haev aoernym elfi in a traeger gola i to’nd. .
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Eth rdecsa ont eftruu fo m’i. Evne crae dto’n uotba ti i. Tawn atsp in syat hte ot i. Ckba lal aiang i to eatk selpae os oerv 2018 can rtast me.