Hello Future Fred!
Thursday, October 23rd, 2025 — 12:38 PM
I’m in English class right now. It’s so boring. We’re supposed to be writing our “personal narrative,” but I really don’t want to. I also have Jill today, which is even more boring.
I’m mainly writing this to check in about your porn addiction and lust feelings. I’ve set this for 1 Months & a couple days in the future — just enough time to let the feeling really sink in. I’m not even 24 hours in yet. One thing I’ve noticed is how lustful I feel. Whenever I see any type of girl, I get these really intense ****** feelings.
I watched a great video about why crushes are a bad idea, and I also think of Joe Bart’s motivational speech — the one where he says the only way to not be scared is to just do it. That’s really true about Sophie. Every time I see her, I think of her like some god-like figure. I know that’s bad for me, but I also know these feelings are completely normal. The start is always going to be difficult.
I’m also very lonely. I really want a girlfriend. I don’t know how to have a conversation with a girl I find good-looking. Please, Fred — it’s not worth it to relapse.
I’m also worried about my hat and whether I should wear it or not. I wonder how you’re reading this — maybe through a future email, or physical mail, or something else. I’m going to be eating lunch inside today.
Another thing I’ve been thinking about: we already know how to have a conversation with someone we like. I hate those YouTube videos that say, “How to get your crush to like you.” Dumb idea.
One last thing — I should never quote someone famous. That’s the one thing I’ve learned from my biology teacher: whoever you quote or get a tattoo of will eventually do something stupid and get a bunch of hate.
That’s about it, Fred.

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