Dear Me,
God it’s hard lately. I won’t sugarcoat it because I think that is an insult to your intelligence. I know the future seems bleak and I know you are not treating yourself with the kindness you are so desperately in need of, but god are you deserving of if. You are so deserving of kindness and love. The way you put the needs and comfort of everyone around you is almost unheard of.
I know you are deeply unhappy and I know you believe you don’t have a future, but I love you. I love the way you prioritize kindness and the way you give infinite chances to people who might not deserve it. You have survived every moment you didn’t want to and I think that is more strength than you ever allow yourself credit for. You, my love, you are your own hero.