A letter from Nov 03, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Yaaaayyy, happy anniversary!!!!!!!!!!!!! ik it’s weird to ask this but, kayo pa ba? i mean, okay pa kayo? nakaya niyo? na survive niyo ganon? please tell me that u didn’t give up on him, that u changed him. if ever na wala na, yung as in wala na, hindi pwede. remember how lovely he is, everything that he did for u. just so yk he’s the person who taught u how to forgive, especially to ur dad. i didn’t meant to say all of that, i just had this feeling na parang hindi namin kakayanin, kaya please lumaban ka hanggat kaya mo, dont ever try to dump him again. I love him, so much and ikyk what it feels like. being with him felt like home and being with him makes me happy, makes US happy. i want him, only him nd not anyone else. im out of words to describe how much i love him and I KNOW YOU KNOW how much we love him as much as he love US. we alr made plans and i want to be with him forever, he’s the love of my life nd im willing to do anything for him, ANYTHING. i do not want to lose him, he’s my everything. naaalala mo oa ba kung paano ka niya dalhan ng mga foods kahit anong oras pa yan, nung pumunta siya sainyo dis oras ng gabi para makipag balikan kasi nakipag hiwalay ka dahil sa inis, eh yung mga plano niyo? naaalala mo pa ba kung anong bahay at business ang gusto niyo? kung ilang anak ang plinano niyo? sa sobrang pagmamahal mo kay syrus, binigay mo lahat at sana lahat yon ay worth it. Mahal na mahal ko siya nd i dont want us to be separated bcz i cant imagine my self with anyone but him, only him. andito ako ngayon sa phase na “kung hindi siya, hindi na lang” kasi kahit paulit ulit na may dumaang problema samin, paulit ulit ko siyang pipiliin. wala nakong iba pang gugustuhin kundi siya at siya lang. Huwag ka sanang mawala sakin mahal ko, mahal na mahal kita.