A letter from April 3rd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, first thing first im sorry about my english issues. umm, my name is evrim and i aam 18 years old. im living izmir with ma family. im going to ığdır university. we are in quarantine for a few weeks. because people are dying due to a virus. our world ia dying. but i really don't care. ya i know how selfish i am yet i have some personal problems too. so, i can start talking about my absurd life. i have boyfriend who is very optimistic, handsome with a unique, invaluable value and makes me happy. im in so ******* love with that man. i can smile when im with him. i can't feel any sadness and mental pain. i feel free like a bird, i feel powerful as a god, i can feel happiness.. like a normal person. but when i away from him, i can't breathing, i can't open my eyes because of i cried a lot. im in love with that guy. and he is my guy, not no one else. i can't share him with anyone....... umm may be you guys can understand me. i will marry with him and i will always love him without return. i love my precious boyfriend. he is just my Yekta. just mine. see u later dear me. and in future, please love yourself. you have no spouse and so on. you are the one. love your family. love your frinds (ofc real friends). love your partner, your better half because yekta is really deserve the love. bye little me. good bye little girl.