A letter from August 11th, 2019

Peaceful right?

hey lex, it’s weird that I’ve already written 4 other letters but I feel the need to write more. This summer has been a roller coaster of emotions, we experienced some good, some bad, and some ugly. I’m trying to keep a positive attitude but it’s just been so hard lately, i spent my summer chasing after mark, i tried to hard to make us happen but he didn’t want me. He says he still likes me but he always makes mistakes and he doesn’t wanna put me through that or something ?? I haven’t texted him in almost a week but I called him yesterday to see if he could help me and isabel get our car unstuck but he said he couldn’t help and then hung up before I could say thanks anyway. I’m really hurt and I wish I didn’t feel this way. I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do anymore, do I just wallow in self pity until my heart heals itself somehow ? I’m so lost and confused and I can only hope that we have our **** together by the time you get this letter. Oh also happy birthday ! make sure you get that tattoo over spring break unless you’ve decided not to then that’s fine! I hope that when I read this letter again I’ll be happier and that reading marks name won’t hurt. I’m praying for our happiness and I hope it finds us :) until we meet again, xoxo lex

Epilogue

about 2 months later

Hi lex :)

I remember that summer oh so clearly and i want to apologize for putting you through all of that hurt over a boy who doesn’t know what...

Ngiod hse’. Uov’ey so oggni sd)ay lahe lfes wsa the odne yoru tath you ti far abd hwit( vrnee wwaldloe ot eht yuo odgo nltiu aridzeel raht,e ni fo pity ixpecoent. Aebrk our koto dan eecllog scsesla kewe ehva a,eslssc idpa aywa we’er we love to cuaes ! elfi higmt oru ggtinet me vcoid trees’h so dna uor rpngsi rbkea beakr si gap ,pu tgniak hreoettg eb ongig cseni ofr tilsl aclulyat nwet tub seaubec kitagn we nxionenestt evah ,sscleas uro holcos utb eref glelcoe of d’not ew si’t hsti a etyh lful lugrera rou romf on og o?d mi’ ubt kyao ’lil to fo rfo. Redpeic be ot and i rzeeilda tub het nreev pinpoisdtnig,a tno ’mi naoyemr :) dan ospren soenoem eamn ubt teh slat si my nsugcfnio tub who erew woh toatot ’seh s’m eeipsnevx hutr tientgg egtignt us ew gredani soen ahpyp ethy ton iogng ot kwneede oe’sntd !!! it itn’s tup shti ’rewe seam eedevsr eyt cbueesa wtih mi’. It ta eh hsi alste os os yhapp ta’ths oogd ssdevree he h’se and whit pahyp easb,b sebceua gf wno esems. Peke eragt pssn,pieha na aws utb sws,ieh u raypign eeiginsrttn atkhn ti :) saw ofr ’sit eneb rigkwno ruo ti tydbhiar oen aslo the for. Oubta ealesp oyu nis’t si nda as all dna ti’s so i nidka uhtr woh naip ekep to wtorh i be ghu ot sgnhpiu utp adn ti htat and teh aoleoipzg tugtohh eyllar cdulo r’euoy entitgg unf kown 18 :) huthgro hwis eom,r carsy as wdrfora ew.
Rof our lslti pae,inssph mi’ grypain.
Xoo,x <3 xle.

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