Dear Future Me, i hope you're in your dream college today and everything is not in quarantine. Also hope you're able to read randomly thousands of books, watching endlessly tv-series and hear your parents how much they can't wait you to come back home to İzmir for holidays. I just checked the part i wrote now and i realize how formal it is smh.(göz deviren emoji burası)
Whatever, everything is not so perfect right now, i am hoping to study more hard the rest of my last 3 months to THE exam in quarantine, make better results on denemeler and going to win an excellent university ve allah rızası için şaşırtmak my teachers be. Valla geri kalan zamanım için 12. sınıfım çöp olmuşa benziyor, mezuniyetimi bile görmeden ve balo elbisemi giymek için zayıflamadan koronadan ölebilirim ya da en kötüsü zayıflayınca bunların hiçbirini yapamayabiliriz. ALLAM LÜTFEN 2020'de EXCELLENT ÜNİVERSİTE YARABBİ. Nys. -öhöm- For now that's all i can say and i really really hope you're feeling soo beautiful and actually are, comfortable with yourself cause you showed your real potential abilities actually to yourself and so happy (cause i need to be right now), that you forget your 19th birthday because YOU ARE SO **** HAPPY TO REMEMBER.
I hope i laugh at the situation i am in right now in your day, show this e-letter to my new friends or recent ones to make them laugh and be even more happy.
Also, maybe you're in contact with Beyza, Rabia, İclal, Yaren and Gökçen. Maybe you're not. Maybe you met Asude again. Maybe you lost one of them. It doesn't matter, try contact and thank the rest please. Even if they don't know it well, they made your life better in so many ways you know. If you don't, know it. Because your life wasn't so easy (maybe because of your thoughts or the situations you're in) and won't be easy at 18 if you're alone. Make 19 better for yourself.
Eat sushi, secretly hate it. Drink as much as you can. PLS CHANGE UR STYLE. Learn a new language. Improve yourself. Try everything you want. Don't dissapoint your 8-year-old-self like i did. Please love yourself. Don't push to crush even if things go wrong.
Kendine de iyi bak, soğuktur oralar. PUT SOME CLOTHES ON LİKE YOU SAY. Burası pek soğuk olmaz, alışmışsındır. But make a snow angel for me and the 6 years you couldn't.
Smell this message, i am sooo sure it'll be smell like cologne from my quarantine days. HAPPY BİRTHDAY. SANA LOTS OF DEZENFEKTAN YOLLUYORUM, METRO TUTAMAÇLARINI TUTTUKTAN SONRA KULLANIRSIN. Değerimi bil. byü.
Epilogue
almost 4 years later
Dear past me,
Somehow, in 2021, I didn't reply to this letter. I think it was waiting for me to answer it today.
The horrendous days of quarantine ended in...
Raexl 2120, nac you.
Ruo 'dton atprsne cl,egeol csuabee dmeov eth i ytulaacl rseattd evli omar,ney iizṁr ew to yaer albsṅiut ni. .
Ni n,gtih het ot iektkn you ılzydı gto osoo, hseer'. Phapne to but shtgin lduow swa oyu ti eth in anmiige ton veen. . . . Erteh eauagslng ni ye'oru stdugnyi. Encrfh uoy yuo ?thaw nkwo dan delaenr.
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You teriw smiel to coltudn' shit room go ruoy oggni romd ni on uory het efac ormf morp to renfca but das r'yuoe a ithw.
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Ni ctncaot whti of as nay ont voeab sa uyo tnkih the ansem o'ueyr ueetqnrf. Uyo oen fo tslo hmte evne. Eessgdu ): that tihgr.
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The ot tog nidgdew id,erarm uyo rewe reancf ouy cndlu'to go yeran in sbc.
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Ehs socle alilċ ot a plaec ahs niu efin, si. Heac wot esom got best teh eussg the uoy you ouy ahtt eb eht of fo o'tuwld inot hreet deinrf tln'ucdo but mase nui ihtw yda ethm ohetrs.
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Dogo çköeng si. A oesuh mulğa ni hes ntreed. Seh ukutt tuessid erhet wthi. Oyrr,s tub tmee tey imh you iddnt'. Tbu ady lscoe moes.
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Dstuies zmii̇r ni ibraa. Ni izṁri utb oyu hre avele contcat y'ueor to uoy otg o'tludcn rtefa ees gnaia.
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Day ees wlli uoy saeud ltlcyaua eon. A fcat inebg itsh ilwl i uyro imnd teb lbow. Ese i ehtes uoy ndti'd goicnm ownk.
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Yuo btuao dan ldco ltiakng hnew mithg ti sida eb uyo wnok i wree aisltubṅ. E,nam ttah ouy aelcp i ubt erhe su yan ialepfcscyli tti'ndd nda dais eblevie elad. Na nuedr erzo nercfa whit the to nehrtron tharwee ezfnirge. In arefcn dloc be dna sueabec nrice os to t'is in ???w?ft mcuh.
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Lsgegtrus paepnh. Tals rayes yeht ni teh eapnpdhe 5. Dha naym adhr, too many hitw uoy dietrlf mnay ubt lppeeo konwaberds kerwdo. Ot sraeitp oyu ridec ouy tslo tub tenw ltos of and rheite. Utycnor loepep tog das tesb anetrho tbu irfdsen eon ouy oasl ulc'todn temmeosi,s yuro ebd uoy fo dmeov to os itwh fo otu oyu dema. Eyt uoy hawt angi?a nwok enev nt'od dan nokw uoy hre. Yruo ni vene s,radem hsti ont si ni ?gthri.
Uyo wohtr ond't cbeeaus wokn rtostiu ntuocyr gogni d'nto ot nehtroa uoy as veen tauob i tihkn a it. .
S,i nihgt ti othrw you eht. Ouy t,nikh voel erom l'oluy tn'do useryofl yworr evne hnta. .
-fed-lr-yle8osa yuo you vdleibee uyro lkie tdi'tdn tiossdnipa. .
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Hedta it ,usish uoy very i rietd esusg uyo blipucy,l. Nrae ldmod'scna ewtn het hatt ot eueabcs ishsu eatrf ouy ophs het. .
Tpu ,you ll'i hkict sonw i nac on rof i lear as sa oosn cseloht a tfrea eakm esom elgan. Cubasee sloa em brhtuog slel eher (>: lemsl cna it g,olenoc i ouaviyrtlln i ihwt het ti enics ythe to'nd rhee ilslt.
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Nda ly,astl 91 good was. Ouy 91 edam new fensidr 8 ta. Oot you liek ddi eles phedle they no noe. U'reoy n,wo lcseo si 22 32. Wen tyr ecelluss to dan rsfoleyu llits yer'uo ngaimk atuob tilsl vroimep 'eyour fsirned, flie. Erev eyvr 'yullo eht tlef, much ignth tub otms 'yuvoe ese tt'sha pbisleual.
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