I hope things are better now.

Hey you, What's going on? I hope thing are better there now than they are here today. I hope this message finds you well and in good health. I hope you have started at least one of your many business ideas and are working towards the completeion of your degree. If all is well It is one year later there from here today. This time last year we were a mess. You know we are one person, but two different people. Today I am not you yet and you are not me any more. You are wiser, smarter, a whole year older. Do you miss me? I hope not. I'm such a fucking mess. I can not make one decisive anything to save my life. Our past is a bit shady, there are so many things we will take to our grave. I hope by now you have began to monopolize off of all of our experiences. This is what life is about...GROWTH. Financial, emotional, spiritual (not necessarily in that order or maybe so) I don't know you. You know me. Funny meeting you here. A year ago, you were channeling so energies into working at Georgetown, persuing a degree in culture and politics, starting a lawn care and landscape business that specialized in contained gardens. You were single, you were still in love with Pedro. Thankful to be over the man and looking forward to dating. You were working on building integrity and I hope you still are. Can you keep a secret yet? Are you still telling Elisa everything? How is Angelica enjoying college. Support her 100%. Is PP in school yet. Hug her for me and tell he that she was a very busy baby this morning. LOve our mother. She is our best friend. We need her and we need her to fell needed. By now if all has gone well. You live permanently at 1515 and you should have $10,000 in the bank for our home. I am proud of you. Stay focused. Stay on task. Did you ever start the model agency? If not, get to it. Capitalize. Capitalize. I love you Monique. I know what we are made of and it is some tough stuff. Push forward, be better. Be everything we desire for us to be. Be honest. Be upright, be a good leader. Pray, take care of us. Be better.