A letter from February 17th, 2015

Dear Future Me, First of all, I wanted to greet you a Happy 30th Birthday!!! Oh yes! You did it :) you’re 30 years old. You wrote this letter 3 years ago. I hope I have sent it to the correct year, if not, and then don’t read this! You’re not supposed to read these until you’re 30: P. Are you still writing such letters nowadays? Hope you are. You should go to your computer and write some letters. So how’s everything? I hope that you and Harold are still together. If yes, go and give him some hugs and kisses from me :) glad you two are still together. So how many children do you have right now? If none yet then go and make one ;) you are 30 years old, don’t you want to see your children taking his course in college??!! Ugh! So how’s Harold? Did you two already go back to the Philippines to have your own restaurant business? Is he now managing his father’s business? Did you two come back to school to get a degree course? Sorry for the questions :) I guess I am so excited for the future. Hopefully everything’s okay. You’ve always dreamed to be with this man forever, I know that it wasn’t easy but the fact that you were still together is truly amazing and I hope that this will last a lifetime. Please take care of him and your relationship. I’d rather be hurt right now, struggling than to have regrets in the future that we’re going to carry for the rest of our lives. But . . . what if you’re not together and decided to split up? Is it worth it? Could you please tell me what happen?! Why did you let it happen? Haven’t you try to fix things up? If this is what happened, could you please do me a favor? Please find and call him, tell him that you should have fight for your relationship. That you were just afraid that you might fail him once again. As much as possible try to fix things and ignore your pride. I know he would also love to see you. . . . He loves you so much. I can say that by the way he touches and kisses me. I hope it’s never too late for the two of you. There are so a lot of things for you in the future, stop being childish and be mature enough for this man. You love and need him. Like 3 years ago you are crazy in love with this person and you don’t want him out of your life. . . I’m sure you still did. Please take care of yourself and Harold and hope you can let him read this. Love, Richelle from 2015