A letter from December 17th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Congrats!!!!❤️❤️❤️You’ve made it to 9th grade wow i never though about it or have gave it much thought, I found out about this from Tiktok lol so don’t freak out if you don’t remember what this is. Hey abby how’s it been? You okay? I hope you are.. have you told bere yet? You know. If you have I’m really proud of you❤️And if you haven’t it’s okay you have you whole life ahead of you and I know I can count on you. I know your going through your tough times and shit and you feel like crap💩 but you really shouldn’t because if your reading this that means you’ve made it another year and that means you haven’t given up on it all. I’m really proud of you and I love you no matter what, I know you think your parents don’t love you but trust me they do you already know your mom has depression and your dad is sad so it’s okay if they don’t give you attention when they can even give them self’s but don’t worry everything’s ok right now :) I love them there everything to me maybe that’s why I haven’t left...I want to think that’s the reason but really I know you just are scared of death and the pain but really that’s a good thing, to be afraid because being afraid means you’ll live and you living means not hurting anyone. Your a person pleaser and I know that cause I’m you, I know that you would risk yourself or anything just to keep someone you love safe, I also remember that you were being bullied because of something I know you regret it very much but please don’t beat yourself up about it or feel guilty because honestly screw them, whatever, they don’t matter and you have to be confident I don’t care what it takes and for gods sake please dress nicer and lost the confort zone because it’s only killing you. I really hope your grades are up because I know your looking into that scholarship and you know you’ve gotta have straight As for that so I hope you have those up and I want you to make a effort even go to Bere's house to do homework if that helps or the park too because you know you need that, it doesn’t matter if it’s after school your homework is important I need you to do it please🥺🥴anyways a new year a new life or whatever lol and I hope you still love Jared which you'll probably will lol what is it the 6th year?7th? Mm nope it’s the 7th year wow that’s a long time anyways I love you abby❤️✨take care and have fun!! Sincerely, You from the future ✨ Abby Maciel✨