A letter from October 22nd, 2020

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, hi future ashley! it's ashley from the past. im writing this 10/21/20, and you will be reading this again 10/21/21. so, hows life? have you decided on a career? is it still between nurse and forensic scientist? did you pass freshman year? do you still do cheer? did you make varsity like you wanted to? right now im working on my roundoff back handspring so i can make varsity next year! are you and maddie still friends? do you have a boyfriend currently? how many breakups did we have since last year? i recently just broke up with jack, if you remember him. what our room like? a few days ago i ordered pictures for our collage. do we still have that? is covid still around? if so, have we had to quarantine anymore? im currently writing in week 2 of quarantine. did you find happiness? hows our depression and anxiety? self-harmed at all in the past year? recently it's been getting pretty bad. are we happy with our body finally? ooh who won the election? im rooting for biden 100%. hows marble? is she still alive? do we have any new pets? did we ever get to go to homecoming? if so, was it with a boyyyy? if it was, was it a football boy. yeah, probably knowing myself. how's sophomore year? is it hard? hows mom and dad? what about mikail? she's in 8th grade now. do you have your permit? how's driving? do you and mom go on road trips like we said we would? we just got back from a drive in the country, actually. thats all i really have. hope we're doing good, and dont forget to take care of us. self love baby. love you!!!

Epilogue

over 1 year later

hi, i'm writing this the summer going into senior year. it's a little later than 10/21/21. it's currently 7/3/23. anyways, i can still answer questions.

hows life?
pretty good, everything...

Eyra cadiatmr nflylia sniec tsgtnile & ratef czary is nrafemhs ignbe xrtelmeye wdon. Olny ntrgwii ndhgcae atllyeilr i teretl soholc udlwo a het htis ilef be ewf amn etllit ddi htnmso i my hhig teimgen ko,nw qteiu taefr taht. (rmeo pytert era osneir hatt !yare e)lrta dgoo on oolignk awy,snya isnhgt fro.
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Ra?erce a on i edicdde evah.
,sey rsnngui. To for 12/ gamrpro ohret scholo got for so fro tnoi eht eth og rey,a a tylnreec fhal raorgmp ringusn thne i next i ylon ,dya het tedcaecp. Elryal !etedicx i'm.
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I idd sspa nrhafsme eray?.
Idd dna oihrt,sy abkc i but memusr olhsco lfaedi ertidc hte ogt ?aidkn. Eral weehr is jiurno epedpahn plobesmr the eary.
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Tlils i e?herc do.
And rayse, our lal salt shit 4 ey!s is. .
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I akem tavsi?ry idd.
On shglti but lraely dcteexi mi' not ,ryea g!naai ofr dan rivtsya idayfr hesrpooom o,nw hntig.
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Ear sind?rfe eaddim sillt em nad.
Ton elalry. Seh ti iftenrfed with tou hgngina reh and nghacde peleop rasdtet. Thta ilyuclk a tnoi ftfsu ntoesr rneev o,wn gto nad i 'ehss. .
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Od ydfb?irone vahe i a.
Oeds shi eys! nad si payl oolfatlb amne baoj,c he. 4 bfe ni bauot wnko aedt so ,pu ehtn tgo bnee utb tnmoh i eteohtrg wll!e emysfl for ebrko lsat a adn ew higtr yera ,now lkie vw'ee ntmosh acbk naigtd rfo idd. Swa tub ary,e rvee htan iitmgn dab rw'ee yraell tals rtebet the. .
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Sncie ry?ea dah smrehooop who yman ebaurksp i veah.
2. Kea,j gnwitir otsnhm a who ftear ihtw etm tihs you noe fwe. It reahreatkb teh rbpayobl wsrto wsa and alerly eiv' telf sesym,. Etahcde ouy i tols he nloy imh ferebo dna ouy sweek whit kboer ot nryivgtii ryuo on 2 up. A fof fro lhfa on swa a adn yrea it nad dab,. To vyer from tx,coi ogdo arnel tub. Ifndre mte hsi tlyioenenvnc lobftlao hsoloc i hnet, adn how ot hwit sgoe lasyp ihs imh a(cojb). I tals we e'rew pu orbek wno aaig!n tdemeonin tteergho as oiulersvyp (0,2)22 reya but.
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Elk?i my omro atwsh.
Reom mruaet hmcu is't eirdetf??nf. Ev,nis mreo no no leocsa,gl remo no mero patiinsng orllfcuo. Mero cmuh and ybsu lcaen not as t'si. Nad evol i sti' maglnic ti. .
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Ilstl ?cogllae od avhe the i.
On.
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Llsit si docvi rnauo?d.
Onmryae dnk,ai rahe baotu tdno' ouy ti btu. Ouy will as ndik tge fi tmos nruoda of tsi' orf yhte eyillk iskc ouy ti ,in ttse. Lyno like nhitk now raqatnie"n"u si ady wto ro a i. Iscne i tavnhe lats ti had umrsem. I 4 vbieele ltoat tog ietms i ti of a. .
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Ot taq?unaenri avhe we do.
Ralley, ton hcloso tinedeilyf ta not.
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I npipssaeh? idd fdin.
!yse.
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?itnxyae sodepiresn & ohws.
Uchm tetbre. Reebestpem lto esnci in dna a is't ryhapte 'vei hepedl enbe. Lebsormp in yrllae ym nya leif syta it llwe hohtug ngigo vene ot i rihtg si w,on eomr ovadi. .
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Inesc oomoeprsh i hs ehav ni re?ya.
Pneo!.
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I iwth hyapp ym ydbo? am.
Ikand. And mties d'nto ,it i eimst eaht reweh where i ehsrt'e. A ghu,tho oyu me i baocj tiem hwta aotcflmebor if nlgo s'it to mnea kaent tge wnok iwht. .
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Won hte owh l?icenote.
Ti of uyor bin,ed uyo icederp nad tgo nsoe suaebec. .
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Os'hw ?larmbe.
Dead. Tog enw ein,wrt ni a last i ddie eno seh jneu. Rwtien erh dan this hse ldive arp,le uitln mean saw. Klei ibgne i essug tyeh tjsu tond cdol. Gntetig d,die i etfar earpl etoppds eshatsmr. Yalelr od velo mteh i othhgu. .
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Heav step? do ayn new i.
Eys. Oufdn ym to tac adn setn knera re,esstt nwo mmo uydbd in hwo he p,pnaiddek uoshe admen our eht a vleis e,tv teh new adn on. Kile tend'os a otl x,ilee sh'e yerlal keli plopee eh. Fsih svlei tath slao a tog ym i ni mroo.
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Mcoioehnmg w(thi og did )?ybo i a ot.
Ont ubt sye i ihtw a nehciom,mgo ot oby nwte. Idcelend i epudsops foefr i dan hsi tub asw snidfre etnw whit ot, hten. I ye,ra ot tnd'di mpro i hits og wnte atps ot tbu hoco. To wtne i altulyac 2. Bjoacs nad i,enm. I i ti os adem for pu ugess. .
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Aws oohpmoesr hwo aery?.
Koya ti aws. Ebf btu tatsrde ti ei,nf. Aws nluit iadtgn nda arey tredsta i tehrieynvg fo nfie htta ,ekja aym. The iemt v'ie edn teh saw of adh eyar niuaeldnby reev owsrt hormseopo. New fo eelpop u,tb meso lla ti abceeus i teme idd. ,ikely 'ohsw bets wne efdrin my. Ertaf lrelay ihwt us tem irgth p,u erh ew ubsceea icagkttna tgo bhot hes erkbo ewhn of etadtrs nda kjea eolsc i he igssnem saw we. Whti tguhrho ist' occnntede of yleki, jo,cba ucsreo fdsreni so tem i lla who alultacy dan h'se ,kaej also nhet utb. Wsa fnu gthuho aery epttry oophsmoer. Cari,tmda nuf tub. .
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Was ti dhra?.
Tno lyearl. .
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Who ym rep?atsn rea.
Akyo terhye'. Nto dda, a sitll utb see i my saytngi imh oecn kewe m'i thiw. Won sualuly oajbc meocs. Tgo oot!satt nad me ctnhamgi ym omm.
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Whso amlk?ii.
A sh'es reakm rulbeto. Fro ienf tbu olrleva neodugdr e'hss ysawal emhs,tigon. Gehtoert we go nda niphopgs euvnstdrae tlo no a. .
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Ym ahve i ?trpeim do.
Selicen ym i te,ebrt ehav. I ubt my did mritpe tge sey,. Hiyrbtda erfta 2 ym sday. Edalfi ady i emsit ubt tewn hte ngaliyrilo in i 2 ,reatf. Exnt i tgo i no atls ryea a,yd yrt rihyatdb trfis my ti hnte esniecl ym eht got. .
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Ho'ws ?ndrivig.
Cceisdant on oo!dg. I erdeoatdc of ym onw it rcsoeu yadb lalyre ogt !aery cetu, satl sehs' ym rfo rca adn i. .
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Adn sirp?t mmo road on em og do.
Sdlay n,o. Ehwn eovdr my evah i a tlo mi onw a i anduor taht on ym ubt rt,piem dah onw my otl oethgter ew ecnelis. .

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