A letter from October 20th, 2018

Dear Sanjida, I’m 14 right now and it is the 20th of October 2018. Ughh I have my mid term assessments next week 😒 good luck to English and having to learn of a book and a poem 🤦🏽‍♀️ Wooey. I’m also going out to Robert tomorrow, exciting haha. But tell me, how are you? Good? Bad? Are you still with Robert or did things take a turn? I hope you are still with Robert. I really like him. A lot. Did you graduate colaiste bride?? Did you miss st marks?? By the time you see this you’d probably be in college or at work or settled but who knows, amirite? I wanna know if you’re still friends with jannah and Aisha, Timas too. If not, please try and get in contact with them. They were amazing. I’m sure you, Curtis and Megan will always be talking. I hope you bought the scratch map and started to travel and also doing a nursing course and not sitting at home like a sloth. Remember that if you’re having a bad day, sit back and treat yo self. Bbg you need it ❤️ You’re probably going to look back at this and think ‘gee... I was a weird *** kid with high expectations’ which, I mean, you’re not entirely wrong but oh well. I hope you’ve been working out too, if not, put a reminder on your phone NOW else I will slap you silly. I don’t know how that’ll work but it will. Remember to check in on mom when you’re not home or away from her, she’ll need it you know, with only minhaz in the house. I know me being this 14 almost 15 yo teen shouldn’t be telling you this when she can’t even tell herself this, please don’t let anybody change you for anything and you are perfect the way you are, people should love you for the way you are, not by what they want you to be like. But most importantly don’t forget to love that lovable self you are. I hope my puppy is okay too, he’ll probably be waaay bigger haha. I’m gonna leave it here because Im on the phone to curtis atm, I’ll see you in a couple years, Yours truly, YA ****** SELF HOEEE