A letter from June 7th, 2020

Time Travelled — almost 3 years

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey! Happy Birthday!!!!!!! I'm probably the only one sending you a message. The sad part is that I am planning it too, but hopefully years from now you'll be happier. It's you from June 7, 2020. I hope there's a future from now until then. There's been a lot going on in the world. People are protesting for the Black Lives Matter movement. I hope by then there's a change. I know times will become challenging, and hopefully it'll have been worth it and happen. I can't stand how the police are treating citizens. We are supposed to be free, but now there silencing us and we're not okay with that. Haha Donald Trump credit card got leaked, I found it funny. I hope no one gets in trouble for using it. Well, right now our situation is complicated. Moms out of rehab at least. Then we got that court call on the 10th. I am worried for it, but it'll be okay, I hope. Aunty Lin has the virus, I hope she'll be okay. She means a lot to me, despite everything that happened. Okay enough of this. How's life?? We're about to graduate!!! We finished freshman year! For me, I'll be starting sophomore year. Well Us actually. I hope you did okay, it's okay if you didn't place that high though. As of right now, I don't know what to expect. To be honest, I never thought we'd make it past 13, 15, 16, and now I am trying to imagine 18-19. I honestly hope we've changed, I don't want to have a negative mind and wonder when I am going to die. I know that I am going to figure it out though. I hope you're fine. Have we dated anyone? To be honest, I think I like girls more then guys, but still like guys ya know. I don't want to question anything because 16 is still a young age to me. I hope we didn't experience a heart break or anything because I don't think I could handle that if I am to be honest. I just want to be happy, and not stressed or anything. I hope you're okay. Please don't self harm anymore, we got this. I wonder how you look like now. Have you dyed your hair? Lost weight? No pressure though. Gosh, I can't believe we're an adult basically. Are we still into anime???? Like for real, we've been watching it since 2015 (4th grade) like it's crazy. My all time favorite anime is still Assassination Classroom. Also Kaji Balance Unlimited was becoming my favorite but paused due to the virus. I want to go to a con and experience that energy and be all hyped. Gah I wonder what school we're at?? Kayenta, Phoenix, or window rock?? I hope it's Kayenta. If not then somewhere in phoenix then. I hope we still do track and field. I wonder what it's like. Do we still have to wear masks? And stay 6 Feet Apart?? crazy. Also are we still into alternative rock?? I am listening to My Chemical Romance right now. Well sad songs to be honest. I don't know what else to say. Happy birthday, we made it! Stay alive and be more friendly. Don't let anything get to you. I love you, a lot. Bye Kiera. Happy Birthday, don't let anything get to you!

Epilogue

about 2 months later

I still can’t believe I wrote this during quarantine and a lot has changed. I’ve been putting this off for months because it’s kinda depressing seeing what I wrote about...

Lla fo ousittnia eth dna ti. .
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Twhi hewila tbu wond fro nad hneacg eidd omdev kcbla mtaetr htne kame ti iesvl idd eplpoe a sitnhg no new. Wree slilt a epdnheap it wtha ’its tub hppasne nad utbao hswi people yaerll nad llsti bnee no i olt sfceduo. We ro to ontnieuc and hortes erlyal merpiov cgneah orwdl meka lwli dna the olang in hpeo levi eoths teynr”“d ti a ekam i inels ongsimeht otn.
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Youd’ ’im atsp rgiivnle ogt the ti edreflnty,if fwe nihkt entw worse gihsnt fatre uvl’weod but a yeras pu ,iaagn angia ryros htta we dndee jtus. Dha a imte a’swnt irnmo ew lgeron tsih ,lhkyltfaun pcs voivndel os no prpstou nda. Otuab ’oeruy llips btu adn i edusirsrp iovila gto nkow gursd htta tnoi kabc ton. Adn lsto nda if at s’she or reh in i todn’ rfo sehs’ os slitl wokn sehou iawhle ijla bjo ehss’ bene iajl erwhe ni. Rt❣️ap ont the btu ofr reh ew itse utc omts abyme ithw rpursiesd tedsapiodpin. Ubt leacp deckki ignayst ended alvee senfdir gegtitn at gdraee ot we mlutualy up and sola uto a. Ot ew i❣t️ lal agundortia het ihewal efboer tihs pahpeden hsti ddi oyu wtah sbte ddi adn so su tawn’s it recovemo ’im utb ew ionlok pdoru of for did at!rd!geau adn. Kwro u️fts‼f off frmo the owt ehrte tsuorpp ppihear tub oeleshms taph oging orf nad lsitl on yam raye er’ew oryesflu gleorn ew aebecus ilmyfa rof omsatl rgiht ryuo rowekd erfe bell fo dkroew t💕i mumrse be ot frist usjt we ssa ddi at to roesmsthle eneb dapi we y,uo rayes ownk iivloa rjonui otac eyllgla aninhytg ew eb ️nw‼o nad and eht so uyo ubt otcxi no.
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Nda 91 it na’ct i e’rew beleeiv now isllt. We 8ht1 kaoy, t1h9 uor but on yaawyn orwdke rnvee ti treadbleec ew nad iaytbhdr ti’s. Chwih si hten eayrlr post happsne btu ebtter ofreeb to ti own /sh yrigtn i’m. Nodt’ or sa srsdepdee onw dsiuialc i flee iteher. Maolrn we tub t’is avhe our off ltsil yads. But ihts rae atiw ygureon ahtt su dprou mi’ rfo fo sveles i oru year exnt nwo niegtgt uesr fa❣️r 3< ta’cn 02 rof ew ungtinr nimiage.
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Hot but ar,)e ndika eth we ruo we’ev bir disrhed bl,ue so ,eulppr dna eprpul rdfien eyd endo lueprp ddi ink,p tetapmt twhi rou a deixf ti har!!i swa nad i!t! dartsns npki & mess rstfi pcyaht (setb. Yrt dseesm ti tertpna uro annaw our a up uhmc hair enbe and it aelhbc ar‼bke️ orme hwotr s’ti rhai utb oorscl oto lraely i cruyl desen tbu os amtn. Ifel lyrlae iaang teh aemd lroco rfo orthw ivnilg. Atptmnaer h’tanve ovme eonc tiwheg oslt but ti ew we on an laso to napl i. Oot egwtih ont at nedaig btu ellb ev’we amd im’ okwnri since vree acot. Si e’ewv talmynle edtnwa ondig lal evre rewe’ ettrbe hcihw. Eiwtgh can’t iwta.
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Irssginrup imnea ew hmcu ihchw chatw ysa is ot dot’n own sa. Ulodw e’wd at ti ubt eayrll no sdepopt vc,ersie su aylerl i hitw ro tkihn emho idd tighn ertetinn the. Lstil ns’ath ’tsi my iedmtnilu sienrseoko lh‼up️s si ltsil oogd a sasoinianasst i wne so sasnoe aehv lebaanc raetviof a adn utb oosmcrlas ahd. Ti oasl onti snow oru back ogt our we nad ybrik elif speah.
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Nlowu’td abkc!! eh ew tmise nad sjtu ()eisl?k ew dna hda tewn uoy !tifrs we leeeibv eaemborlm tbu orisen nad uirclyan so eirons ewll eh teh nmoeoes dilke ovmsei leikd laynifl aedtd maed him li‼ek️ a nridoag ti arey ltekda ew nda celkdic erya eht ,naoeyn wthi nda aen!rstrp is aebcme we 3< at ts’eher wef rmoe us nosemoe eetm we ltruy rkaie!! n’eahtv to reya. Aangi rou too, sume rniiwgt eadm potrey he aws rothw. Sih (: su hcum but yb h’es nuyeorg hetn esnam ndsioa not. On btu us htta ’im tneweeb tou teh ,etnhso to htgim gto ihm i’m i esh’ it eorlcsu 91 ddeene i oculd i ttncnoe about wthi 18 nda eb ont us rwok beesuca gahhh rof tub :( og. Ewf os i a esekw enev but dan rfeebo eth a flamiy ta olve taht ro cceaorpderti he nhomt uaonadrgti it atw’sn as’wnt fscsneeod rof rouy aaprt amni duseasm lgipenh lrpsbome ro adn w!!as itdrfed itwh a’nswt so eltret a it coefdsu ew. Ecldou’v it shot,r eht sdreac you m!iet owelh nda diehnckce fro dna aeksd eofbre gohttuh seh’ uto, tub sgniuhr teim ew’ev evne su! ot yrots cetu nggio tdier os ackb saw us got nda it abtuo elowh thgsin nrcoamti i isth temi deikl uoy dan teh he nedo i podlgozeai olgn but all he aicmrnot hetn rfo wtsee ssik os dna. I sweidh dan ’ehs nhpape taded su thign ot estb ot ew ceulvd’o uytrl het. ’erseht hotb a feirtenfd he hncaec isda sanpl ’mi okya nad ew btu aehv wtih rfo ttha mnvogi. Hmi si t’is fo adetwn aetcpeapir gohhut the vw’ee oennticn we ealryl os nda lhod enve oenmcar hatw hhwci nda nda i tepy uetc dahns.
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N’tdo uaaddgret tnlryailoitda kytea,an pu nazgmia ew wsa snicrtahi so nad dna it rw❣o️yr we fmor eessddr o!ot! dad shewod. All oot minvog defsinr but wre’e mssi we oru n!o.
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Nad it jstu to eraw ton litsl own mksas esfle wno! ew etognt ralmno neo it ues ruo ware oot ohgtuh ormyaen si’t qrdueeir but ot. On do mero ahah tfee htta thta to kaa atpra ew ruylt eeblevi atrpa ’espshe 6 atc’n adh 2. .
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I dlnctou ehty fo lto mrc but og atnc ew ew tlsil vewe’ listl to loev had nroniue a cerntosc a i!t! th!gouh blieeve tbu adn eneb.
Sene: ew’ev.
Rereatlty-tcreoh.
Ilivoa - rorogdi.
Cuoc -.
!a!o!erprma -.
-rlrswaec.
Imdcni-o fiek.
Laoolp am-or.
Hcusi aki-l.
One opltsi t-ytnwe.
Rehttmoh-erom.
-eetrp apcdnolm.
Nabur-avd.
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Nda xes for si hte ceepir tenx rlig! eegastcrti ve!il! enmlaei atrfe vt uro e!rza!nmit torcenc.
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Eorm i a tnac’ erw’e to ertebt ni to lplyoeufh lynailf nrepnxicieeg adme gdoin ti tbauo teirw twnade iefl we erf!utu ’mi a,rkie iwll raf dan ldag nnetouic htis tawi sftuf we’ev teh eil!v adn.

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