something about me

Dear FutureMe, eh.......i'm 20 years old now.a wonderful age ha? I don't know what are u doing now,i don't know hou u feel now,u know things change so quickly, there are something i want to ask u. umm,do u have a bf now?is he nice?.....haha...jusk joking.if u don't have one.it's ok, i'm siting here wrinting to u.a bit strange?i guess next term you gonna leave college and find a job.i still don't want to be a teacher,and u?are u happy now?hope u can say yes! i'm happy now haha...... i'm just a bit confused about my future.u know?i just can't find my direction. i mean my dreams u know?i don't know what i want.i just know what i don't want,i wish i could travel when i have money,london,italy.or greece,whatever,u are older than me,are u able to travel now?just do it ,don't hesitate ok?u know i'll support u always,u know i love u,maybe i'm the one who loved u best in the world,i'm young, i'm clumsy,and i guess you're a beautiful.intellgient,kindand mature women,right?u know exactly what u want,right? do u work hard now? guess what, i spend too much time sleeping in the past term,and i determine to change this situation,u believe me?i know u will, i know u will always be with me till i become u. eh......do u write novels now,i'm looking forward to reading it.u are talented.so u just keep it up.ok?i know i won't give up now. oh,one more thing,u still like jaejoong?how's he now?haha,which song do u like best now?i like lily allen leona lewis they're amazing ,ah,and muse,i like music u know?so many things that i want to tell u and so many questions i have.i know u will grow up with me ,and one day i'll be u,and always remember,i love u.no matter how u are.ok?