A letter from Feb 28, 2024

i wanna die, ngl, i feel so ****** about what i heard my mum talkin about, it broke my heart, i am not gonna eat now, i can't run away from home, only if i had a choice, i hate everything rn, idk if i can, but i'll try to make it to my 20th birthday, if i see this, i'd be happy or dead, it'll be my 20th birthday. I had so much on my mind, she body shamed me as well, i am not gonna eat now, i have had enough, i hate myself and im the one responsible, i hate this world, i hate it the most, i dont wanna live anymore, i dont wanna ask for help either, i just wanna sleep and never wake up again, i wish i could just float farr away