A letter from January 28th, 2021

Ni ohoslc. Nac lla het si adn ptsa kitnh botau i. Ebrofe 02,20 civod foeber. Ushgncir veah onto em all namy os esrgrte ist’ taht owdn i. Aynm **** pus so. Esdsmi ahecnsc. At ocolhs nehw the ihhg okol yrase ntionhg i gorhuth, kacb fo lefe v’ie 4 eneb i. Nto ogsalntic ’mi. Xcidete rufute sit’ pahpy ,ervo eenv or teh m’i not ofr. Tujs ’sti tiensmhgo pnaehped ahtt. T’ond have i gisatln oermiesm godo,. I ecurspti ’ntdo heva evetsn fo.
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A i nofrtautisr flet i enwh aws was lal spreoomoh. Tahe. Horet theor i sikd chae i eeths ees olko daryale taht and lla rae oaudnr konw. A wtne i hihg tmgaen llasm chsloo to. Eamc smae lhscoo eddiml het smaotl ofrm evenroey. Vaeh hoityrs htey. Loasedti nugidr ot i was ni who seppouds twih vdico rrtnasge mteh? lyug teg i? ,fta roles a rhooosemp was. Popeel ttha nwe teme issmde a caehcn sa rineatgl arfsmneh to i. .
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Twih sikd met i tewn tmalynreee to i. Rteey’h eetcomlp now senrgatrs. Itwh ahve i neve ensdifr wo,n i ym tif in ’lli reven ownk. Twutohi me i yeht ogrup evah oknw ctsha. Ton diedlm lla rtgtoeh,e dppnaeeh tujs i adn hte ni ktla sti eihtr ihelw clshoo ttah utoab tyeh ndisei hglua knniowg ojek etyh ****. Einrdsf vaeh rtesoh dna fo kown hyet eni,rsfd. Tgo elv’ em lla ot e’yterh utb. I of ntdo’ sdernfi heva edfnrsi. O’ndt aevh innctosncoe i. I be ywalas ,srudioet ill’ het na nokw nlroe.
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It ym micsdacea eftfaecd. I to ytr itd’nd ntaw. Teh ,wetn teh twha in pyatha kwldea etfra t?oinp asw rraustntiof hte. Oatub nianthyg iwth wsa jurnoi lefldi niacrg my ayre not. Edipslp dgesra my. Ta yrt ym ngytnaih tsbe i itndd’. Eadwnt lsefym usjt ot of won i to **** igtnwan intdaes heorts ****. Aayywn odluw sti’ ikle nyneao ont tenoic. .
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Si wrhee am i onw hsti. Njtus…to naicrg. Od i lbioyd the lla uugrjtn,ii…svvs ady gania dan etxn nilut rnoeirfmgp ti ehnt tnsounfic over rs,viear.
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Awth is ghthout srcsae me rocepss htta. I eofebr jsut toomeni eelf ielk vhea i to’nd. .
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Look whne ahve laer ph,pya ot i i clhoso, rfndeis ’im limedd bakc. Elttaihc dan ’mi fast. In i it was fo otp datlaeccere eth at oot dna sslca eht. Ni oclsoh i dekaep ******* deidlm. ******* asd.
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Lingiv btu ’im ont won. Nad enxt kanwig ot eeslp up the otn ady feenlgi tetbre ngigo i’m. Adn nda a i and uhgal utp on coshlo sakm in ismle maek eksjo fkae. Ithyngna of n’dto tbu i noydfl tnkih. Ndto’ dna eom,h mi’ coem i tu,eiq adn i latk. .
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Jstu dna neeb ’dcuvleo i nkith botua hatw sit nad eil. Fi lrgi taht i ot talk idd. Dan fi ddi htewgi i my wthac xsriecee. Trieh fi i i ska band plepoe idd dcolu fi join. Fi idd i peploe nwok ayeadlr.
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Onw posnud am i 541. H8t i in dseu eb ot 021 eargd. In oydb inegterhyv ym si sligsugh. Losw i nru. Nsgul geiv out fatesr ym. I’m galnwki ecwrk a.
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Os i ?wtah into cel,gelo tgo.
So dinog ’mi wh?at cto,r.
Ays akte i lliw nad i lflliuf het anctio eehst ti ot gi,tshn od i. Tbu i’m otn opdru. Pahyp ont mi’. Lal eneso…tvsmujmt ’ist i aemk. .
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Em i egiv ymra pepruos eht wldou a hhttgou. Ubt od’tn i fele ti.
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Gola hvae i rmaeyno retearg in lfei a ontd’. .
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Nto adcser mi’ fo teh urfuet. Arec i eenv ti ’ontd obatu. The ot i satp in want tysa. Cna to srtta me ervo lal 2801 os epeals gaina etak bkac i.