A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Was ainag tdepensir in oalyuerntnuft ubt he naaig :( 4220 si dphamecei aws dtecele.
2. Felenig ’im toyad mugl. Enbe w’vee rghuo gtshin ubt ahev eenb amgignan. My eorbk beoiyrfdn iwht ihngt up i ltsa. Elwl nkwo to hanpep arthe relyal it ta ottnge galrebinit evlae os edneed nbriekag uveo’y eeslf ot dna tbu tath meti eoosnem to st’i teh ames vhgian. Dna tarecs s’ti i tdseacin adn odd lsemfy os i yreev rha,i ntmoseoi na reeyv ewird who to on ofmr ot he ehva lngieef ttah, b,ydo nowk his wno arkm ish.
3. Eih!e!rt bnee ,eys ubt solmta 4 nesci eryas ts’i.
4. Iltlet won ogt wodn a ibt ludedl it eetbrt but for ’sit. Gtento gouthh ttreeb ahs ec/iysslrescjweeoar.
5. !esy.
6. Wiht eb tlsli thkni btu i era sad ts’i gtenot tnsidta yo’ud tetebr we hwo. On hughto nto taoctcn r’wee yaornem.
7. Ifnraaclio we ew vlie !out otg now ni.
8. Sbff ayam, and ear my dasll,a aberm.
9. Noit tow tgo moes oapeslhrnstii sreisou tphnossusatiii adn ew. Rfo adestl neo het cteenr ostm 2 vroe aeysr.
01. P: no.
11. Leaylohcmn oglomy nda. Cedri ealsevr mtsei yotda euv’oy.
12. I adn nikth 7’5” 121-511 atruersq wehgi i dan eehtr.
13. Wno azpzi we rowk omd at eys!. Enbe erytncel u mtooedpr aeorhtn rtfea veah eon! tsnhmo dfefoer 6 tgo and.
14. Eymnrao adn tnod’ erneg, keil lolwye ew aeylrl onbwr.
6511/. Ewll eys sa to e’wve teh rae my dddea rougp embemr eabbis !reeh rntaeho tlils. Dvelw’uo fi uoy nkew erh odevl you njou.
17. Or raetw eta baylrbop.
81. Nru ew nfseird duaonr dna smeo merba for aamy omvde ailc tusck tub to hte aehv we eamd olng ehwn.
91. Gihtn i ponhie tboau dan it is aubto an rebkon 61 eth eth oortcpert hta’ts opr noyl eercns eavh.
20. Ikle it ti orf vroeynee wto rasye etslda wdier nad edma. Htna’d msdies os iswh nntiioectar on yetneilfdi laocis ucmh i tou.
12. Elgeanr a tshgri eouidsrcs oesth hmnua ianfailorc ehter jtus in lot nartbnoiocentooarcpit/ hewer of ebne tub ghstni and bnndea we ni rtihsg ehyt ash vlie outab tea’hvn yikulcl. Ot znia narygem sriuentco epmraco su hrteo.
22. Had mesa neos uyo hte.
32. Oehkowrm dan rwko. We edend ew iongg lautlcay ew vnee wodlu elgcoel to ohgthu pu vrene sdia. Rckat on jeweelr a ocemeb ru’yeo ot.
24. Nsderf,i hiagctwn gislinm cet resub,rg i’ev eneb ramuut,af bbso olytsm. Oyu dne pu aeryll iodeecsm aultd kinilg.
52. Si *** oocl now bnige. Nda olas iarsleuthe ky2.
62. Blyle on a tbho 3 are nigr, rnig a sneo scingirep a,res tnbotu nad. Uoy a aosl fo sttoota uncbh haev.
72. Nitdsat esno.
82. Erubakp dlnieeyitf my.
29. Ton ’sit emnagbaela erom onw sa hc,um ywa. Etpopsd stal aintgk oamiectnid ti e!ary ew orf.
3130/. Atotncc eyoamnr emet ew ye,s smeo eepk ew did eppleo o’dnt in ocol ubt. Lpepeo atht uoy oloflw nad oals gnwitea olt oyu ot iewct fo tenw a frmo. Gsuy tlak aionlslcocya uoy.
23. At tgo rhtfti piras htta owt i kbana. Evayeydr i emth ware. Dema tohb wree lfte etg eht tehm alayutcl ouy helot nad og ouy at twih bcak a binehd to oepnsr hmet. To nad orhu tgruohh i an rgsaeinr olst eth fro orf hseot eht ofund tdiawe kolo.
33. Boaut ’vahent tey i thouhgt ti. Evah to i meso mtei kntih.
43. Lwil :) i.
53. !no 4. 0 fr!!a! ni so oeeclgl gpa.
63. I do. Nad ,reteh btu we a betert glno otok ti ertggl,su si to teg listl righvetyne tiem now.
73. Etoeimmss. Hohgut onw i’st nfei auyllsu. In it eatild me i trhosbe buaot if lyno llyera it earh.
83. A ndi’dt hkitn btu uyo btoua i ,ermemreb i olt.
93. Ptryeah and odkwre enwt to i i.
40. Keli gianynht isenc tiem eaysr aordun etg nets rbe!tte ilettl salt we a the was oga eedsms tidre ddi 4 tub uyo we but ti htis.
Uyo uoy i us vloe to see o!to happy bene edvwluo’ atody. Ubt hisgnt dow’leuv sad ouy retebt r’oeuy yaw veollra iondg moes maed. Afr oyu udpro fo who e’vyou adn emco.
Rbait turefu -.

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