A letter from the past

Dear future self,
i hope youre doing better and finally found the "remedy" you were seeking for, i will assume that youre in a better headspace than where i am currently in, never lose hope! and i know you probably hate me for being this way but just a reminder that im trying my hardest, with that out of the way, i genuinely hope youre doing better after all those dark days youve been through, you deserve all the good things life has to offer >>> (and a vacation to Bali imo) oh, did i mention youre special and wayyy more precious than you think... please be happy and smile more often cause i think youre cute :-)

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and if things didnt go as planned, dont lose hope, please find a way, dont give in, cry for a bit but wipe those salty tears and get back up again, no matter how many times you may fall, i want you to succeed, youre my hero, and im looking upto you, i know responsibilities are scary, i just hope it wont scare you as much as it does to me, im still learning and trying to develop myself so that you can be the "pinnacle" of me

whoa, getting sweaty in here, honestly, i wont be surprised if you started crying HAHAHA

best of luck, i dont know what else to say, goodbye, i love you and dont miss me, but instead cherish my existence (too cheesy but ok whatevs HAHA)

(and do me a favor, thank su lee later for this dope idea maybe?)

ok im talking too much (as usual) oversharing, lmao my bad

HAHA BYEEEEEEEE, LOV U ♡

(ps: this was not written in sequence but im a little too tired to rearrange so i think im going to conclude my letter here, HAHA dont mind)

(also im trying to establish *good vibes only* here, so if this came out in some other way please forgive me, im still not that good with words yet)

(here's the part where you say, 'its ok everyone makes mistakes')

me: ok, thats enough, we should end this now HAHA

you: perhaps

me: hmmmmmM, goodbye man, ill miss you

you: ill miss you too bud, see ya around

*me: last online: 2 years ago*

(i really dont know how to end this letter, apologies master)

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH

much love

yours sincerely
sarkangthim timung

Sent 1 year to the future from Dec 8th, 2020 to Sep 6th, 2022