A letter from September 1st, 2019

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I love you, i cant wait to see where you are now. Do not give up on love, on positivity, on beauty. You are beautiful. Dont eat because they think you should, dont starve because they think you would. Do you. Do you still love Enrique Iglesias? And your signature red lip? And eyeliner on fleek? Do you still fall in love with ten guys at a time? & are you even hotter than 2019? Right now, im a little heartbroken, i feel alone, i havent been out much, i know youll remember this. But do also remember i danced a lot, i had so many friends whom i love and love me. Matthew is growing up so fast he keeps saying my name over and over again :Mima!!!! And my family is a blessing. Where i think ill be in a year time? Maybe ill travel, if im still here, ill be preparing for the next year in college, ill be tanned, in love, blessed with people and music. Whatever happens, ill be here for you, FutureMe.

Epilogue

about 3 years later

Hi..

I don't like Enrique anymore, nor red lips (except on occasion) nor is my eyeliner on fleek anymore.
My eyeliner's thick and blunt now. My eyeshadow far from subtle....

Nlaraut dan ogt psil uedn ym. Plear. Tnod' i usicm nliste to hmcu. . . .
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Utb mi' nto eohantkbrer meynora. Me 4 erotw ecisn 20,32 mi' ircgnevei nigcyr 'sti the no ayres nda ouy dne. Oyu mi' so gelaurtf ddi. .
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Lreeyeni i ehel eeentbw sktsero dan abeb my hihg tmsspo eldahe rheta. Ot ueds ot roeseehwm ni syare, i ruof rfoogt levo i eikl sehte tsla lpepoe. Naht sefrawae-l uesd m'i mesan yhaelhutn ve,er we otsreh ohw chwih gte to wno ehattactmsn i see orme to. . Ovel it was dlsome ever. .
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Weer ti lgith hur!ts os hcmu ,1209 dna acoslnyaclio i my seoourgg oyu no hda in ruoy ese opthso ni yese temh uyro oneph.
Elyrsuof a msepori you asyer re,hat 4 owkr cesni ekma isnce fo rknoeb yruo amde 'tsi to tra a. Guess ear :wath dan we. Rehtoget.
Yuo eht nda and iatecncpg ft,sula igowgrn rfo iiesdn iflutaube rouy rfo ofr soles,ns em eht o,rrrmi rfo out u,p for ebgin pats at eruignnd nthka islnimg.
Veha uoy im' ot uartfelg os eenb. 'im me i all me over nad nca uoy ni lislt fele em wthi zuc rinycg nad. A uoy solu were ewtes. Nwo osur eon mi' a. I won 'vyuoe ot eil eebn lkie ilde. Ym osty tbu l,tef evlae was em eilk iztoedrerr i entmross rea i nwo teh tath. Eb lo'yul owh of wokn do'tn doupr me i. . Nokw estwe ietm sude eoshv ti i ot of ndwo e,m uroy ulyol' gut ubt het stanide ouy nhwgerinc nipa ared take yan artoth.
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T'odn stop ot twan tniirwg i.
Uyo a iinonpiasrt na l,mao eewr. Dagletd-orhe onmaw a. Im' onw hrtaodde-ecl. Adn rpehipa.
Oy,u i wyslaa leov.
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Of rwe'e si inehgla dt'din pastr i bsdruei hits nowk me ltrtee. . . Leov i slywaa uyo.

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