A letter from June 5th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Hey Future Me, Oh boy where do I begin... I guess I'll start with hi. My names Emma. I'm 13. And I just graduated 7th grade. It's June 4, 2020. Lots of things are happening right now... I have a few questions. Is all of the riots and stuff over? Are we still Pansexual? Have we figured out the whole gender thing? Do people at our school still not know about all of our mental illnesses? Do people at our school know we are Pansexual? How's 8th grade? Is it as scary as we think it is? Is Mommy still really bad? Are you nervous for the future? Did we get help for our mental illnesses? Are we still into Anime? Do we still like Dixi and Hannah? How are our sisters? Is corona still a thing? Did it finally end? Are you excited for Highschool? Are we still friends with Sarah, Dixi, Braylynne, and Skyler? It's currently Pride month! 🏳️‍🌈 We love that. Daddy said he's gonna get me a Pan flag soon. Does that actually happen? Do we finally tell Mommy about littlespace? Do we figure out what our mental illnesses are? Do we still want to hurt ourselves? Did we ever get over Koda? Did we ever tell Grandma and Grandpa about us being Pan? Anyways enough with the questions. We kinda want to be called Eren but idk if that is the same in the future. Happy 14th birthday! I hope everything is better in the future. If you are going through anything I know you will get through it. I promise. I love you. Have a good day future me! With love, Past you 💗

Epilogue

12 months later

Hey kiddo. So currently we are in 9th grade and I'm here to answer some of the questions you asked. To start off with for the most part the riots...

Rea vroe. Esy ear slilt ew paeansuxl. We urfieg the ew a esrheh/ we egedrn did are yb og dan amleef otu ihtng. Eth i obaut atnlme aenm fo lsnseeils oloshc nowk ndki eplepo ta oru. Ndto' it iedh i. Poeelp konw a but ruo o'ndt mose cunbh nowk olchso at tsill. Tgtrnnieies h8t asw geard. Were tuialrv tgo bteret baucese i we ot olohcs ew skuecd kbca fo osmt rfo once wnte tbu it hlfa itsfr het. Rbtete hsa ttneog momym. Iakdn tbu dba ses'h ludco rwose be tsill ti. I fro utefur srovnue ma the. Ew to eryttp btu now ogind siredvr ntnargii dna dgoo in trsta tobau i'm ohcosl rghit era. Wya a ew ni lhpe tge tosr fo. Ythe dan sbt olt heldpe a bdna ecdall iceodvrs ew a. Tion nto tino kopp onarmye ngimseoht r'wee ledalc aer ew nemai tbu. Ti ouy olko up soludh. Yeornma keil or nto hhnaan diix od we. Onw leik we vangi. I ssertis thgr?i ok rou rae krsehoc ko,nw. Cosloh in si idaynld onw. Wihhc si deriw. Erwe teh ew ohstleny nothnkvigier ilhohoshcg srsste fo i htkin. Rpttey ist' hree nfu. Uonfaytnlteru a si intgh ivcdo sitll. Ew rae enivcaatdc tbu ufn! whit ehmt a'shtt stlli lafh rea so ew nisfrde. Ahlamic ifdner dddea uor i,vgna oht n,iilagl nda ewre ot gourp. Predi t'si mhnto os me oll rutrlcney ocrbote not for si't. Btu 'tshat ervne eh fgal a ok us utbhog. Ymmmo fnodu tuo. Ogod it ont was veyr. Ubato lbkea seh odnfu salo uot. Fi mte ouy vhae yet kdi him. We our atmnel lsslenise rueigf idd tou. Sepserinod, we pstd nea,xyit aveh nad. Uelssevro ltisl ntuhigr ew etreh tobau tnhki eisstomme rea wehre. Be ssel hatn ot t'si otl a but dsue it. Revo eallry erevn doak ew ogt. Gosd btu we tow tgo. Us olt hlpe ehyt a. No lelt erevn evern liwl etmh dan ew ew. 'ntod eenr enarymo be ew lol wtan to ellacd. Swa a tsuj tbh ahtt shaep lareyl. 'tis almots atirbydh t15h rou. I lilw irspeom efli uoy teg 3 ofr ads!y tbeert. Eb htinsg hte ryou tge to swtro hrohutg rae oyu og aer dna uoy rof of hwat ubota rvye boaut rpta to lwil hrad lief. Btu it meov ouy of ew gorw tou etraf. We to oh teh yurncto odvem heya. Bts conutreid yswnaay nad ruo ruo omev fo heyt su smeo dnacghe we aetfr irfesnd leif ot. Su adme phayp yhte. Yeth od a tmlaso nad raye aertl istll. Wlil ko dan uyo s'taht srggulet. Rae to ashrhipd rnu mdea aefc tobua het ni logn us eth yuo tegsrorn. Oelv i tetill uoy me. Ogt oryu ekep hdea pu 💜 yuo shti!.

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