A letter from the past
Dear soul,
Want to have a thanks talk wid u,writing this is a bit awkward but fine .
I know you've been through a lot for the past 17yrs and it got worse the last 3yrs.You were down academically, ur mental peace was disturbed,u had to tolerate a few of toxic people around, u had days when u just didn't do anything ,ur discipline ( the way it should be) was nowhere to be seen, you faked smile constantly. But here to tell you that its okkke,its fine.There is something u need to know:: if u remember, uve managed so many things on ur own widout anyone's help,u stood for urself,u taught urself mental wellness and practiced it,u started self talk ,those affirmations,those small good habits in the morning, u started finding +ve aspect of individuals around you, and if u look back ,you may have not been so good on grades but uve had a great self growth 🌻( wid all those unnoticeable things).
I know it hurts when u have to just control all your anger when a few toxic peopl are sayin soo much ,,but look it has taught u so many things . U have grown into a better person☘ than u were ,and I Love Ya for that dear.
I know you've been trying to acheive somethin,but knowing the truth that you were not honest in the process last time,u lied to yourself,lets just forgive and move on. The year just started,the day is new every nxt morning ,so lets be true to self ,honest in the process this time!and for sure we'll make it to there.
You might not be a great student yet ,but im thankful☆ ur such a kind soul ,a loyal friend ,a nice sister and most specifically an individual whom i can share things wid ,have self talk wid. Im glad that we're starting again .
I love you dear soul♡ of mine
...and i know tht I'll be by yours n You will be by my side no matter what time n circumstances.
Wishing u yet more days of sunshine, moments of smiles and peace in your mind
Love You till u remain a kind one♥️