A letter from Apr 30, 2024

Gabriel, We should be 4 years together by now if I’m still here in the Philippines if not then I’m probably happy in Canada. Today is April 30, 2024 and surprisingly you brought me with you to Quezon City to develop your films. I’ve been crying because of you because you always hurt me, I have accepted that you don’t care about me or my feelings anymore and you’re so different from before you were more caring then and would tell me things or your plans but now none. Maybe you’re seeing someone else that’s why you dont care about me anymore, whenever I think of it I keep on hating your touch and when we **** I’m not feeling it anymore because sometimes when we’re ******* it suddenly hits me that you might be ******* some cheap ****** on the dating app that Therese saw you. When that hits i feel disgusted with my self because i know you only want to see me to have *** but I like you a lot and I can’t imagine being apart from you. But hopefully when this letter sends i already have someone who loves me genuinely and cares for me, because im honestly done begging for your attention and love but im hoping that we are going to be good friends when time comes or if ever im still single ill just **** you again lol. But honestly if I’m 30 and still don’t have a child maybe you can think about it and give me one 🤣 we can talk about this when I’m 30. But anyway, I wanted it to be you always. I wanna go everywhere with you and make some fun memories but you don’t like bringing me with you and you even hate taking pictures together. Hopefully, by this time I’m away and happy with someone else. If not come and visit me in Canada since I dont think I will tell you that in migrating there.