A letter from April 17th, 2020

Ety oceynmo anoilpatpci ojb ryea uoalhtgh istll ot of het nscoed eth bit nesgierpds cogelle, a ebne pcik icwhh p,u sah rsospec ahs agmikn. .
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E'hss nlaa to edl ieatvrof llits fntoe ,eamnryo eiifetndyl as a instle ew utb yer otn'd. And to ma lacep i si oyu at eriygvtehn aazdme hwo daeldhn eb, a omdneioc nsa hrda. To pdnaepeh ayers in fmor be rigund awth rephtya yuo ma rnveecorig i tlils tho,sen ot othse. Liwl atdul pick moenruos sa we uvesdirv up hte an na cd,lhi i rets and tmaoun a as. ,wno srnexiepos ree'w wry,ro imeiagn omltsa uryo eth etetbr cna slzviieau tnha by ee'rw of erev you nigod nca i iiemg!an —otr'rdnoroh ya,w oyu cna 22. .
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Dseu tears ayinlm aeg fqnuyrcee gnoe by rmof esatrnp the htat nsieynitt to wonr dan inedrobasu rbngi nters uneuecrltb oruy wno, ot it's ear detslte you eebwtne donw. Ctnymiia besrmlop aevh tiwh osme ihts sbeeacu uoy fo. .
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Uyor ni oylfrse,u eolv twih "be lev,o you het to wtr:eo eno thta etest,rl nda htese getnle feorf yuo lpeope fo. Si nkdi otn ryoveene is nema btu tno reoeeyvn. Ntrygi my cartpiec be ofrm an h,etar sa hwti siltl ltaud, ahtw uoy feucarl a eagtr " ot i am nintuingoc. Out, ,awy ghot?uh yb ouy ngiatas hte ,ahtw otms aer idkn, sddo to nfid eomc nokw eeplpo lal. Thign it? eleizar dogo to sint' het boatu drwlo, a.
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Ogt ta rfsit it of iton tniwih semrt 2,2 we uro 3 pelhnisortia in edend adn evol, ekwse. *** rsisurep uoy no eno ot of aer teh w,on. ,dog e'uovy eth ihstng dais. . . Inthk brsmolp,e avhe od reembmer nto esactl laryel lowud i ngksisi and emyomr mngivo i otnshmieg in hte yaaan eembrrem i to 'yuod atsht iemov swlho tamosl em harttee,. Eht y,aw hhcrcu it omiev hte e"athert be ot a teh,eart yuor you cscaes dgbronai nylo riugdn eo"mvi rninuetaqa yb luodw wuldo negareedet eb of coolhs, tno soelbaut adh ******* the we. Htrsci ssjeu. .
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I kepe ntinkhgi oyu outba. In cdaning in giehlpn in ni whit a hygvitnree mnea adn dbe htwi tub itnexe,s chrhcu het rhteslinoapi ssai' h,cuto at olhcso naaya erteb,ha iglny won rhe hngit lloa. For we osecnduf vnere ol,la t'si ro fsile' erdpeupsss ,sai erwe dannsuretd butao a wnat i?t seignlef or unfny uro or asw ayna,a it hl,iecc ot utsj sitn' scya,r ,nwo. Eecmob ew aesucbe etg uwdol atth ekwn *,** reom iretcna ecrah ebescua fo feli tuo pogrsu mofr douwl rewe arhdre enve ew ccaenacpte. .
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Yhw duentarsnd htikn edtnru htsi ou,t i atnniteot ro i ruo was obledck yirerifngt whemseoer —ieltes vewe'. Were gnkawi was nsearpt hte uroy yuo sone,dc vyree nmors yrtfigeir,n tistcrai ot why oldwr tnirgy ni yigfe,rintr pdetacec, ,ryintgeirf eohpn erwe ksaem rhwee irndfes no eth were ueeqr was yuro a trg,eirifyn iaotup sesen a iedlv csaeep eeqsunsre scaloi wsa dpcmneai erwe vdole ti vleo grils ,eeddinf you dna toin yoru. Aithf eth ntew hte ehva ni hugholta do our btiha aa,yw siltl is 'ewre yb i ufture h,tta trpa w,ay dinog ti edeper a renev du,nwo of. Adem s'it dnsaems tshi oru art rb,etet. .
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:ilfe acisol.
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I'dtdn did ndse i dwsorc the the kwon wya, nscdoe of rtfea of yuo looc ceoellg? opecntc the by raye eerhti. Dleonviv of smot rvelase ehmt in eratg ew ugrosp teh ni plpeeo, onw ro asrt aghn fo qeeur. Anvivi aw,y nda few gdsien dirnfse dan we a nopourcitd )na+n(has tath od o,wn eamd hvea mod. Ansivvi gbiegts dpaye $600 yb aws etharf gig uyro. Op:epel saol iajiy oreopssrf mnmoitcyu uogy,n mik an amzgina fo uhtbogr iwnjno gnsdei y,kel. Dna oy erinos yuo alpe atne tugrohb rcetjop hwinsma otd oyur beul ehmdreti. Ew eignb ew sdctal,no oeuer,p in htmon,s oendejy ruodan deam ni two 27 aorbad inaldce, serifdn angedln nad ew enev gtvnisii tenw ot sutdy. Gspea mroieesm 200 adn evo'yu up fo aooecsbdrkp. Otiscneur edlcian ebcame firevaot eon fo yuor yqucilk. Swga: opepel rohet o,ngc licneud nsyami h,naahn iaessc,. .
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Own, hgtir hsa neeb acsherre fun. Has wthi thsise jyo egng, amka,yal but ew dan leov ,us forsoerps gnimloo on inkia uro bla ebne oru. Enve act. .
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In eth pibtn,eri—amstant elvid zaamnig of olas ,eianal nliogrnta adn ym cre,aer rslig hiwt eewv' ezmt rof teeirtyn eethr geocell. Zemt ,oot lwieh eaftr setdtar nad rt'eyhe in al a won elaani nidgta. Nad galso fturue cakb to uitq rhe ot her reh erilnpohista ohme zetm -ueetelraav hiwt failmy rhe nad ofr ertamss htah,el go rpoagrm tlenam. Orf bcak as els'i eey isaststna an itredmiviatnas yilftiac he,mo rcae riwknog an. Of arce gae and speads rgahtdreomn her a,nrgdetprna it usjt shs'e naikgt kitnh hre deam me outba w,aay ash nebe had. .
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Hrutgoh dyas in nda dame ,cvatmisi rtcaon locse uyo twih ouy ucbs,l laotmuucin fo hobt of rea o,acts a idpngsen adn iitnb ruogp a fidrnse rabs. Mairsr erecyntl e,xial ot ir,eac bybro wokr cesehrra in ,yodsn ),avhrrda in las,eegn fetl o(hw lba a. A oicarlhlcny s,tamr bnvtari dna nlnioe peur tbi ugpor leppeo ,aeehtdr of. .
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Fdeinsr i viuddnaiil ekep ym ucsoe,r fo. Nda ccoo, waetlh vreen hwose ezdslaz, put sha a tub ohw cna tlyseeensllr uoyr you girfne tpspudeor aimieitsndt on rdaems. .
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Pceaetancc as,wy ruo ffo ceersinmd,tn atth daesttr ogod osicla of mcea eilf agsneipl higt,n tetngo shit at in rou cytrscai dna vewe' vginha leppoe huoyt so digdsneh ofrm htat eev'w. Hittueacn, sujt eent,sgmjdu our bineg drsea ustrt won ti ruo ohw daryel e'wer on tahw fts,eer on ilwl ma evor hte ot nad imemiizn estpr,en cpeir n,ghits aynpgi getgtin aeae,rktbhr lefse in phtraey aingenrl —elovelnar i meermrgbnei. .
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Feil eshte btu zaaginm no evah ttase uro wn,o lla orttlean my ma meth i etrgfula rfo si, ,yswa eqrscuiti lo,eppe kool os mobaiitn at rtoecuni ,tcngaicpe i aer nad matsr, adn fo teh ohw lacsoi teyh of tub rhigt. Otn ghtouth estnnatigivig a to eno 'tis utb dgoo otwrh ehv,a. ,lyseia i say ouhhgtt rvene obaut ttah lwuod fmleys i idnsfer maek i. Fngndii nalgihe it ,cogelel ginaiszlico fgt,iesirr—iyn rnadou me dw,suon het inceoulvnanotn ot uirgsupn ehr,te uot —wandas utcurle ttuping in my my fslemy eymfsl tilsl stt,nresei otfngoi old. Edu who esdniskn eonrmst ookl of utb yadep ot seepr it het fof, nad. Dmlubeh, mi' ealyr,l uoprd nad. Gernats oetionm is't a. Cmontyu,im utobd ooiftgn, do vhae nfdi even on em, nhat ryuo lwli robiuaedsn gnia i tse uyo retteb. ,lhle can ew eon be ebamy lcoo yad. The of c,ool yerall olco taht dikn seetlts. I ti ookl to oafrdwr. .
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My day roonnu a,jlain s,eno ekpe hocut whit i in sa,ahh nda fo s,uocre. .
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Getretsa hio?lntmsmcpace.
I dna i i inulgeeny moisautbi, kliin—e eilf i rwok i nri,edf i ihst bkrci ard,h and oaiesplntyr cbikr tslye a yb ma heav dna toh,rs hatt uitbl dgoo ma a. Edn oen treepensd ruo hte fo rehet omlsat eder,eg geclelo veew' to setrspo, r'wee enoynltriaitlna. Mdoitetmc sueinyvirt tgo !)( we spy nda to iont a dpeenrpepi adn imbcluao. D be he(y, o)!drtco ouy a nca. We igwhyhsa can iisrncgexe dna ngesid to), inogd we driev cloo kw,ro rgytin coirtodunp wno rea (or. Nda ,ho ew a dedat l,igr ,tou on neo meca rcdea. Fo i ma ,msndtei hevrweo souepdrt the i my hitnk. Rofm reweh lak,c i genrlo from on pleac fo nda own i yluper erectps fsymel dan wkor i a aemc. .
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Sedrag?.
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You orem sa eatragdu tsoeh ergd,sa neo oy,ak in ,ayenmro ur'eyo oyu fo on rea resdga ngtetig ear ondgi etrhe trmes awsrad fo. Hte ogsyplhoyc it sme,a het aiillcnc is ti i tme to ewll ootk i re,rhaecs oyb a ew od a fro con,diies na hpds ******* fs,ulameh is hkitn year tbu owh axter rtghi giodn toyad as was. .
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Segbgti w?on eth tigrh lpmebor.
Eth be ael:st emcrsi nad gaiismtnmr csrrivoauon raw lsb,ehsma the pitdnroeg coeyomn tumrp ai rofm eftl oerv, lvrseea aigntk tosm mbrelosp ot si emess ot lsogiaedn in. Hapeignnp ni arveles teh csinedoge e'srhte rwlod. Oj,b to am tmnumome orf idarfa nda aidafr rkwo tseitner ycshogyopl i ocmimt raifda deam i adn riaciecsf of igev gdsi,ne up ilaccinl lope,lyarsn a and cihn to to to nidf het. Heav heav and adn a i on'dt nmoey lla t,ihs ond't giifnrdelr acr, i a hvae ond't i. .
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Oc:sohl whhci.
!aivds.
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Yh?ppa we are.
A orgiknw ste,sersd ,ti btu sey bit nda no. Lulaty,ca no. Viel in i earf. I rehe won phpay sa was labe me,ro to hte be owh whti am? im' i i es:rnaw ahppy ysa 'actn ni i i as swa nca ewnh seam i and was blvjeoiecyt san oecodnim, ays.
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On sojb? olcreu/geletfu gyhtinan.
Gbi si htsi eth etiuqsno. .
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Earm?ds.
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Enuroddrus to live elepop ovsrle in socnotiaucp isfrden dna ramo,sl cool by i by nkid ntwa nad oolc heva cool dadroe ,tyci hwo a. Ot nltyaaailc ntitapole idgnse ues i my wtna dan. Awtn sluehidbp i vhea omitensh,g ot slalm. Crteina be ********* of my dan wnat rduop i to. Atisnoc dna mhet to eastcvehinem htsi llwe lceso i dan dogo ,dda ysaalw ot him to ,mom watn in hmi nad dan a eb dna atetr eb hdautegr my ronho. Ncetfnodi tnaw ot fele i. Ot si ont wtna i ekma )nr me ot fo a **** nw-inmilobgd nymeo 10(k0. I nedineepndt be to tawn. Tsmra alubiftue be wnat to i nda. Nda eb plwrofeu ntaw ealnrvte dan i rctdeeesp to. Heotsn wthi idsrees ,ehy negib my tsuj. .
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Rvgfeio hsit ot grwtiin at dna a vgie wsa uttssa a jsut daeutp lsuebnnst ett,rbe i my dmae tehson atht ienp,sotetru nda emro 1,6 poeh i nhkti rwitre so hte i endawt ant'sw oto. Cmae dliub ev'ew my nda fo smeo fo rsemad awlsya what we i r,eut ddeream heop shit ot hpoe pu i feli. 'its a etsch rwide pdruo i dorpu will of gfneil,e i uyo, os of ti ym i in leef be ma os ,uyo. ,up a verne on ytterp u'vyeo dhea v'uyoe veern tog ogod stlet,ed vgae ouyr urolhsde vouye' and. I'm rof eht ouy i ehpo vleo oginlko indf. .
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Eag elt,las 22.