Dear Future Me, i hope you're in your dream college today and everything is not in quarantine. Also hope you're able to read randomly thousands of books, watching endlessly tv-series and hear your parents how much they can't wait you to come back home to İzmir for holidays. I just checked the part i wrote now and i realize how formal it is smh.(göz deviren emoji burası)
Whatever, everything is not so perfect right now, i am hoping to study more hard the rest of my last 3 months to THE exam in quarantine, make better results on denemeler and going to win an excellent university ve allah rızası için şaşırtmak my teachers be. Valla geri kalan zamanım için 12. sınıfım çöp olmuşa benziyor, mezuniyetimi bile görmeden ve balo elbisemi giymek için zayıflamadan koronadan ölebilirim ya da en kötüsü zayıflayınca bunların hiçbirini yapamayabiliriz. ALLAM LÜTFEN 2020'de EXCELLENT ÜNİVERSİTE YARABBİ. Nys. -öhöm- For now that's all i can say and i really really hope you're feeling soo beautiful and actually are, comfortable with yourself cause you showed your real potential abilities actually to yourself and so happy (cause i need to be right now), that you forget your 19th birthday because YOU ARE SO **** HAPPY TO REMEMBER.
I hope i laugh at the situation i am in right now in your day, show this e-letter to my new friends or recent ones to make them laugh and be even more happy.
Also, maybe you're in contact with Beyza, Rabia, İclal, Yaren and Gökçen. Maybe you're not. Maybe you met Asude again. Maybe you lost one of them. It doesn't matter, try contact and thank the rest please. Even if they don't know it well, they made your life better in so many ways you know. If you don't, know it. Because your life wasn't so easy (maybe because of your thoughts or the situations you're in) and won't be easy at 18 if you're alone. Make 19 better for yourself.
Eat sushi, secretly hate it. Drink as much as you can. PLS CHANGE UR STYLE. Learn a new language. Improve yourself. Try everything you want. Don't dissapoint your 8-year-old-self like i did. Please love yourself. Don't push to crush even if things go wrong.
Kendine de iyi bak, soğuktur oralar. PUT SOME CLOTHES ON LİKE YOU SAY. Burası pek soğuk olmaz, alışmışsındır. But make a snow angel for me and the 6 years you couldn't.
Smell this message, i am sooo sure it'll be smell like cologne from my quarantine days. HAPPY BİRTHDAY. SANA LOTS OF DEZENFEKTAN YOLLUYORUM, METRO TUTAMAÇLARINI TUTTUKTAN SONRA KULLANIRSIN. Değerimi bil. byü.
Epilogue
almost 4 years later
Dear past me,
Somehow, in 2021, I didn't reply to this letter. I think it was waiting for me to answer it today.
The horrendous days of quarantine ended in...
You 221,0 xaelr acn.
Oru ziiṁr glcele,o n,eyroma snrpaet eartdts tdno' yrae emvdo ni llytucaa i beausec ot veli uḃtaslin eht ew. .
Ni zııyld itn,gh ot gto you rs'eeh ooo,s ktnike eth. Not igiamne tbu duowl peanhp in saw tighns oyu it eth ot neev. . . . Ni sulnaegag or'yeu teerh iguntysd. Hrcnfe adn owkn yuo ?atwh yuo dreelna.
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Htwi ni tshi go a lmeis ceaf ongig tbu eth tiwre o'ltncud ot 'uyreo ruyo no enrfac oyu drom ormf sad mroo rpmo ot your.
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Nay oyu oeu'yr hte qnrufeet htiw ni of nikth sa esmna toctcna aebov sa ton. Ouy even emht tlos of eno. Taht ): edgesus hgrit.
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Tog ranecf og to dndewgi in erew hte uoy oyu ram,edir cbs areyn doutlc'n.
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Place in,fe ot coles uin ehs hsa is ll̇iac a. Mthe fo ahtt tesb fo wodltu' eth uni eht moes hsreot ouy ouy thwi utb tereh ulnoc'td emsa dya otg susge two eb noti ahec efirnd teh yuo.
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Gnçkeö is ogod. Souhe tdneer she a ni mğaul. Ether teuissd tkutu tihw hse. Dtind' ys,ror uoy etem hmi but tye. Utb ceslo yda mose.
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İrzim iedtsus ni ribaa. Tctonca yuo ese evlae ni uero'y tog to btu ̇izrim n'lducto reh gaani uyo efrat.
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Noe ouy lyaalutc ady liwl aueds see. Fatc a nbgei lwli tihs nmid oury i owlb bte. Onwk ese di'tdn etesh oyu ocmgin i.
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Mgthi eb nwok docl i lsṫnuiab gnklait nehw oyu it taoub said uyo dna ewre. Elda ayn nda us uoy ttah ,aenm i 'ntdtdi sida eeevbil reeh tbu capel fciselyiplac. Hontrren ifzngere unerd to fnarce wiht na orze tweeahr eht. Ni be cldo in nicer ucsebea ???wft? nda so cferna umhc to sti'.
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Rgegutssl ehppan. Heedpapn sraye eyht in hte tlas 5. Oto adr,h owedrk mnya itwh myan ahd ubt mayn ldtefri leoppe okwbandrse uyo. Ouy crdei ouy oslt nad to lots ratispe of utb thieer twne. Tgo btu so btes asol out bde oyu amde onurcty uyo eplpoe atrehon ouy fo to twhi sad fo fsrndei d'noctul esm,mtsieo mevod noe uoyr. Okwn dan uyo nwko 'ntod ouy erh wath ?ngaia veen eyt. Yuor h?igtr enev is ni stih tno in ,semrda.
Ot it uoy esecabu as i souittr gigon yuo nt'od htrow dn'ot oyntucr heaortn a ihktn eenv wonk otuab. .
Oyu ti is, teh tohrw ngtih. D'ton l'yluo wrroy veen ,tnhki yulosfer oemr uyo vloe nhat. .
Yuo your dsspitioan -8fyadel-slr-eo velbeied oyu liek td'tdin. .
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I,ssuh eryv athed gessu pbyl,liuc i uyo oyu it itedr. 'claddsonm het thta ot wnet ceausbe phso uissh aner the you trafe. .
Ptu a il'l arfet laneg no etlhsoc owns thcki oons i msoe as rfo sa i nca elar you, eakm. Lslem me i ti esll eehr i het gbuhtro eerh cneis sloa anc secebua heyt atulilrnyov gc,lnooe isltl it (:> otd'n wtih.
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Nad l,lytsa saw doog 19. 19 sdnrefi 8 ta uoy wen adem. Leehdp lsee oto heyt noe ielk no ddi oyu. 22 si o,nw olcse 23 'yeuor. Oyr'eu elif oemirvp tyr ro'uey tlsil ot iltls nwe oyflsrue leslusce aobtu nad nrdesi,f kmngai. Tginh veer eht vrye tbu osmt u'voye ees epliabusl tfle, lloyu' much ttsah'.
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