Dear FutureMe,
How you doin!? well,the present me is all messy,unwanted and irritated
I`m 16 and a month old now. You know how hard teen years can be , I hope you are okay cause right now Im not .Everyone is all judgy about all my decisions including my school and the course Im in.they made me doubt myself just cause i took commerce.ah!screw them.
My friends too arent even trying to help me cope up with my lonliness.They are adding to the misery.My whole life is now a big WTF? Anyway if you are reading this STAY STRONG LOVE.
Do not give up easily cause that is what I often do and I regret it a lot.
I hope you are surrounded by positive people who might as well give you the importance you give to them;if not its ok .You dont always get what you want and in my case I never get what I want [Im hell of a Pessimist].
As per my plan you should now be in abroad studying Law and also have your own dancing blog [II think of me as becoming an incredible dancer] .I hope you are on the right path.
You possibly remember your breakup with your bestfriend like that **** hurts like hell more than my love breakup.well I think about her every now and then.I know Im stupid.who`s your BFF now? lemme take a guess.A boy who wears glass and is the most handsome around.Hope Im right.[these are defo not my preferences ,its a wild guess I promise.]
For the brighter side of life,Im still alive battling through a Pandemic. I will give my best to stay the same so that you can read this and idk get a motivation about how life is always a huge disaster and its not your fault .
Let me give you some advice.Stay away from stupidity.Friends arent always there for you[sooner you realize the better ].Also not everyone you think is your friend.Dont let people take you for granted.LOVE YOURSELF.Things are gonna get better,believe me the thing you are worrying about right now and crying about it every night isnt even going to stay in your memories the after two years.You might even laugh about how silly you were.Time heals everything,EVERYTHING.Focus on your skin health ,Dont make me look older than I actually am.Lastly when you feel low, have some coffee and watch FRIENDS or Brooklyn 99.I bet youll laugh your heart out forgetting all the ****** things happening then.When nothing goes well in life,take a nap.
CURRENTLY MY FAVORITE SONG IS EASTSIDE BY HALSLEY AND NIGHT CHANGES BY ONE DIECTION[HAVE YOU BOUGHT A TICKET FOR THE CONCERT YET?]
Hope mom is happy and in great health.Keep her happy ,she is really counting on you.Dont let her down.Serve her right after all the sacrifices she has done for the sake of you JUST YOU and no one else.
LOADS OF LOVE ,STAY SAFE AND STRONG.THE WAIT IS WORTH IT.
LOVINGLY YOURS
LAKSHMI
Epilogue
almost 3 years later
hii my very pessimistic self Lakshmi Aradhana
I am doing wonders after 6 years, I did get into an amazing college and the one you always wanted ya NLSIU Bengaluru....
Neo ttah ot be niryvehteg gndcahe da ylarel ot socineid lstien my da ulyol' fiel all emadus orsesit aoubt. Eneb lpeca nsfrdie i eeppol heva me dna aganzim lcyuk mhewsoo in nrouda asw dna i gthir i vhae yver siew tirgh teh item. It dna thgni ot glntaki hto i ehrto alamvaik lhweo ehca was opsdpet a. Gtrnso llits esog iads i on yuo eilf am stnyagi kiel. Euacs ma pg fo itspihrnne dna aehncni oyu ofrm i to a eb rvey i esipdpk dysa rdoanu days lfaergi eopird gwtrini wto in. Dgo rets kate nwtsa od tae nda ehoatolcc ot me si sthi hatw. Ho mhi tac os otw kssrhewi ot oyu for his rsyae had ldove stla mc,uh owdn a i. Nagai eh tllis i so em sims i ehop nifsd hmi ucm,h. Are adpeenph os eewr so tenh dna uhcm isrtes angia mhet hmoret tshi tthi?g i btu no it samib rceryh ovel yastngi bet wtdl'nuo ieds imayfl lla ayw cabk eomhtr fatc kile whti tsaeh we os we adn da hte fo tafs unf her rhtee ti won. Osgd eusca dan who ecrrhy bthrore silke athst simab we met. Aog esasdp eatgr htn'sa tow waya been tnhmso asbim. Rael ocbuen alcl eh so adn si go him nwe iensrihnpt oh eh my eh os nngoa daeetpor qkciu tryetp pustdi fun got meet ckab i erudijn ltyighls ppu stunih is a tseeh'r m'i him tefra 'lhle ,bayb sthi. Lefyosru, hvea emn no leik eahv diustp i l,ife ad wnmeo geos, ese keil gsuse emn eewrh eht hreyitengv ofr herset' dsoe wrok fiel ouy i aer rndauo u,ot akwaaety hte tub h,arst this you frmo evli intxeecop noyl for all to ear. Tspraihet thier sgs?asle efdrin nn,iamposco ranesw hreite yruo be rtgae my ot is nno all setb i **** kiel rea ouy fma nmoew iwth to uinoetqs eavh ng im leam kaoy guy so ohw ro anwt fenirsd. *** i ehav ohw dan od armlon leam rindfes era. Nm,hot yruo il'l ti ta ste'hre ganai ieedtcx l'lit owh urse so etxn dna ot ut,o surnt rsedca see ttreel ill' trnmeerutic fro aslo mi kwro okol dna otu kown. Aerrgl the up the nad i veig agcre ahve ta peohllfuy nto nsattlyni loko to uterpic. Fma by eahv eahtanakdl dna ont rmbr a og and is ad ocnrect unf iwll ot i ram 1d nunorie eiovartf isth i nrtccoe v utb ddi my ultgeu rayolbpb thto no rof on i gons ew buy da rn how ngos ekttic a ris in 0022 wluod. His ethre dide (:( mhet eolht labyonc edod' era 4 hte own apeny imal of tujs nda off. Ayhrr ikcp a higntorw elrlya sacysnunere ikel gigi )etuggsrl ehfatr envre yazn ahd si mai okebr wtah own ehs' it???sh oyu off os hugartde ttah i seepk a h(ad fair tbu salo hdase eorsans w uoy chiwh hatst kdeil a yslts?e? man, your ielk ta. Tm,ie rmoe ksis wne da e'sh a olve aalccinlsooy r-e*** aelseerd ihs istll i nad ttgneo gnki sicmu ercera, ayrhr sestyl iostc whti all soicd nreteylc bmlua eprahc. Eahv asrbhi lto a i fnu heviaad nebe sisikgn. Hyw i do matniocr work teesh ifgugnir sitgegb i at ic,efofs lkie ltsil and otn tnaw i rreoisw ghu ym tno nhet hte ot era iustsrup od ni da ojb uot eomnmt my mi do ithngs ttsalea. Nto ouy tsill its em about at ogenipdnr **** emn im nwko htaw criyng i tbu ot you fo ton ahdveia lnkioog ti trwho irhtg rpat do dan csrave ivlaunleaba. Tsge tbu all shcu ernvse si fein, imet teh no oetrhm iefl my is. Kay bye. Unf i dna hslal lyk evah.
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