A letter from January 3rd, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, If you made it in the future, which means we did it, we did our goal. Times have been hard because of the 2019-21 COVID-19 pandemic and other **** but at least we're still alive! People may not be by your side anymore because of life but hey, life goes on and on and on... But that aside, 21 years old... man that's really old if you ask me. You probably consider looking for that "someone" and probably have fun with her ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) or probably enjoy yourself like what I did by playing Genshin Impact and watching Hololive Vtubers and watching some good ol' anime. I really really hope that you might finally decide your dream unlike me in the past where I'm in a stalemate since every opportunity I saw I was so unsure if I could do it or not. How's your friends going? Win and Clint? Remember them? Remember when we played Genshin Impact together to help each other because of those hard-*** quests despite having ****** internet? I still laugh at the fact that Win is getting his *** kicked in Dragonspine lmao. How's family going? Are your sisters getting good in life? I really hope so! Cuz my sisters right now are just watching K-pop or Tiktok and whatever girly **** they do. I really hope that mother and father are still okay 5 years from now. How's the country going so far? I've been really curious about the Philippines in the future, who knows if the politics have changed or they're still in the same ****** system in my opinion. And how's anime going? I have a feeling that you might stray away from it since I got bored here rn lmao. Also is JoJo Part 6: Stone Ocean animated? How was it? I always wonder what would it be like when it's animated. Is JoJo Part 7 anime even there yet tho? Can't wait for that legendary manga to be animated! Still wondered if JoJolion (JoJo Part 8) is still ongoing cuz my god that "The Wonder of You" arc is soo ******* long. I don't even know if JoJo is still ongoing like it has Part 9 or smth or finished. Is Hololive still okay right now? Probably not but I hope that they've been doing okay. And finally, how are you? If you feel sad, just remember the times when I used to do entertaining things like listening to Led Zeppelin, Queen, Prince, AC/DC, and other more musicians and bands. (God bless JoJo for referencing them) or play games and watch YouTube. I really hope that you're finally happy in life, cuz that's my goal too, and we've been aiming to get that goal even tho it may not be possible since life is always **** to us. (lol) I hope that you're happy and having fun like I was years ago! Stay positive in life! And stay funky and go towards your dream! (Even though I'm not sure what I'm aiming for right now lmao) And I hope that you're happy in life and if you're sad, the past me is disappointed in you. So lemme give you an advice: don't worry, be happy! “Everyone has their own experience. That’s why we are here, to go through our experience, to learn, to go down those paths and eventually you may have gone down so many paths and learned so much that you don’t have to come back again.” -Prince (our favorite musician) P.S. Listen to my favorite song "Billy Jack *****" by Prince, you might remember it and have fun listening to it again like what I did 5 years ago. Regards, Jestian, your young past self (written on this decent HP laptop) January 3, 2021, 3:27 pm

Epilogue

about 14 hours later

Hey Past Me, it's your future self.

First of all, what wonderful timing this letter arrived from 5 years ago as I was on a ferry trip back to Cebu...

Titifonicnao d3r orf lgloeec teh reay tog hnew my of i.
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As 5 lot nwhtii vhae edenhapp has yre,as uyo eeeptdcx a.
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Sr,fti almify. Rofm padses notmsh ash u,uloyanrfttne iemt ttah eth hroetm a efw yuo eterlt awya indhesfi. Myifal oawrrfd ndgio ear em darh rhe mveo on adn ot piganss my rtfea ruo eovm etsmi weer but btse nad. Yk,oa elorval oidgn a ehtra nief is h'es btu eh ahs dinoincto afhret tgoahhul nwo. 'veetyh etpcxe i amn lot, u,chbn uro oyu sitesrs rwydo hedgnac !ti eht ubt stpa eht neev bet 'wludton tllis era a.
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Nda for veah rfdnes,i msoe ewll ouy go sa sa ceeetdpx ecom. So dna eplepo prguo eevn wnnko we idd so i cuolinc, nccernoeted thta mcuh urwdnfloe snfdier a adn sfuft rnvee hwti htat firend a sa lliw lod hucm of ogrpu the eiroesmm mte i retfog abeecm. Emor si rseay ifednr -34 paendpeh huthog ahtt ielk orupg adn paenpdhe gao, fsfut no dan het. Bplboyar eb ncattoc and hhwic ylaelr r,gupo het in fi in you ecoskhd nidt'd m,e seepp i 'dyuo wthi eno wtih ocsel dsnepihrfi nkwe wtih rednif bmaece eacebm i hicwh htat pecetx wno are tssceol iltl,s 'mi laelry ofrm uyo htrie luvea ym moes owh adn oecls oolllol nsierfd.
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Dainpositp eslf yruo tog btu omsoeen osryr oyu ruftue to ,lsoa eevn s'than yte. Lesf tauemrd hte mi' oll kwon ibt orbp and epressdde uyo ilstl itsll shy rmeo a but. Llywso but agni fsle,my ni hte dhiwse i dan sa rowry eonsemo lleyra get hey yuo lli' the as ocdnnifcee remo fplyuleoh wno on gnikrwo robeef ellw sa u,ferut raelyl ,otn ofr. .
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Hits si sa to rtetel pclbiu that neami niaem, tish ogngi rnwsae oyru eptrty thta soh'w yuo euoiqtnss eb (hot ircgen !gaert graet ,ayywna )💀 'its dniuceld no onigg gigon rof iog,ng s'ti in ot 'sit. Tgo to i 'dditn gsnbera onti get emos inot iwht esom eahv lfmesy epctex raesd,lee hatt i. Artp and 7 jooj ojoj nda esixts dauorn slilt lutyeanevl cgiunpmo yeth sith rtpa ntapdioaat t!imngi thwi otg tanmidae ary,e ee,leddirv ey,s 6 fo dna 9 an such rpat ye,s. .
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Nediluc omse ,nrgtso it utb tno sa tllis ddi ouy gdnagitaur twih niogg noit orf m'i oyamner olhveoli i'st and mseo i,th)s h(wy ungebtdi.
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*** cltoron 'wsho tis' ,ybo otg ubt sa the naht ot ,saulu fmerro gn?iog ihs rwsoe dna ahaaahaahhahhh t,srotsep pnrsdeeti lu:usa het hsinpppieil fodlo snikguc uaheg cestro,rvony ruo ho tanpiosilci *** oeledvb. Isht onriwgk at ym oeph tish nyour,tc vgie i 'im fo reeh out in vinggi nptio egt to pu esbt.
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Mea,g onw ta aer litsl gema sleco x,d to zasenanyh we ni esusj for tlrycrnue -ionrdk,a so now nig,nhse has em pidsut atht nda tiwh gnpaiyl ngdeach hucm ahh thta i'm. .
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Piehpgnna itme neev adn teh maryo swa tog halle leik taenspli,e ,oocng drwol, the in ,arw on the eth isteadnassas pphnedae cimenapd, ******** fan,icsr peesp aammyrn, nokw pepo srweo ai uchm het tog twon ni a,unsd sovuiar we e,nque ukns-osarrauiin has het thwi teh uvtaleen dan nad encldei arws nath of eth lassrei' uroy egnedosci rou os ,💀 esdath ro het ni todiay,aidnll of it.
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Nad nda fles im' ekads i ym eslnyoht ohw ednede eftruu iusrsderp ve'i oyu lfail,ny e,neb atht. Cuhm cneagdh emac ptas t,saf so sha lfei my in yb in het hevyrgntie os 5 yrsea. Eahrst'f with isgpans ot emtroh adle ahdr dna rehat inhvag wthi tsi' i,itndcoon aayw. Nf,iedrs hitw olecleg ydt,ao emceba htohgu otrgsn ruo iarttgiirn cehk m'i yuo yptrte gnoig ubt ehlp tkahsn ot s'it slreiecnei dan naht aymifl lo'wveud gnogi nhta het hucm a rmeo uyo of uro dna tllis goinbr a essrtusfl rdmea xe,tcep adh eht adn to tbi atiylre! and uoy su on ceub dlouw rfo thohgut. .
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Em lssosen ctan' oghhrtu a tffsu urlysefo neralt eianigm wthi lot htat uyo ahtt 'evi dtael olas ingog nda fo neev. Ongig now lwli to to cemo hte lslti eh,y m'i adn rghit snrotg be engliryp hcwhi i'm tbu freutu snema ofr yuo.
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Nad ayer ykfnu witer that wne d,snyaoaw cvaide yalrle ouy gmsesae sad sgieen inbge to eitpisvo ysuro my atht sttra ot ahtt ahtre to iwll ayp,hp i ouy fo ouy ekta het rosry gineb dna yad hnwe by nebe iptoanipsd rllaey atht me but 'evi adn vettaomdi. .
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Tsap me leov ouy,. Praepcteia oag tsih i aelylr 5 dgesnin letter me yrase uoy. To blyli i lliw lintes yelrp nad by nircep *htbc shti aeftr atrel lertet i dx jakc.
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R,gresad.
Utb ndigy etecnd ittnr(ew opnhe) htis sfel ietn,sja on popo urutef uryo.
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