A letter from July 3rd, 2020

Peaceful right?

Hey Future Me, I just got your letter from 2018 so crazy to think back so long ago even though im writing this in 2020. The world has turned upside down and in the darkest hours we shine brighter then ever. However your an unrefined gem at this point. Im seeking counseling if possible i wanna be ever thing we can be and when you read this I hope we are though Ive never been a stranger to the struggle. Unfortunately circumstances arent nessisarily different i.e. no woman, less people, and only a decent job. I know the best tool for such times is optimism and positivity. remember the world is completely backwards (Donald trump is president, COVID-19 is political opnion in the united states, people are protesting because a black man was choked out by a bunch of white cops(R.I.P. George Floyd)). Our circumstances are nothing in comparison. i know now that i am a master of my own destiny and I'll decide where it goes from this point onwards. Remember I love you regardless of outcome. Also enjoy some fireworks today i know you see them all the tome but still they are beautiful.

Epilogue

about 19 hours later

Sup my guy,
Turns out things still kinda suck, I just came back from visiting my family. It's wasn't the greatest but I'm glad to visit to put things in...

Vcesppieret. Slat 2 ndyetielif ti olts hetse i arsey. Ehtre to tif am ese hrwee eehrw ni eysa i onw i vseesr 'its. Ot ym tshi gte ta i rty nodi ened in eeivdnts tosrdnaf hits ni acn ngmotesih nmenagi og ereovwh ti'an care 'ontd ngithayn, rhtee dinm nad ro ti eb tuohiwt i gtaot tasel eb no eauecbs nawan i oudtb i toaub. .
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Nwiorgg dreatts eemdrcbe essme dfin can in eert elki nyome flesym thsngemio fi atls orf fo idogn ti r,aye i enev i tno. A wnko tel ew erehw in a it us akets recsou wef mlcnapcoie days tsart em. I uoy fdin het etnh sohrt htogu ti otu si to utb tmre llti smee natc' natw ,kwno. Nad eth i isheontmg kwon lcrsoe od o,d to naierhg fsitsf pphay w'nto wath hatt i i ekma ahtt tnkhi aevh etg might to sesl uoy ays nraoml etak cusffesi. .
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Ot mi' termat thsnig ot aer dna lswyaa hwtro reeermbm ttllei trsat godin stbe hawt it is eht my. Htiw rliade antw ndot' sdetouflb- much doinicse na luawf flmyse ot eben rlyrae enht sha so reve i hwne oge it. If nirgat egt nlpgyai ti we aepphn i'ts uot aoaiactmlyltu a stoinp yan ttgouhh o'ntd well veom can rehovew. Oen ylon yare a naanw onnag m'i aher omfr geiv i ucz yuo thsi. As nac rof loev ot ysrfeoul nealr nad sleoyufr you be erteh tseb. Utb hs'twa of in ngowrki to tebs ew fo t4h nkow jyul yrt jynoe ryuo fntor i uoy.
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Leysr,enic.
Uyo.
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Noe a and i ni i'm and epeac ot ni ryuo yrelal elapsed rrthobe rgtofo tmennio ehs' got nicdceta cra leiav. Is my nfderi oiesnghtm rof eb safe ot teehr fi lhuankft be.

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