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hey so, i'm writing to myself..kinda alkward? i guess it would be appropriate to send this in exactly a year, even though i want to read it sooner. hopefully i completly forget about this whole thing so its a suprise. uh, so i've pretty much failed first semester, but now i'm trying really really hard (for the past like what, week? ha) and my grades are slowly rising. midterms are comming up next week..i hope i do well. so i'm going out with cam, and even though i LOVE LOVE LOVEEEEEE him as a person, i really dont love him as anything more than a friend...it was four monts on the 16...i dont know, hes not really at the top of my priorties list. school is and the only reason that school is a priorety is because that when my grades go up then i can model and thats the only thing that i really ever have wanted to do...i really wish i was nicer to rachael...so i'm in that group of popular girs and guys that drink every weeked...and i'm not gonna lie, i love it, i wonder were i'll be next year. hillary is deffiently my best friend right now..i have so many like casual friends but not too many best friends..it really sucks. i'm really excited for next year..its gonna be amazingg. if i'm not modeling by this time next year..oh man. i better be. i should go do homework and stuff, but i'll keep it real in 06' live it. love it. xo