A letter from October 12th, 2018

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Successor, I am proud of you Sara my Queen. you have done so much in your life and influenced so many people, id like to think. I could not have asked for more than that, yet i AM. I am asking you to do your best to get into the major that is good for you, whether Medicine/ physiotherapy/ Dental/ or even Business management. I will be happy anyways, It was great being you, now and then and in the future, I am sure. I am sending this on the day you turned your life into the right track, you let go of someone I knew was not for me. Thank you. Thank You, for doing all of what you have done to get past life, to not only exist, but to LIVE life truly. I thank you in advance of everything you will do for me, and other. I ask of you to please live the life you want to live in. If some obstacles were to be in the way, just change you path and walk past it, till you reach your destination. You deserve all i can offer. Be creative, think of a way to better your products/ project/ writing or whatever you have in front of you. thrive to be great, and achieve greatness. when your dreams become a reality, you better not settle down. I, now, am so nervous for you Sara. "Why?" because I know nothing about you, the 19 years old me. it makes me nervous to know that i have lived, and grown too much. it makes me nervous thinking about the difficulties you overcame without me knowing about it. I am still 16 years old, and 2 years and 3 months from now, you are 19 years old. writing this it is like writing: 1,2,3s. But when i really think of those numbers and what is going to happen during, it struck me. How in 8 months i will be graduating, how in one year(?) i will be getting into college and in 8 years, less or more, I will be graduating for the second time, but OUT of college. All that aside, Now. Now i am just a regular 12th grade student whose living her school days, trying to manage between her school and marks and tahsili/ qudurat. I am just a typical teenager, writing to her half adult-self. take care of yourself for me/ us. Love<3<3<3, Queen Successor Sara.

Epilogue

8 months later

Dear past and hello future Doctor,
i read this just now and im so taken back by the things i wrote here. sadly im still 19 , an age which...

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Lv,oe.
Cta mm,o 91 ,oy lsef oyru ivderr s,as rwgno.
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Ve,lo.
Oson se,lf fo ass yo ot 9,1 ruyo ngorw eb a 20 a pnosre.
Srdepeesd rsoyr i nsoud. Tis nda rohu mrtnin+npoigo lceegol omrortwo i ehkeeceesd+otarh+idsharcw mseo )ieraelr 6:m12a hvae nsgo y(a+psdelse.
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Oyu evol i iaang. . Keam em hpyap you wt cdi od. Uyo nuigfck edstrndnua umch ok? vleo uoy so i i evlo ouy tond hug. Lli eb ti ouy fro you yorue uoy nede eedn dan nmreid eno oyu mose ot oedvl ro,f nkow if cdera i htat.
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Darh dinfnig iatw in si jstu oeeglcl ik insredf. Oodg nthgsi tkea ehty vtwree ietm yas ro.
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Hp:yap im.
My lttlie tsaphetri could ohw when i na rstise a aevh be eatgr -cb nede are i.
-for aveob ym oorf a hade.
Ceut -cb act sas a het etbs si owh i vaeh.
Elratoin si so eter,gsat my whti the buluiltefya -cb otearnil add ruo my wegr.
Em yad ,rac eh wiht cta sceom eeyvr ymostl my clacloiaynos in to reobhtr mhi omesc btu (eh mroo vsleo ssti my- hre kalst eh ik voel orf em eht bc reh ni layp atth) utb wiht dna rfo ym i.
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Alert rtewi lil.
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L,eov.
1,9 uaetlbufi ,02 oyru uendtts oy noos ocelegl ot be.
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Ujst i ahtt ewdo tgutohh retbte a atnh i own oen uyo iensedsrpg ewotr nslcgoi i. I veol uoy os. Todn intsgh letbto up. Eiwtr etwerv leef ouy tpso taobu tkal. ❤️.
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