A letter from Dec 01, 2024

Dear FutureMe, I just read my future me message from grade 7, although I hate the way I dressed and acted back then, I was surprised that my message was typed just how I would've done it today, so maybe I haven't changed that much after all. I'm sorry this all sounds so depressing haha, I've just got a lot happening right now, and I'm wondering what you have happening too. Right now, its December first. Even though it probably says that on the top of the email you just got. Anyway, let me just update you on some stuff I have going on right now, cause you're probably wondering what I was thinking when I wrote this. I'm scared, I'm scared to move. I'm scared to leave my dream school and my dream friends, and my home. I know were not selling the house, just renting, but it'll never feel the same way it does now. with everything gone inside. I'm so sorry this is so sad lmao, you're hopefully reading this wondering why I was so scared about something, and knowing that it's all okay now, and you love your new house, and you love your new school, and your new friends. but if that's not the case, im sorry. and even though im technically not there right now, i just want you to know im here, whatever version of our personality i am, im here. and i love you. anyway lets get to the fun stuff and stop this emo ********. so right now, even though im leaving my current school, i still think oscar is pretty hot, hes got good fits, and hes my type, but hes dry asf. i said "youre from *school* right?" and he said "yeah" and i said "nice" and he said "ok" like TF DO YOU MEAN "OK" ARE YOU EVEN TRYING??? so yeah im sorta losing interest but hes still foiiineeee. also i stg if youre dating nikita (which you probably arent) break up with him RIGHT NOW cause even though everyone says hes into you, hes a waste of your time. but youre probably here like "whos nikita? ohhh that dude from grade 8" and i hope thats true. if youre dating anyone right now, that makes me sooooo happy omg. but if theyre not making you happy, stopp putting it off and talk about it. youre worth more than you think. also you better still be a virgin or im gonna beat you. nahhh jk. but im not kidding. also if youve ever vaped, smoked or done drugs by the time youre reading this, fix yourself please. theres no excuse, stop girl. ok i did stats last time, so ill do it again to be consistent age: 14 fav colour: pink fav show: b99 (still) fav person: all my friends (especially sonam) fav food: idk crush: nobody dating: single thats all the stats i got rn so yeah. hope youre doing okay at hills, and i hope your room is clean. i love you so so much and please say hi to the cats for me (i really hope theyre okay) <3 <3 do you miss me?