This is me, Shreyashree from past.

Dear FutureMe, How are you Shreyashree? Are doing slightly better now or it's just gotten worse? How's the heartache of first heartbreak? It almost ****** you, didn't it? My main question to yourself, are you truly over him now? Or does your heart still attached to him? Do you still long for him? Do you still think about him? Love him? Or did you find a new person? A new love? Is he good? Atleast better than him? Is he what you always wanted? Does he know all your damages? Or you kept everything secret? Or are you single still? But better than before. How's life going my girl? Is dad still alive? Are you able move out or stuck in that awful house? Did you get a good job? Is muskan still there? Now are you still the same miserable as I'm now? Lonely and miserable as always. There's but darkness in your life like now. You are so so ******* lonely like I'm now? Empty and alone? Or has it gotten better now? You found some peace and stability? Some connections? A sense of belonging? Liking your single life? In these 3 years what are all the good and bad things that you went through? Do you now bear more truama than before? Or did you found some peace that you were always looking for? Did this letter hurt you because it's all worse now? Or did it feel good reading this because it's all better now? This me is still in pain so much. He hurt me then left me. Now with his new girl. I am in sales job. Stuck in this awful house with dad who's half crazy. Are you freer now shreyashree? Or deeper in ****? It has never gotten better for us so I wonder if it's still the same case for me after 3 years. This is a time capsule for you. When you open the link you will know what it is: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3zMA4gGPE2jn5iJWENTEEL?si=XpiTanwnTrGJXbGbIrq5Tga Anyways, I love you. Your truly, Shreyashree Bose.