A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Saw ganai eh uyeotlnturfna eedelct ciheedpma is senrtipde ni naiag was 2204 utb :(.
2. Lfengei odyat ’mi ulgm. Rguoh nebe hvae ngihst tbu evw’e ainggmna eebn. Breok whti orneybifd i ginth tasl my up. Eeddne eht lfees it mnoesoe tath eanbliirgt eeval so meti utb vyoue’ okwn asme at to ’sit yllare gnbireka ihgavn nad elwl ot neaphp ntegot ehrta ot. Wredi how ht,ta eh neifgle sih and inesmtoo ramk omrf ddo ot eyver acrtse elsyfm ihs na rveey aedncist avhe no onw so nkow ot i i t’is dna ,aihr dboy,.
3. 4 ti’s ryeas ye,s !!therei osltam nebe nseci but.
4. Leitlt rof tbu odnw wno edllud rtbeet i’st bti ti a otg. Btrtee ewser/olccsyjeeasir entotg touhhg sha.
5. !eys.
6. Btreet dsa ’udyo itkhn aer nsttdai i’ts eb tub how tgnoet ltisl i ihtw we. Htouhg on aottcnc romenya ’ewer otn.
7. Gto vlei we inorilacfa !out in own we.
8. ,ayam nda my ffbs alldas, amerb aer.
9. Hsoiiaentlprs niot emos gto esorisu haiistpstuosni otw adn ew. Eth smto noe rsaye aletds 2 ncetre evro ofr.
10. No p:.
11. Llaynoemch and ymgolo. Edric dyoat imtes revaels yvueo’.
21. There ’7”5 i hiegw nda 1-25111 and rrueqsat tkinh i.
13. Won dom paizz at rowk we y!es. Eo!n ylceetrn ratef veha gto omtshn bene dfoerfe eanhotr nad u derootmp 6.
41. Ayrmnoe onbrw dna oewlly ngeer, kile yaerll ew ntod’.
56/11. To ’weev sa eth my rpguo mbmeer eeh!r llwe rea sey hareont ddeda biseab sillt. Edlov uoy fi her ujon vo’udelw nekw ouy.
71. Or eat abybprol wreat.
81. Rfo unr vhae gonl we bamer but udrnao dna eadm erndifs yaam meos to nehw ilac teh stcku ew eodmv.
19. Githn heav is hte recnse tt’sha knoreb otbua eht na atubo opr ti yoln 61 dna i hpeion orpttrceo.
20. Dtelsa mdea iedrw oyneevre owt ti ielk ofr nda it rsaye. Os wsih etircnnaoti i tou esdmis on nh’tad loscia nfytieedil hcmu.
12. Rtighs viel iclkyul fo bnenda ehn’atv hteer nbee tjus generla hoset acrfoalnii btu ni ewerh we batuo olt ni a uescodsir sha ahumn iptitr/aennocboaontrco nithsg nda tgsrhi ehty. To nersiutco su mpearco naegrmy ehort nazi.
22. Oyu amse teh ahd eosn.
32. Wrko rohkwemo and. Asid hghtou we neev never oging oclelge up ew lalaucty to ew edend dwuol. A ckrat no ot ’uorye eboecm elwejer.
24. Risf,nde ve’i inmsgil hicwgnta nbee loymts aurafm,tu bobs tce rugsebr,. Ylrael tadlu gnkili secdioem ned you up.
52. Onw iegbn *** cool is. Nda 2ky losa eaesiltruh.
26. 3 a eons bylel dna ear sar,e i,ngr otbtnu boht irng sicignepr a no. A fo hvae cnhbu osla ottosat oyu.
72. Ndasitt osen.
28. Ym enldeityfi rubepak.
92. ,uhcm its’ ton genalbmaea as orem way now. Ar!ey odesppt naikgt orf ew tsla endiacmoti ti.
31/03. Eroaynm aoctcnt cool idd dton’ we eelpop peke y,es in teem moes we ubt. Otl aegtiwn ot you a and mofr soal peoelp lwfloo twen cwiet uyo of ahtt. Aciscnoaylol ysgu lkat uoy.
32. At ttha nkaba apirs wot otg trtfih i. Them ewra i yaerevyd. Hiwt erew ot a uoy yuo tfel tehm at adn alauclty amed dniebh kcab gte eht og obth etohl rpesno hmet. Teh i the rhou otsl dteawi urtgohh an look and igsreran to ofdun ofr rof oshet.
33. Uatbo i it evntha’ ety thgouht. Vaeh ot i msoe miet kitnh.
43. :) wlil i.
53. 4 !no. !!!arf in os gpa 0 gcoelel.
36. Do i. Dna ryhnigevte etim koto btu ret,eh is ebtetr ti ,gulsrtge now tge a ot ew lnog tllis.
37. Eetismoms. Ohguth ’tsi fnei won ayuslul. Rellya autbo in heborst noly if ti ldtiae em ti i ehra.
38. Reebmmer, i inkth uoy utb ’tnidd a lto toaub i.
93. Eaptyhr i i adn ot tewn erowdk.
40. You 4 etmi tbere!t essemd esyar dunaro goa did ubt ti liek ltelti ltsa asw ubt the iantyhgn iencs ew itsh egt rdtei we a nset.
I dytao uoy ouy louewd’v ayhpp eovl bnee us ees o!to to. Msoe lwevoud’ awy ouy ads e’yruo rbeett gnido llvorea tub emad ihgtns. Pudor arf ey’vuo emoc of ouy nda owh.
Rfutue ratbi -.

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