A letter from May 12th, 2020

Wlodr oterw ltrtee nenuimglfa eevr of si ,oelv hda oerm i yiagthnn i ovle ueingne a tnah sith dan iev tefl wneh ddesevirco htat. Lewl lvoe, in i ma sa. Em vhea roepsn tl'li ned ta eehrw tbu anc it owh eb nac hawt who olve ikel has aemk nda aghttu yuo aemdr lesta pu, kwno i i dot'n a dfnou. Dan erypaht boaut heav cna ohnets but sginth i i am bda my neabg and eiytaxn dad be, woh to omm yralle iatddmet veern. Idd gnsiahr ym but tceunammoic tehy nto retegr me eneigslf to'dn ewll, ehyt keam lsoa. On hwo i iaed ytonlehs nrcyo vhae si. Dna odn't poeoomshr hpeirfsnid i ar,ye rfeta tkhin in eayrs, kdeiednlr a rhe kosenp ew tow to nerve i've. Onw retfa efdiedn am oleepp hatt ndti'd new tyeh evne i i teorw ownk etm thwa rea this enhw i dna i how ohw. I uhng sby"o hit inaga dna zyarc( atth enrev i coon)ra daelcl it otu doicv rfaet teh". Pu ni to ,fiel unniocetd ppo ohhugt sti yteh owh unfny ym. To ompr oezdgolapi wten to tdreate tiem otu t(on iodrn,eybf amore,mot teh oyu now hyet thwi tneabt whit aitgnd lla now hwo no ecabl hasgn faec, is ewnt kdnele ym rof yuro ttae sa tub my and hona llt)is. Ti ptas nidd't ashco maek you isth srumem htta het etrow. I stlil on'td kile smis i ubt sgod mih, yroeamn. Drah its mom s,eray imvedrpo i mermerbe ot het vore ot dna ym so it duse iekl eb awht chum. Ti ow,n sad utsj esglusgrt hmuc em how amsek ubt seh. Ohw esh i it kmesa to em a wtna eb is sad lmode hatt of evern. Tbu ormesmie raey liecytanr i romf ehav odgo was aesmhrfn coshol do ghhi tno mmo,lebera. Nruginn tou car dlsief ,etla adn ,ktemsuao hghrout eapicbklll gthnsi lgiaynp. Uusbar sstsune gian teh nurtk in fo whit dan ndnirse teh. No elaopsu eht divesr. Im it ti i of asol to so siht dleeipr rfa i but nda tath a nwo oesron egon hwsi csekud to,l hda mofr. Cinrodigesn arngstit gounhe nnyfu btu ksmeo aigan i ta dt'no mi l,al. Tbu nad ,ayw dfoo revo oa,inuxs awy i im - erbtte yrwro lilts itlls sti. No logrne my ti sady itstecda. I did i wya hrhgotu ccseuss ghtouf my atth em oudrp and sleo ni kmeas ni soolhc tfhai a not. Reweh cicoedpshlam to shintg i etrga aehv fo, i rdeedam ogt dna i. To dlcuo i - tbu ti hociec ysa now but i arhd sit teh of i ahwt did sbte fi hte yna eignv asw nwke tgihr. But ti did valneleyut 'sboyndo paehpn korebn rteah elhawi, in ym. Uyo fooeldr tbu stbe eolv sloaleutby sih ttha k,acj kngsiis of 'yduo efll nsdtiae ni tiwh ot eb wnko irdenf. Lasyp ifel ohw out nde erylla t'nidd well, sht'at unyfn it but. Ebyordnfi kiss eehnvrew my tcnurre i i cna. Hse' odeph i uyg fro to wtah wyslaa ni a bene em. I 'im im' lignubid ta vloe 'otnd ,won btu awth i wrehe loev. .