Dear Paul,

Hey bud, how's it going?....
Well.....It seems that you've been experiencing heavy turbulence in your flight to your future. (Oh btw, if you're confused about who I am...I'm also YOU but from the past of course).
Shock ey? Just kidding hahaha aha

But, Seriously, Pau......I know that you're suffering and you are confused about the things that are happening in your life right now. I know the pain that you're going through...I know all of the things that are making you weak. I also know how harsh and unfair you are to yourself. Yes, Pau...you're also hurting yourself... I know that this will make you sad and also upset but I want you to face the reality, that your enemy is not just the world but also YOURSELF. You're too harsh to the point that the future that you're building is already collapsing. You're too harsh to the point that you're just stocked in that dark world by yourself for a very long time now.

You have a lot of beautiful traits but you never gave yourself a chance for it to show those marvelous things.

YOU CAN FORGIVE EVERYONE THAT HARMED YOU BUT WHY CAN'T YOU FORGIVE YOURSELF?...

YOU CAN COMPLIMENT OTHERS BUT WHY CAN'T YOU DO IT TO YOURSELF?

YOU CAN LOVE EVERYONE BUT WHY CAN'T YOU DO IT TO YOURSELF?

Pau, I know that this flight might take some time before it lands at your destination that's why I want you to have a realization and answer those questions.....I'm not saying these things to hurt you but to save you...and because...I LOVE YOU...I LOVE YOU SO MUCH that's why I want to protect you.

You are an amazing person, yes you made a lot of mistakes but Pau, it's time to move on, it's time to forgive yourself...it's fine...it is really fine.

It's time for you to LOVE and CARE for yourself... So that you'll be able to step up and create an amazing future for yourself.
And if you're to do that I and the other versions of you from the past will also be able to forgive ourselves and we will be so proud of you. Pau, it is time for you to do it, okay?

This will be the end of my letter to you

Always remember that it's fine to be okay and to love yourself.

Goodbye for now, My dear self
from the future

I love you so much,