A letter from May 22, 2023

Dear FutureMe, It's the last day of classes for grad school and I am feeling STRESSED about losing my "student" identity. For as long as I can remember, I have always been a student and working in school. Now that graduation is coming up, I feel more and more anxious to let that part of me go. I mean, I plan on getting my doctorate, but the likelihood of that happening with money will be a later-me issue. I hope everything in terms of landing a job I actually can utilize my degrees and something I can ENJOY is within reach for me. I wish to be happy with that. I also wish to be happy with myself, my body, my mental state, and my life overall. I wish Cheryl and I reconvene when we're ready, I hope everything works out with Jeremiah, and I hope Mikayla acts less childish towards dad moving out of our house and growing in his own way. If things did not end well with Jeremiah, this is your reminder to reach out to him/them now. He/they really do mean a lot to you at this point in life, and you feel so grateful for him/them to put up with your **** while also helping you discover new things about yourself. You really do have such a love for him/them that putting whatever ego that got in the way of the relationship aside and reaching out. He/They are such a genuine being who means no harm to anyone. He/they has helped you so much. He/they are so beautiful, and current me feels like I already found my person. We really are two peas in a pod, and commonly snuggle that closely anyway. I love being with them and in their arms. They really mean a lot to me right now. Hope all is well! Yeet yeet