A letter from September 4th, 2016

Peaceful right?

To my sweet child I dont know if u will ever read this but i hope that someday u will Am still waiting for u Am still waiting for the day that i meet u and hold u in my arms Feel u .. Smell u and just be there for u I cant wait to met u To be ur mother Am 25 years old now and i have to be honest with u Am losing hope That one day .. U will be mine My hope I have been afraid To think about u To dream about u Because it hurts me To imagin u Dream about it And just see u .. In my dreams and imagination I want u in reall I need u And i love u .. Even before i knew that u are mine I love u Even before i knew that i can have u And u r my hope U r the resone why i keep on living Hoping that one day I will feel u growing inside me Hoping that one day i will bring u to this life and call u my chile Ohh u dont know how much i dreamt about u How many time i layed my hand on my tummy and imagined u inside playing And moving as i talk to u I would spend hours just day dreaming about u And i would watch mothers with their childeren and say to myself When ..!! When its gonna be me ! They say a mother's love is so strong and unlimited Well Mine must me much more then that Am still single And u seem so far away from me But i still carry this love for u A love which started years before i had u I hope .. Wish .. Pray from the bottom of my heart and soul That there will be u in my life and u would read this Love Your mother

Epilogue

about 1 year later

Am 33 years old now!
8 years after writing that letter.

so many thing has changed, I have changed.
to be honest i was selfish when i...

Ktinhgin sna'tw i tt,erle retwo taihrsgt ttha.
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I ost,l aws athw dna aws ttha esllnsi frmo ese arsye uoy asw 62 was i onrgw etarf emtlna 2 lony i a wnhe nrsifugfe knew i.
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I aslwya lkei my omrteinenvn eymba me huthtog tac swa aws htta i ,pilorab tath amkngi ro.
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Ddpm the i was hda rtuht htat.
Lronoct ma rasye dchli tgguglnrsi wot,bnu , dan i moseotni amtid my vnhgai reom !!?!! litsl ma i in 8 of taht a lrtea.
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Thta eb how dchil eavh ym rof ot si hatt nto leba levo tnod , you em uoy eewts , umhc ot illw isendi i ma rsue anmet ho i i wkno uyo give loev.
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Onunrb ecan,du-ter ewtse ihcdl my.
Vrpoeid enssul is e,clap dan petcort a am erhe reus efas odlrw nda eth ribgn uyo i %011 htta otn nac i tcan. .
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Nodieccev nkow had vegirhyten i i rea lilw thta i oyu oyu vgei taht erven ceon. .
Do dan ot ilfe ttha on dna i ot okrw errod nede sfeylm in my.
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Is ubt fo het , yuo ot uyro nde og iruneevs dan nzmgiaa and ovle na he i liwl eh uyo , ahefrt, senpro bbya hcmu orf hte dfuno os.
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Bhot crangtei sdereve ot you no we feli grhti , era own ni kiwgnor thta no nrob koirwgn urssoevel hte eb nad.
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Ym lhicd steew etltli.
Oru nlnya.

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