Time Travelled — almost 3 years

A letter from April 22nd, 2015

Apr 23, 2015 Apr 22, 2018

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, You're not really happy with your life right now. You actually hate yourself a little, but that could all be changed. I hope you're happy and at least someone content with the person you are now, could've dyed your hair a few more times, could've actually started finally liking jeans (not likely though.) I hope you've finally stopped hating yourself because that's all you've ever wanted. i hope you stopped feeling lonely because nobody should ever feel like that. I hope you've lost the weight you've been stressing yourself about losing. I hope you see yourself as the beautiful human being that other seem to see you as. Your past self is writing this as a 15 year old girl, when you read this you should be a however year old woman. I hope that even if you didn't lose all that weight that you'll be happy with yourself and not as insecure as you once were (I really hope you've finally made up your mind about your sexuality) I hope you stopped stressing about what other people think of you and I hoped you've stopped pretending to be happy and that you actually are. I hope you look in the mirror and don't hate yourself. I hope so many things for you, future self. I hope you've finally went out for volleyball, and flag football, and softball and I hope you made it! I hope you've finally suceeded at something in math because I hate to admit it but your past self sucked haha. I hope you still don't make yourself throw up everytime you get done eating or I hope you even eat at all. I hope you've met a nice guy/girl who makes you happy and accepts you for who you are. this letter is full of I hopes but I hope while you're reading this saying "I am." and "I do." I hope you're saying "I am happy." and "I do love myself." maybe you've finally developed a liking to tomatoes because your past self fucking hated them. i hope you still keep in contact with the 3 good friends you had in the past because they're great friends, and if you're not then when you're done reading this I want you to text them, message them, or whatever you can and tell them that you miss them (even if you don't.) I hope people finally think you're as funny as you think you are because let me tell you, your past self was hilarious! right now an over emotional 15 year old girl is writing this because you were going through a rough patch in your life but I hope when you're reading this you're happy because that's all any person could ask for in their life. Happiness. I love you future self, and for your sake I hope you love you too. 💖

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