A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

In anagi cteeeld pdeeiahcm deptnseir wsa :( ubt eh was euyonnlftraut 2402 naiga si.
2. Odyat i’m gfenile lmgu. Iagmgnna tub we’ve eahv ebne nbee hgntis ourgh. My astl gnith i htiw obifeydrn up bkeor. And iltbgnraie llew bgrnikae haetr ot taht it alyelr v’yuoe eimt etgtno the mase ot os at tbu si’t to eended eelva esnomoe onkw ephpan nvahig lesef. Revey dan to eomsinot his ot kmra trcsae rwdie ddo efyslm i morf ,bydo hsi nokw dna ht,ta rhi,a vhea esdntaci own ’its he every so na how no leginef i.
3. Tbu almtos ,esy ceisn t’si eben i!!rteeh asery 4.
4. Got eebttr luledd ofr ibt odwn it lltiet a own utb it’s. Sah htuogh oegtnt trtebe soreieew/ecacljryss.
5. Sy!e.
6. You’d wiht ntatids ew dsa etertb are tbu itnhk woh i ts’i tnegot llits eb. Hghotu otn ryoamne occatnt no erew’.
7. We gto ot!u ivel olafcriian ew ni now.
8. Dan aay,m ym sdala,l aer sfbf beram.
9. Owt we got semo ainstutspohisi resnipoithlsa niot nda iosseru. Rnecet 2 rfo eon dealst het oevr tmso yarse.
10. On p:.
11. Ogmoly ynocllmaeh dan. Ecdri ’ouevy vslreae odayt simte.
12. Hrete 11-5121 thkni ”7’5 i i dan nad iewhg uetrrasq.
31. Krwo es!y ew mdo zpazi ta now. Renhtoa e!no eenb adn eeforfd toeomrdp ehav cretlnye otg u areft smhont 6.
14. Nere,g we ’dnot adn lrleay robwn elki mranoye olwyel.
511/6. Ellw ltisl ddead e’evw arnteoh rehe! my sa eaibsb yse ugorp hte to eerbmm ear. Oujn erh ouy ldevo fi ewnk uoy uwdovel’.
71. Ewart ro tea yolbrapb.
18. Rfo onadru cial we edmvo myaa tub to we emrab het ktscu when goln vahe urn aemd and endifsr smoe.
19. Na 61 pihneo eerncs as’htt prroteotc eth ahve adn otbau i night uoabt loyn is kebron het it opr.
02. Mead for ti sraye edirw lkei ti dan otw dsatle eorveeny. Uto aiotncetirn osclia on ilfentydie uhcm so i iwhs danht’ dmesis.
12. Ea’htnv tsgrih hoset nadben and anaclfriio enbe hety lilucky a utjs cinatconerratot/pniboo olt thgsni ivel ni erhwe heert ahs hstgir obtau we in ecduoirss egelnra btu unamh of. Zina toher us tiursonec ot omeapcr gmrynea.
22. Yuo dha mase the osne.
23. Rmwoohke kwro nad. We cltaalyu evrne we nddee ot neve loceleg niggo ew pu uwlod adsi otughh. Ratkc eewjrel e’oryu to bcemoe no a.
42. Nbee nhigatwc fa,muatru srreugb, stmoyl nfr,sedi etc smligin ’evi sobb. End up ayrlle dseioecm tdalu you ilknig.
52. Is *** gbnie lcoo nwo. Aslo taierlseuh y2k nda.
62. 3 ear a a dna bntuto lebly sone sgrnceipi othb on grni sear, n,gri. Fo sloa you ttooast a vaeh bhnuc.
27. Sainttd enos.
82. Ym kbpurea fnileiyedt.
29. Tis’ ,mhcu wya ont own melbegaana sa mero. We esoptpd ti rof aslt a!ery iatonidmce ktaing.
0313/. In mayorne epopel idd we sy,e we ndto’ kepe but mtee tatncco some oocl. Lto laos you atth weitc genatwi frmo fo lowlfo a eeppol ot dan ewtn oyu. Clinlcsoaoay altk uoy gusy.
23. Gto tthrfi paisr anbak i tow at thta. Wear vdyayree temh i. Lohte teg dmae kbca a eht clualayt hdnbie ot erew at ihwt uyo meht you flet and them hobt persno og. I an hourght rsgnarei rof uhor teh solt to fro toesh the nad look diaetw noudf.
33. I ogtuhth it ’vheant aoutb eyt. Eosm eimt tnhik i to ehav.
43. I illw :).
53. 4 no!. Oellcge pag 0 so !f!!ra in.
36. Do i. Tkoo ot etim onw a egt is ugslt,gre tbu it tilsl we ierhtgnyve nda tberte glon e,ehtr.
37. Oesemstim. Lsyuual now nfie its’ tuhgoh. Fi me rethbos uotab lony raeh allyre ti in dieatl ti i.
83. A i tlo i nkhti btuao ouy i’dntd tbu mre,rembe.
93. I rwekod ot ntew dna phratey i.
04. Ago etg mssdee utb a slta ettlil we tmei sten ew b!tteer it ncsie did tihs 4 ekli ouy ranudo eht btu aynghtin yesra eidrt was.
You oelv atyod oyu to i su nebe ees ppayh v’ulowed t!oo. Way dnogi dsa luwv’oed r’ouey vreolal trbeet eoms btu edma hnitgs you. Of yu’ove arf come odpru dan uoy ohw.
- trabi ufuter.

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