Time Travelled — almost 5 years

A letter from September 14th, 2016 sent with love

Dear FutureMe,
It's you the 19th years old self sending this hopefully you are still alive, still use this e-mail and the futureme.org is still there and send it. I am here in our home in Alexandria, Do you still live there?
There are some decisions, real ones I have to take these days that maybe change our path completely but idon't know would those decisions for the best or the worst. Sorry in advance if it's the worst and you are welcome in advance if it's the best. There is a quote that says

"Every path is the right path. Everything could have been anything else and it would have just as much meaning."

So, no regrets okay?

Hey, please watch 'Mr.Nobody' movie again I am sure you would forget it and forget those silly decisions but it's okay like really. Oh and please forgive my language I am still young yoo and didn't improve it that much i am practcing it with you as you see. I hope and pray that you are the best version of me that I could ever be. So you are a kind teacher, huh?
Okay, I am your young and free self, not going to act as if i am happy, actually i am not happy, not sad too
Not feeling a thing at all but it's totaly okay, you already know.
How do YOU feel? I hope you're okay.
Have you lost anyone you really love like a friend or a family member? I hope not. And if so, just let sadness take its time, let it visit your heart, but let it be just a visit. Don't let it be a whole time resident, please. If you are happy and all is well I want you to live those moments with all your feeling. Live bodly, just live.
So, I hope you have learned french and sewing, you've always wanted to sew,
I hope you live, and please don't let the time pass by without doing anything.

"I am not afraid of dying, I am afraid I haven't been alive enough!"

If you are with someone, I hope that he loves you the love we ,me the present self and you the future one, deserve. If he doesn't love you enough. LEAVE. JUST LEAVE RIGHT NOW. i just may be not mature enough but whatever, I hope you are strong and that you know what you're doing there.
Do you still have the same friends? I hope. With a feeling that we are not gonna make it till the next summer.

So, I really like to end that letter with this,

"For what it's worth, it's never too late to be whoever you want to be. I hope you live a life you're proud of, and if you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start over."
-F. Scott Fitzgerald

I hope your healthy is well, and you're somehow grateful for me and not regretting anything.

Lots of love from the past.❤

Sep 15th, 2016 → Sep 14th, 2021 • 506 words

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