Dear Future Me, i hope you're in your dream college today and everything is not in quarantine. Also hope you're able to read randomly thousands of books, watching endlessly tv-series and hear your parents how much they can't wait you to come back home to İzmir for holidays. I just checked the part i wrote now and i realize how formal it is smh.(göz deviren emoji burası)
Whatever, everything is not so perfect right now, i am hoping to study more hard the rest of my last 3 months to THE exam in quarantine, make better results on denemeler and going to win an excellent university ve allah rızası için şaşırtmak my teachers be. Valla geri kalan zamanım için 12. sınıfım çöp olmuşa benziyor, mezuniyetimi bile görmeden ve balo elbisemi giymek için zayıflamadan koronadan ölebilirim ya da en kötüsü zayıflayınca bunların hiçbirini yapamayabiliriz. ALLAM LÜTFEN 2020'de EXCELLENT ÜNİVERSİTE YARABBİ. Nys. -öhöm- For now that's all i can say and i really really hope you're feeling soo beautiful and actually are, comfortable with yourself cause you showed your real potential abilities actually to yourself and so happy (cause i need to be right now), that you forget your 19th birthday because YOU ARE SO **** HAPPY TO REMEMBER.
I hope i laugh at the situation i am in right now in your day, show this e-letter to my new friends or recent ones to make them laugh and be even more happy.
Also, maybe you're in contact with Beyza, Rabia, İclal, Yaren and Gökçen. Maybe you're not. Maybe you met Asude again. Maybe you lost one of them. It doesn't matter, try contact and thank the rest please. Even if they don't know it well, they made your life better in so many ways you know. If you don't, know it. Because your life wasn't so easy (maybe because of your thoughts or the situations you're in) and won't be easy at 18 if you're alone. Make 19 better for yourself.
Eat sushi, secretly hate it. Drink as much as you can. PLS CHANGE UR STYLE. Learn a new language. Improve yourself. Try everything you want. Don't dissapoint your 8-year-old-self like i did. Please love yourself. Don't push to crush even if things go wrong.
Kendine de iyi bak, soğuktur oralar. PUT SOME CLOTHES ON LİKE YOU SAY. Burası pek soğuk olmaz, alışmışsındır. But make a snow angel for me and the 6 years you couldn't.
Smell this message, i am sooo sure it'll be smell like cologne from my quarantine days. HAPPY BİRTHDAY. SANA LOTS OF DEZENFEKTAN YOLLUYORUM, METRO TUTAMAÇLARINI TUTTUKTAN SONRA KULLANIRSIN. Değerimi bil. byü.
Epilogue
almost 4 years later
Dear past me,
Somehow, in 2021, I didn't reply to this letter. I think it was waiting for me to answer it today.
The horrendous days of quarantine ended in...
20,12 cna lexra yuo.
Y,ormnea in lsinu̇bta eht tdon' oru mii̇rz llcoe,eg caeuebs ew eayr vlei to i odmev lclautya aedrtst sertanp. .
Ot ikketn hte h'rese ılzdyı uyo thi,ng tgo ni ,ooso. Sihntg but oyu iengmia hepapn ot swa nto eevn ni it the woldu. . . . Ni erhet oeryu' sutydngi lgneaausg. Aenledr ownk oyu and ah?tw hcefrn ouy.
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No tbu ormd ntu'ldoc r'ueyo sda eislm eacf omor onggi to rtwie oyu nrfcea prom the ryuo mrfo go siht yuro twhi a ot ni.
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Fo nkith in as itwh ton sa eoabv fqeeutrn easnm oy'uer hte nya ttocanc uoy. Lots eon fo hmet oyu vnee. Deguses ): hatt girth.
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Ayren og scb to uoy weer gto ernacf 'tlducno ouy ri,readm ni eht gdeinwd.
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To hse calli̇ iun hsa nfei, apecl ceosl is a. Yuo iotn rindef fo tog eusgs eb of bste seotrh uni hcea cndl'otu het ayd eethr but atht 'utdowl msea etmh eht wto thwi osme oyu uoy the.
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Is kgöneç godo. A ehs hueos eenrtd lamuğ in. Hse tihw erteh utsdesi tutku. Ubt tye t'nidd uyo orys,r hmi etem. Eclso tub smeo ayd.
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Siudtes iabar ̇imriz in. Gto uoy ni ianag reh but atcntoc ees aelve 'eoryu frtea c'ltnudo ot mirżi you.
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Seaud ctaulaly lwli uyo ese ady oen. Afct stih indm a uroy tbe olwb ilwl i iebng. Nwok i i'dntd ese ogcnmi tsehe yuo.
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I ti said nwok dolc hnew nl̇saiutb adn mgiht tubao rewe you uoy be knltiag. Iads idt'ntd su lade eclcpliisyaf mae,n nay tbu uyo lepca dna lbeevei htta hree i. Teh uednr twih to eohrrntn an twaeher eifgernz frcnea oerz. Eb ni i'ts ni locd fcnare os seacebu to rcnie ???tw?f nad mhcu.
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Phnpae suesltggr. Ppaehdne the easyr 5 ythe in stal. Iertldf deokwr nmya tub iwht pepole yuo ynma oto had radh, myna andwebksor. Ostl ostl tewn and you to ristape ietrhe ouy direc of btu. Noe indsfre yutnrco das narheto yruo os ubt twih of gto tiesmomse, deb slao oyu of veomd etsb you uot dame peolpe uyo oltc'udn to. I?aang eenv wnok hatw and yuo eyt owkn erh 'ondt uyo. G?rhit ni royu veen hits in not is ,mdsrea.
Uyo otd'n uoabt i a it rncutoy thkni sa htoenra acubese you roitstu iggno to'dn to okwn howrt even. .
Eth si, rhotw uyo hitng it. Oywrr vnee lyolu' oyu hnta olve tih,kn leosuryf 'todn mreo. .
'ddtint atsiiodnps ouy oyu yuro 8ely-lof--sedra lbvideee ekil. .
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Edtha suegs yuo i uoy ,cpuiyllb evry eitrd it hiuss,. Ftaer tewn ndos'cmald ihssu hte oyu spoh hatt ucsebea teh to rnae. .
Amke onos tkhic acn a lneag upt i orf i refat sa u,yo thscleo onws lera msoe 'lli as no. Eth ells here slilt no,oglce tvaryuonlil cnise eyth i uhogtbr em cebsaue eher osla ti i ti otnd' :(> itwh anc llesm.
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91 oogd slyalt, nad asw. Enw 8 amde ouy edrisfn 91 ta. Yteh too ekil sele hedelp uyo eno no did. Ocels oury'e 22 32 o,nw si. Oubta anigkm rmpeivo celuessl ytr and ilef ltlis eyro'u new ot u'oyer oferyusl fsendir, illts. Uloyl' intgh rvey uvo'ey eiulabslp 'tthsa most evre see the e,flt tbu humc.
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