Letter from the past. Dear Future Me

Dear Andreea in the future, I hope you get well with your new classmates :), you sure do, you're so friendly and nice, everybody likes you, I hope you don't talk to yourself as much as I do now and I hope you're not as narcissistic as I am. I hope you forgot you wrote this letter when you were 14 and 8-9 months, because it would be something lovely when you discover it, you are surprised and happy I guess :). I also hope you look really good, tall and skinny. I'd love to know if you had your first photoshoot yet, because you WILL be a model, unless you already are :) . Did you sing on a real stage by now? Cause if you didn't I'm disappointed. YOU GOTTA WORK FOR WHAT YOU WANT. I hope you don't smoke and haven't ever tried by now. If you don't smoke, I really appreciate this :) I hope you still have good grades and you didn't failed any subject and you won't! Ohh! One important thing! I hope you figured out what you want to do from now on, because I don't know now and I am supposed to choose for you, I am creating you now and everyday from now on, dear future self. I hope I have made the best choices in the world for you. (If you forgot, at this age you were thinking about Lie to me and becoming what Torres is, a private detective, that means going to social studies-SS, but I can tell you, you didn't, you still have plenty time to think) I hope you forgot the ones who forgot you. Hope you are more wise now. You're 16 and I can't believe that. If I (14 self) were next to you now, I'd cry. Yesterday I was talking to dad about how I grew up so fast and he told me about the first day of my life, when Claudiu was holding me in the car, next to mom. And when I get to grandma, she told me the story of her life. Her first husband died when she was 29 years old with 3 kids (5,9,11) and she met my grandfather 4 years after, in 1966, then my father was born in June 1967. Hope you don't forget the history of your family. I think is something bad about growing up and I bet you want to be me now, lol you are me but you wish you were 14, right? I hope you make better choices than I (14 self) did. The most important things: I hope you are healthy and happy. I hope you are still a positive, optimistic and crazy person like you have always been. I hope you love your family more than you did yesterday. I hope Claudiu doesn't have a baby yet, because that would make you an aunt...at 16 years old... I hope it's still cool to have an older brother when you're in high school like it was when you were in middle school. How is Claudiu, by the way? Did he finish college yet? Did he figured out what he wants? Is he working? But most importantly, is he living his dream? I wil tell him today to do whatever he wants with his life and to live his dream, and you tell me if he did, okay? I hope you haven't gone crazy with music, because I know you love it very much. I hope you still dance (-bullshit, I know you dance now too, because I love it). Actually I hope you are dedicated and much better than I was. Hope you didn't forget the ones who love you. Always be nice to everybody. Do not ever forget who you are, okay? I hope you are still good friends with: Daria,Ana,Maria,Carmen,Andreea si Medeea, Stef(i) Hope you say hi to Luci when you see him at school, on the hall and that you are good friend with him too. Hope Bianca is out of your life and you're not interested in anything about her. Hope you go to the gym and you haven't forgotten your motto "Be so good the can't ignore you"- Steve Martin. Ohh I hope you have already redecorated your room. I hope mom and dad are ok. How old are they? mom is 46, but she looks 40 right? We know she is beautiful. And dad is 48, ohh but he is just the same he's always been. He is happy and he works a lot and he loves you so much. How many followers do you have on tumblr now? I have got 642, hope you made thousands by now, sweetie :) or AT LEAST >1800 I have made just yesterday another tumblr for when I'm sad. I hope you forgot about it and I hope you deleted it a long time ago. Ok so I have my exams in 2 weeks. I am completely calm but I'm being lazy, too. I'm gonna work that shit for you, so you can have a future, okay? You'll thank me later. But first let me take a selfie with my non-existing iPhone which was supposed to exist and be here by now because I have only good grades! Only 10! A+ whatever you want and mom promised me this shit and now it's already 6th June 2014 and where's my IPhone? At the shop. exactly. But mom and dad just opened the second store and I totally understand them, they come home everyday at 10:30 PM or even 1 AM sometimes, but these days 11:00 PM. I want to help them with everything I can do, and they say I should learn and pass my exams, so I will. I hope I'll get 9,80 to each one. Wish me luck. I also want to change my hairstyle but do not dye it okay? If you dye my hair I will come from the past and slap you. Also, remember the book The fault in our stars? I, you, we haven't cried while reading it. I will go watch the movie on 13th June. I hope I will cry at the movie because I don't want to be that insensitive! :)) Yeah, because I haven't cried while reading it, you have to read it again and see if you cry or nah, 'okay?' You have to see if you are more mature now and if you understand it better now and all that shit ok? ooookay so. Now. If somebody hurt you by now...just fuck them. They are not important people, not the people that you need in your life. I tell you this because you may not realize this when you are in that position, so I'm telling you this, just so you know it comes just from you, ok? If you are arguing with somebody, remember not to make decisions when you are angry. And don't love because you are bored or single. Love when you're ready. And love pure. And don't let someone disppoint you. And be the person you'd like to meet. Be a good person, the best. Whatever you are, be the best. With all the love to you, I mean me, Your past self Andreea