A letter from April 19th, 2020

(Pls read in some random sad song haha) dear nayla, hai dear! I'm you, but the old version haha. In five years, you've already through a lot of things, i believe. Always be strong, be humble, be smart, and don't let people's opinion get you down. I know you will get down so easily just because what people think about you. Anw, being introvert is not a sin. You can be yourself, just like what our BTS say haha. I know about your struggle in your family, about your parents, all of 'em, but be strong! Even before five years, i know you get depressed because of 'em hehe. But don't get depressed so easily! Just watch some random youtube video or listen to ur favorite music to refresh your mind. About insecurities, i know you have a lot (at least you in five years ago have it haha), like; your height, your weight, and many more. But just like BTS say (again), love yourself. You are beautiful, extremely. And always be grateful, there's a lot of people want to be like you. Believe that. Anw, i don't know if you already have a boyfriend or not. If you haven't, then pls choose 'em carefully. You are a beautiful and gorgeous girl. But if you already have, then make your relationship healthy and clean; don't be toxic, of even do something inappropriate, REMEMBER. I guess this is the last paragraph, even tho i want to ride you 1000 paragraphs haha. So, A lot of poeple love you, include yourself in five years ago (who wrote this letter) so don't be lonely. Haha. And i believe your parents also love you; your brother, your sister, and let yourself love you too. (Ok, so i put one more paragraph haha) World is gonna be cruel, but i know a strong girl like you can survive. Have a nice life, nayla! Me love me♡