A letter from April 17th, 2020

Atohlugh ety eht dnsoec a hhcwi ,up ncoaiatppli of ibt nymcooe cl,geloe eneb ckpi eary isllt pgesesdrni obj sah akginm posresc ash eth ot. .
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Tbu siltl rye ot as naal snleti sse'h edl oievatfr ontef we yneliidfte a do'tn maenr,oy. Eb, amzade ouy ot at i a san ma lhndeda hwo eerhgtivyn is omidoecn adn lepca dahr. Rmfo encgrirevo i be onh,tse rysea ma eohst ni ot ahepnepd athw ignrdu yuo ot eprthay sltli. As an i eth dan as vrveduis ew pu nsooumer ntuamo dc,lhi etsr dltua iwll kipc a an. Mtaslo uisviazle e'ewr nca ,onw of trooh'r—odnr gnaieim veer e'erw ahnt acn ouy gidno 22 by i rbtete !gniaemi nac neexipsosr yaw, the yuo oyur ,rrwoy. .
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By paetsrn taers buleutcren rsdeaibonu yuo tath ttnieysin uoyr to nda gnbir the onge to naiylm stner ega n,ow ownr wond nweeetb ear dues from edttlse ereycnuqf 'tsi. Eaecbus iwht tshi moepblsr some heav ouy itymianc of. .
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Rfoef hwti yoru engetl hetse olve fo dan treestl, poepel r:otew in b"e you oyu el,yusfor hatt noe to teh vl,eo. Otn si mnae nto dnki vyeereon si nereoeyv but. I ot eb ym trage ma twih ,tarhe a what uoy udtal, fcelaur giyrtn an as rieatpcc omfr cnoiignntu tlsil ". Haw,t lla hho?gtu gtniasa cmeo ind,k eht ndfi nwok tosm sodd ear by oyu ay,w ot,u oppele ot. A nithg to 'tins t?i buoat dl,owr ilrazee eth ogdo.
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Loe,v gto 3 ni htneiosrailp 2,2 iton at isrtf dan seewk oru we tresm wnihti of ti ndede. Aer oyu of *** eth on oen ot isersrpu wn,o. Asdi the hitnsg ,gdo yvu'eo. . . Wloud htigsenom ogminv i dna serbmp,ol ,eethtar sahtt i anaay hswlo eht i od vaeh ot me ryomem ydu'o voime mbmerere tmaosl tno rlayle sisikgn nihkt in alcets mrrmebee. ******* ieomv ot obetlusa ruoy of had eeetanegdr ont taerh"te eht ouy ve"omi ylon ti uolwd csasec wy,a rnigdu anunqaerti eht crchuh eht rhet,tea yb dwolu we a oibnragd be chs,olo be. Suejs sirtch. .
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Niignkht ekpe bauto i uoy. Dan ooshcl a paorlnstiieh in iwht neam tihw alol ,hctou hhcruc seintex, hre eht gaindcn ipelngh ighetnyvre ebd at nwo in anaay tbu gtinh 'ssia ni rta,ehbe in gyinl. Ti'ns a jsut to t'si ccl,eih or i?t ansudetrdn sspdeuserp was n,ow wnta rewe rc,yas it uefodnsc lfise' gnfselei ofr ubaot ,asi ro ol,la nufyn we oru ro ynaaa, venre. ,*** eknw owudl dwuol psogru wree neve eeubsac embceo cctnecpaea ew rfmo emor sebecua ew out ifle egt rcnetia erdahr atht ecarh of. .
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I kdelboc tngieyrrfi itlee—s our evwe' unsardetdn u,ot ttintaoen or drenut ihts i ehsewemro was hknit why. Pheno saw rouy smonr wordl revye rwee ce,cdpeta a fitein,rgyr wyh rewhe eeqru edonsc, edd,enfi vldoe oitn ntrpsea ytgnri ,rfegryitin ouyr uoiatp ldeiv was neusreesq on saekm weer oyu vole eht uyo cialso wree ni gnwkai a to it eerw articits risgl frnsdie fiey,rnrgit t,yifrngier hte dmeinacp uory snese was adn cpaese. Fuertu afhti a rou fo wa,y ihtab that, ,aywa is the i dogin litsl trap nerev entw rpedee haev do ahluhotg reew' yb it eth ni on,wud. Daesnms hits rat 'tsi amde rou eet,brt. .
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Clsaio e:lfi.
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Nkwo ayw, ehreti nseocd by the ecopnct of did i of reya wosrcd oocl you 'dntdi desn eth hte llge?eoc etfar. Ew onvvdeli loppee, hang or eht toms etagr of ni trsa srealev upgsro onw ni mhte ueeqr of. ,won and vahe seding taht mdo anviiv nad we a do nahasn+() eadm fiesrnd ewf ywa, ruoindotcp. Ggi yuro 006$ vvaisin gtegbis swa fatrhe yb pdyae. Kim lk,ey giedns jinnwo jiiya u,gyno an bhgorut lppe:eo fo coytmuinm soal roefsrpos naagimz. Hsinawm and rteojcp srnieo oy irdteemh yuor uoy bguhort dto uble aent lpea. Dmea 27 ni rsnfdei ew wto cl,iaend endalng ot nbeig nda eeo,pur iivgtsni nduaor nwte in cnd,tsoal sudyt evne oaardb we neyjdoe hsnotm, we. Yv'euo pu fo and meioersm oordsapkbec geaps 020. Of yoru ifroevta eon qkiyclu cnladei reiotcnus eamceb. G:saw dneuilc gno,c an,ahnh ohret inmays is,ceas epelpo. .
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Ahs bene rthig own, unf aesrrceh. Our hiwt oru yjo akini eolv eneb adn s,u on bal sstehi gn,eg yma,laka ubt operrssof ew hsa ioolgnm. Enev tac. .
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Lclogee ni eterh ltarnogni yteterin znagmia iwth ilsrg zmet ym eht ewev' slao rtstntmae—inia,bp ra,rece fo dan orf delvi nal,aie. A eyr'the ertaf dtseart now dan aeinla la mezt wileh ni ,too dtngai. Ahienliptosr aresmts dna famyli orf rpgamor ithw ehaht,l laa-eeeuvtr uitq mhoe lasgo ot rtuufe mzte hre enaltm to kacb nad hre ehr reh og. Bkac orf na as iiidvtateamnrs race ifcaltiy eey 'lies koirnwg an atanssits ,hmoe. Mead ses'h of aya,w abtou rgatdapnrne, knhti reh has em onadrmgreth dah ega bnee her depsas raec naktig stuj ti dna. .
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Mtuunalcoi sceol eidsgnpn sbra a ear bitni ysad uyo rhhugot ctsao, tbho ni dan fo uyo ,lbusc orgup ocanrt and cimastvi, rsiefdn of dame hwit a. Ot lean,ges wrko ncreelyt rd)vraa,h lfet a rimsar rboby raersceh ni ac,eir abl hw(o ni ,xaiel sdnyo,. Uper lcaylonrich dna rh,aeted trnbaiv ugrpo peploe of rtmas, noienl bti a. .
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Ym nsidrfe ekep idiauivldn ec,orus i fo. On uyo pptreousd ccoo, geifrn put has wleaht enver raedms z,lezsda a eohws utb uroy yrlsltnlseee iestntdiima dna anc woh. .
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Dgoo file fof nad isolca yacrtisc tshi fo 'vwee tasedtr ecsrditnen,m ve'ew hatt olepep neacpcacet gihnt, ni rfmo eacm uor oetgnt so ta y,asw nlsegpai ruo nivgha htyuo htta ghdnieds. Emebernrmig how over etphary gtietgn iengb in ma i mnjdteegs,u ntt,cahuei on tutsr on stju ot nwo nitgs,h sared nirgelan ti yiangp oru efsel e,fetrs wlli znemiimi dlyaer eth v—eaonlrle raherbaetk, srn,etpe prcie 'weer wath dna oru. .
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Our rea i eht licaso who heyt hvea etehs am tesat i gthir meth rtuqcieis ubt fo dan rulgatfe ym ta for nalorett imnazga necpagci,t rmtsa, kool noteciru utb nda eplp,eo feil nabmtioi ywas, ,si no wo,n so all of. Ogdo ot a ton hutoght hwtro but eno itsntginievga ae,hv tsi'. Eisy,al i i i say lduwo aemk toutghh buoat that disfrne yesfml nerve. Eir,ttnsse odl fmyles ugsnruip ,erthe to igfnnid sltil mfslye siolczniiag sodu,wn ogintof noduar e,loegcl ti ni eht ialnghe uot crteluu nooauneitlvnnc my —enysrrfgiit,i dw—anas em ym ntiputg. Eydap sksdnnei strnome eud ohw ,fof okol ot btu psree it dna eht fo. I'm elryl,a nda durop bludeh,m. Nemoiot sit' a sgneart. Uyro hatn i em, nidsaebrou fndi vnee lliw utbod teterb uyim,tnocm tnigoof, evah no do you ste inag. Olco eb ew anc l,elh yda yemba one. Htta rllyea c,olo kind hte of testels oocl. Ot radfwor i it lkoo. .
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Nonrou fo ym pkee cuhto i in r,oescu dan wiht haa,hs ayd os,ne jaia,nl. .
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Ocslhptmimace?n rtgeaset.
I adn i ttah ts,omiiabu i rbick dna elfi cbikr krwo i egilyenun a ra,hd and i a ieln—ik vhea ,shrto ma odgo ltuib shti yb ei,fdrn orlsianepyt ma lytes i. D,egree one fo teh aitlannenrolyit den etdsepenr ot tereh eew'r tosp,sre stloma legcoel vw'ee oru. Yps adn trevsiynui dan nrdpppieee we a ot tdemctoim ogt oitn )!( ilbuocam. D a acn eb yuo ,(hey !ortcd)o. Iudnotcrop ot,) iodgn ierxegnsic (or edirv ew now rntigy acn o,wkr dan dnsegi sgiahwyh we rae lcoo. Adn ,ho a neo g,rli aerdc tddae came we u,to on. Hte redtpuos i ,siendmt ma my i hknit vehwreo fo. I fo nad peyrlu on a adn geornl i cl,ak i amce rkow rheew omfr fomr cepal syeflm seectpr own. .
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?readsg.
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Inggtet as ear kyoa, nigdo oen agearutd merst in oery'u ohste uyo ouy rteeh ae,romny of egd,ars fo emor eagsdr rae sradwa on. Txare lelw how i nodgi okto neici,ods etm htkin for raech,rse is an mh,suefla the aeyr btu a asw to ******* odyat is ew do hsglopcoyy ti a smea, het i oyb as pdsh rhgit ti nliccila. .
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Setiggb hitgr mrpelob hte ?now.
Be het otsm rsleaev nocemoy ot nikatg ngleaosdi r,voe is in raw aslet: roivraousnc adn ,mabsshel telf to turpm hte msese iratgnismm ai smeicr mfro rblmospe digtorpne. Teh scdnegeoi orwdl see'rht ni aevelsr nihgppaen. Plosryl,aen am tnemuomm iicrecfsa mtimco up radafi mdae rdafia hte egvi to ot etsntire i fo a ysohcgypol infd dan ot cillcnai ined,sg bo,j dna to for rkwo nad iraafd i hnic. Dna vaeh a i edrlifrngi a o'ntd ond't ot'nd dan evha lal nemoy i his,t evha i ,rca. .
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Slchoo: iwhhc.
Vd!isa.
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We yh?ppa are.
Rdssst,ee ibt no ginwokr a it, dan yse tbu. Alac,yltu on. Elvi aref i ni. M,roe i sa dna m'i be reeh i ppyha lbea ?am swa yhppa jbeeyovlict ays i asn i as in ntca' how i hwen hitw ays cna ras:enw oicomn,de nwo to hte i was meas swa.
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B?soj thagnnyi ceugluflto/ree on.
Si het ibg ihst oitsuqne. .
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Dsra?me.
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Oolc aveh pepoel by rosuuenddr slroa,m ,tyci dnki to i woh tnaw nad in by vlei otopcucisan looc dna nefsdir rdaeod a cloo lveosr. I nwat ues ilynctaaal dna ttplioane to my esindg. Ahev tnaw to idlubpshe eshgm,tino smlal i. Ntwa my ********* i ecnrtia eb fo adn pruod to. I hvaemticesne alsway eb nohro m,mo mih ot ni ansciot nad a mteh lcseo ,dad adn llew dan imh ot dgoo taetr be to ntwa nad ihst tgadeurh nda ym. I ot tawn flee tnoicdenf. A 10(k0 **** ont yoemn to i to tanw em is of )rn keam idobim-ngwnl. Atwn enedpndtnei be ot i. Eb iufbeatul dna i to natw mtasr. Be nad vnlteera ewlpfuro nad rdespceet i tanw ot. My jtsu enhsto hy,e ebgni with ssrdeei. .
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Adn so i atstsu omer otnshe hte was tsih to made eirtwr a ym atwend nnsuslbet wgiintr ta stju 61, a i iveg thta ebtet,r oto ntsw'a i ikthn oeph toeprinus,et igefrvo eptaud dna. Aemc hawt pu hepo of ilef vee'w eu,tr dedamre raemsd ym waslay i ohpe of nda to biudl ew hist i meos. My fo tis' i odpur riwde orpdu a ni ectsh it eb os uo,y fo am so uyo, eelf i i efiegl,n iwll. Gvea nad pytetr erven no yuor 'vyoue edah rsuldoeh a ,stletde gdoo evouy' 'eovyu up, otg eervn. Yuo eth okgnilo elov dnif oeph i'm orf i. .
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,telasl 22 ega.