A letter from August 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMP! WE'RE 19!! Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ How are you? How are things rn? Hopefully not as bad as 2020 lol. Sorry if this is awkward I just have so many things I want to say but I suddenly can't remember anything. Hopefully were done with highschool or at least close to being done. Have you done anything adults like yet? Do you have your license, an apartment? HAVE YOU GONE ON THE ONE DAY SUNSET TRIP YET???! IF NOT THEN here's a reminder. I'm sure you might be stressed but if you aren't, then go still cuz I want to go. ಥ⌣ಥ Have you gotten a tattoo yet? If you did, which kind? Haikyuu? Bnha? Voltron? How about any piercings? Have you shaved your head? If not its fine take your time. I know we might not have the same interests anymore but if we do, then nice. Talking about interests... HAIKYUU!!! Is it over yet?ಥ_ಥ If not then oki but if it is then did you cry? Don't lie did you? Its ok if you did. I know how much the helped us do its ok if you miss them. They may have finished telling their story but you are just starting yours. Keep going for them. And for me. Are you still drawing? If so then nice! At least you can now draw our characters in all their glory. I'm sure I already know. The answer but you aren't animating or into any animation are you? I don't know, maybe we grew to have the patience of a saint .( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) (sugar~) Ok, now I get serious. We made it to 19. We're alive. We're breathing. I know that you'll accomplish something much in life and prove to everyone that you are strong. You didn't give up. You continued fighting for all these years and you'll continue fighting until you can't breath. I'm so so so SO proud of you. You are so strong, smart, and most of all, you're beautiful. I don't know if you've been told this lately or at all but I love you. Keep going. Keep fighting. Love a good life so when you look back you don't regret anything. Like I said earlier, your story is just beginning. You're at the starting line, ready to take off. Ready to start fresh and leave this **** hole behind. Again. I'm so proud of you. Thank you for staying strong even when life sucks ***. Its going to get harder, we know this but that's not going to stop us. Thank you. For continuing or journey. Love, Emily. -8/26/2020 PS.. The letter on top of the shelf and the voice audio in our phone. Don't forget, I've wanted to read the letter for a while now but I'm leaving it for you. Love you.❤<(｀^´)>

Epilogue

about 2 years later

Hello love,

It's been five years since you wrote to me and I love you so much. I wish I'd have made you proud by now but you know how...

Ear ew. Ghutoht uo,dwl hatt orf flee i did ilwl ew maed a hnsgti gnisht hwis ehyt i who go intas nad sdsieicon atht 'dindt hnpeaped neevr me i gonl wiehl. .
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Tginh hte oodg nigntahy klie tath esma t'sanh a i uifc,hm elef httas' roe,psn e'wer ietessmmo aehncdg. Esicn sllit efel ldnreea os yanm eht i 'ive mase etnh sitgnh ihns,gt utb. S'it os lmoa naongnyi. Htat chsae ot oalg o'tnd adn esefl eiotsmems ew tills gitnunda ecercotn ahve a. I fo ohw rasldegrse sllti me eollyn si wiht flee. I ienc ese fi rnidfe,s ynma so bnee i hre aveh tskcu lrkaa even nduoar 'satth tod'n a'cnt. .
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I tem eoesnmo fi hany,ntgi. Ho hmet ubt herbtro arbg of did eh me uyo kown rladaye. Dna efle h'es to ,nwko hcum how all enco ta 'tdno eevn nwok o,s ondt' he's so i i. Loehfpu fro tefuru flee ngai,yhtn fi inamgk my h'es me. All shti psypa osudsn lamo. Tis bor lfyuf. Mofr neo es,y neo iecpe eth. Malo. Elesf !hbhas!! ti so tath ptey i won t,i h'se mearsing!rasb.
I ni utb i idd rlod voel yikauhu oelv vndiea vgnyreeith !!!!hmi me fyufl ltsil. Gnsetnta anym it m'i os em so dgla ehs adn orf nste tnoi. Rof tefl ym mthgi haed hte ppo! ,eno lkei lgiuiseor ecexpt ti.
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Asw me ot keli omes slreett eotwr n,ayasyw and lfet uyo i nlpygrie ndeerirga. Vloe i uoy. Ym hcum erda os so. Oot fluyf ovle i. Alom. Fomr my chmu onw uhsrt aedh gnolvi so grtih.
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I ddi did dan huuiaky rcy eosm i ,dne ldtoeeccl utffs aehv. Haev hitre dkse onw necrro my atht on. Oevmi hte aekp swa e,rya aslo epak itrsf ifoncit, astl nmceai ti cewadth i. Credi i. Mloa. Pceei atsdrte noe i oyu ieman to eth pu s,oal as ok,nw cauhgt nad. Kpae 'sti loas. Os athn nytnhiga eomr slee. Adn aeccrrhta i eismss ekil sa ogsrpat uchm a'nveht as we noe ic,erd nmorued d a eelf. Cae. Ttah ldor siltl ont eorv m'i.
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Kdian eeinsg oolrntv nnteoim anbh oyu malo dan meda cyr em. Ntrtieses dna as i onlg nnmotneiig the e'iv ntagi is emvod eekp r'tyehe eepci eon geon sa taht ot. Pu teh 'im anagm it utb chatgu ont igonwrk ot no lstli.
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So reapp aimplnoc the nuogeh was im' ethn wiht eerbtt i hiws ot otn dna i kacb my no ton'd i iwlhe hgttuhos tge cna ta, i ,yuo lvlee ta ahnt kilsl rw!ad. Wkro ttsha' sk,lli atht i orf het stju azyl m'i so evah to. . .
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Eyt enw isinegpcr aotsott no ro. Ehircang ti ym wtroe udeoshlr igmht ayd uoy ym so i the ctu gnerol noso way hsti, isnce si arhi leadbs. Dwno adn to aolm dye too ruedn ndee it's grtih reanog re edyd hatt i now.
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Ervey i lrscoo won fi oot tahn adn mthe sanli rae nhatgi,ny apint nheacg veteyh' tfeon so veer rleong eben! my. On ym fo igynnano wveeatrh nda rtghi elft gonrle eht rae sneo t'thsa iknd seon tbu ywa hand htna my. .
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I owh dne od tshi. . . . Ti i thta rof dna eht rdae thank !retlet oyu. Eht urutfe oyu dan lla snte enso. Yuo vrtehaew oesm kbca miet lcoud dsne i i in wihs btu.
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Ouy vloe i. My evlo so daer much i ouy. Uabto ot cmuh sooososossssosoo dutspi its ithnk. .
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Etka srlufyoe of e,m for rcae.
Imyel -2-08542.

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