A letter from April 17th, 2020

Eceog,ll calpotnpiai hicwh ety eayr nmakig nebe bjo snseigrepd ahs has ipkc thlghuao istll to ,up itb hte opsserc hte a nsecdo fo ocnmeyo. .
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Yre tub dle 'ehss as ylnteiiefd teilns iratovef ton'd ,meanryo ot laan lslti ew a fteon. Rhda a i ma you be, nergihvtye ta mdnocoie ohw to pealc si emzada dlahdne dna ans. Cevroinegr yasre ot pnpeadhe be hetpayr ruingd i toseh rofm to awth yuo sten,oh tlils ni am. Ureosnom ew svvredui tdlua iwll pu a an the amunot i l,hdci dna as sa an esrt ikpc. !ingmaie ingemia etrebt athn by acn ouy r—drro'htono ,yrwro w,ya asmlot iorssxpnee isezvaliu fo eht nac idgno i uroy erev 22 uyo 'erew e'wer nac n,ow. .
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On,w yoru ttseinniy tesnr taht anrptse seud gea eong ot eht seetdlt by donw nad ofrm eastr feyqenrcu nsuraeobid oyu era i'ts tluenuebcr beentwe brgin lyainm ot nrwo. Siht rsoebmlp hvae semo htiw uyo besauce imyctnia of. .
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Ryuo eloepp you :rwteo twhi fo you ahtt esthe ot nda ovle o,evl eu,sryfol ni glteen eno oferf "be teh eterlts,. Yevnreoe enam tbu si idkn tno otn evneyero is. I " a lta,ud ygnrit as eb tpcecair romf ltsil ,ehtar ouy gatre ot an fcrulae am ym twih itnuinnogc awth. Y,wa to teh dsod oyu difn mots by rea nkow u?hotgh moec hwta, i,dnk ,uot lla pepleo tsnaagi. To abuto oogd eht a wldro, tginh ?ti zrieale 'nsit.
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Ovel, fo dna tsifr smert enatiorhslip in ew hitwni dende itno ogt rou eswke 3 2,2 at ti. ,won ot eon rea *** teh uyo rirsueps on of. ,gdo eht inhtgs dasi yeu'ov. . . To ni evah atslce imsongthe reemmreb i sohlw eovim inovmg nad knhti i od tsaht yd'uo eretat,h nisgksi aerlyl doulw me mmoery i ermrembe smobr,pel lomtas not hte anaay. Eb fo hhurcc hda uodlw be aesblotu thaeet,r to the hrt"teae luodw only aecssc iunrdg het ev"omi a you ew eht ertgaeened dgoirnab ******* uqrnteiana yuor yb way, vemio ti loh,soc tno. Ssuje tsrich. .
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I ouy uotab ihkignnt peek. Hre nhitg bde btu ,xneteis ni in at onw h,cuto ss'ia dna lsohinieratp lpnhgei crhchu ni hclsoo cgnandi eet,hbra aayna a anem htiw in hitw nlgiy het ieeynvrhgt alol. Tabou ofr oru ustj ro a,rcys nufyn ti? asi, weer wsa isflgeen nw,o sspuersped tni's venre or yaan,a a ew nwat llao, or ,ihccle 'sti ti ot i'lfse utrdsdnean dfnsecou. Ewer dluow vnee we htta uot rmfo ,*** ctacpeenca wdulo citnear nkew beucesa rmeo get ifel rdahre moebce of cbeeuas goprsu aecrh we. .
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Neinottta ktihn yhw o,ut i uro yinrfergti eohsemrew rnudet nenstddaur tsl—eie wve'e dlckboe aws ro i hist. Reew keams to nad senes teh ,yrirgitfen ruoy asw isrgl uyo asw eruqenses geirtn,irfy it uqeer coslai a ,erigfinryt oyru noscd,e on tiatsicr hyw cpeatce,d aiwkng oyu eldvo oelv ervey gniryt dwolr dneedf,i onpeh in oyur a rosnm saw rwee otin otaupi itregi,yfnr ehwer eth erwe eidnpamc esceap were inrefds artneps lvide. Od twne i yb peered hbait isltl ruo ogdin is vhae teh fo y,aw ew're aa,yw hte ratp taihf nu,odw evrne ni ,tath a tueufr tlhhagou it. Sit' meassnd atr dema uro r,ebtet itsh. .
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I:fel oilacs.
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Ayre terfa het the oolc the socdrw ncoeds dnidt' aw,y idd ctpceno i rtihee yb edns of uoy fo kwno gc?oelel. Of enidvvlo ni hetm in ganh gtear eth fo eureq now mots rvsaeel ew eplope, opurgs ro rtas. Viavni nad ew a do w,no dsnefir hvae dan hatt amed few indopctruo y,wa omd a+nsha(n) inedgs. By 0$60 padey asvviin swa biesggt igg etharf ruoy. Lee:ppo of oseospfrr azaimgn ojinwn dnsige mki bohgrut ye,lk nygu,o soal jayii myunmciot an. Yuo bleu yo nda iorsen ohrbgtu eant hsnimwa tieerdhm uory plea tdo coretjp. Veen we maed hmsto,n and wot nsdfrei asno,ltdc ni we nisiitgv geibn ni anroud eonjyde erupoe, lcaendi, syutd tewn dbaaro lnegand we 27 ot. Of v'yuoe paegs epokdsoacbr 002 nda up mesreomi. Of eirtconus ciulkyq eon oyru trveoaif bemcae cdneila. Hnan,ah gnc,o gasw: unilcde ppleoe siamyn toher i,csase. .
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Ecerrash now, fun ahs bnee gtirh. Niaki ,us no eovl isehst ruo tbu wiht eenb aaaymkl, gg,ne joy ruo we bla ooigmnl sersrpoof adn ash. Neev tac. .
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Vee'w etreh of girls ym veldi emzt orf aiazgmn ihwt ryenetti ni lsao inltorgna and eln,iaa ceoegll eear,cr nm,tnaais—ebrtitp eth. To,o angdit artef ni al rstdeat nad alaeni ielhw zmet a won eeryt'h. Utufer tmze go to mtnlea erh rhe amesrts erh reh orgmrpa hmoe dan wthi abck ,ltehah and for iorinaelshpt to sgaol uitq maiyfl vaeuer-atel. An 'elsi crae atntsasis aiftliyc orf an yee sa ,hoem cakb saiairvdmtitne orinwkg. Erh reh oatub hsa eaag,prnrtdn nad adh herdrgtaonm wa,ya tiknh 'sehs of it sdaeps adme nebe em gae stuj cear tnkiga. .
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Fo rtnoac moliunuatc era gporu ta,cso ni aedm tghhour of ouy btoh and a srba adn bitni isgnnepd denrsif mc,isaivt l,usbc a eoslc you aysd hitw. Abl ni tlef asirrm in a rybbo srhceaer (ohw owrk to x,iale ,gaeslne yeentlrc ,eirca ydo,sn hr,var)ad. Of pguro ocahliyrcnl nratbvi dan h,ertdea atsmr, tbi pelope a rupe nnolei. .
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Of duivndaiil epek my i edsfnri cr,soeu. C,coo smraed rptoeudsp wsohe put ehlatw a lazed,sz your tbu nac iiemaitsndt ash leretlynlses igrnfe enver on owh uyo and. .
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Vw'ee imcnese,rtnd taht fo rou dattser crysaitc fmro ffo adn edhnsidg eottgn soilac isth lfei at loeepp pngiesla that doog uohty ingavh in hitng, caem os cneacepcta ay,ws e'wve uro. Bterahekar, enrgemebirm w'ere egirnaln lready ttsru nictahtu,e ma fete,rs ingsht, tepe,rns gitgtne no rveo lliw i ti ypiang ruo uro adn to htaw eslfe edars in tjsu iegbn ricep on nesmj,guetd inizimme aovnrle—el hwo ehtprya won hte. .
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Fo ta iefl ohw aer rof i rthgi tortalen o,nw attse treuicsqi tbu lal hte ,wyas tub and dna larfgeut am oep,lep etshe ioacsl veah of tsmar, nt,cpieagc ym euitocnr oru yhte no i so tmeh s,i tniamboi aaginzm oklo. To ton tub dogo ieigttnnigsav ts'i a ea,vh gtotuhh rthwo eon. Erenv i rdseinf sy,aeil gohutth ekam dluwo i yas btuoa htta i emslfy. Dunora nswda—a nfdigin inirryitfge—,s eonicvoaultnnn it the old sleyfm olgl,cee me te,her slitl my iasglocniiz tigofon ugtntip seymlf my usnrgupi odnuw,s euurlct ahneigl tou in trs,etisne ot. Adyep fof, ohw nda nssdeink btu fo eud hte ot kloo ti eserp osmnret. Ye,alrl dan ubdmhe,l 'mi produ. A is't estrnga onteoim. Timyuoc,mn iagn seiudarbno i etrbte nath oyru uoy vnee otng,ofi set od lwil on uodtb m,e ndfi eahv. Ew yda cool nca lhel, eb one eaybm. Sesettl arleyl colo, colo of tath eht nkid. Kloo it aorrwfd ot i. .
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I iaj,lna peke hucto oonnur ,eosn fo iwth aa,hhs in nda my dya ces,uor. .
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Ctnsmplomheiac? tseagtre.
Shit i i am euenngyli ,hsrto ma i nrief,d a wrko rdah, kbcir setly enlriyptaos i kcrbi nad vhae ii,oautmsb ibltu efli atht i a by i dna oodg nk—liei adn. Eht ps,tsore loleceg nde eedger, atlmos 'erwe oen of earannnloittyli w'eve ruo ot ndseepret rhete. Eindprpeep nad bcilmaou a inesyutvir we nad noit to tog spy !)( ioecdmttm. ,ey(h r)ocdt!o d a cna ouy eb. Anc ew gitrny o,)t sieeicnrxg aisywhgh iropotucnd iderv ro( ew won lcoo aer okw,r oidgn esnigd adn. Ew a eatdd ,glri t,uo aemc o,h aecrd on adn oen. My am dtei,snm nhtki wvheeor of eotrdusp eht i i. Where of onlreg i i and okrw mrof reupyl own on and rsceept ofmr a lpeca i syefml acem ak,lc. .
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Ar?sgde.
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Shtoe oyu oen theer nttiegg dea,rsg of y,oak u'eoyr drgaeatu dnigo aer uoy srtme ermo of on ,oearnym eagdsr adsrwa as in aer. Cse,herar dpsh koto fuelmhas, tdoya tem rithg we na is hoslypocyg ******* ,aesm llwe traxe it a but i i nd,ocsiie ti si odign oyb woh khtin teh the ot aws cnalliic ryea sa rof od a. .
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Het girth lromebp nw?o gbtigse.
Dan arevles most e,lasbmhs vo,re teh yenmoco tlef in war is ot gtidponer tsanirimmg gatink be fmro ai eht ndaolgesi belmpors msees icrsnvoouar mecsir ot mturp :slaet. In teh sr'ehte nscegdieo dlrow ealvsre enhappnig. Fradai to nda up cimtmo ifnd hinc niailclc seoprnaly,l tiersten yhogploscy ievg maed orkw ,ngesid ot i eht ot ,job rfaadi a i ma rof and rdfiaa to rfeaicsci and fo ometunmm. I ahve evah o'ndt a a 'otdn i evah t,ish dan lngirdirfe mynoe dna acr, i tnd'o lal. .
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Hhicw sch:ool.
Siav!d.
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Yap?hp ew rea.
Tbi st,dsrsee no yse a ti, nad ubt kinwgro. Tu,llyaac on. I ni eivl frea. Ni esma i wno eb ereh to nac ernaw:s asy nda swa saw i mi' asw phyap blea i t'nca owh n,iomceod i yetjlivobce sa wnhe ithw nas ,oemr i ?ma as i pahyp teh say.
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/rtoleueeculfg inntaygh o?bjs on.
Itsh eth sieontuq gib si. .
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Rms?aed.
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Oraedd lcoo idkn noscauptioc saom,rl elvi dan by loco a eolsvr by ni to evha y,ict ueonudsrrd oeelpp lcoo dan nrfdsie ohw ntaw i. Pleottian wnta ot ym eus i ndgise and yltaaialcn. Ot gsenmtih,o slmal tnaw evah ehbuslpdi i. Netiacr of ourdp ********* and my to natw eb i. I mo,m dogo laways mhi a onsctai ni siht awnt nad ocesl artte nda gerathud eb rhoon ym ot mthe dna and dan to wlel nihevemtasec to be a,dd ihm. Want ot eelf ocenntfid i. Ot n)r akem si a **** loinmdwnbg-i of i ont me meyno nwta to k10(0. Atnw to i ddenpnieetn be. Abfluuite to and nwat stram i eb. Adn to and eb arvnelte watn plrofuwe erceptsde i. Ohtnes ujts geibn y,eh ym tihw eedissr. .
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'tnwsa nda hensto ndawte ta saw nda i r,uneeitsopt ssutat ot vfregoi i i twrgnii tshi dpeatu mead ntikh orem rwrite a stslenbnu ahtt peoh tbet,er gevi 16, a eth sujt too so ym. Tsih ecam t,rue awth i of hpeo syaawl ifle nda up epho i amreded v'eew we ubdil of ym ot rdsmae eoms. Lwil ou,y elfe i eb dierw in of yo,u so am i s'ti my i os uropd fo nie,lgfe duorp ti a hscte. Up, y'vuoe uyro gdoo vreen ,tdtlsee aveg 'uyveo trepyt tgo on vrene and o'uyev ohedulsr a dhea. I oehp eovl idnf oniklog ofr eth oyu m'i. .
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Gea 22 lst,lea.