A letter from May 22, 2023

Dear FutureMe, What's up dawg, how are you? Right now writing this I'm at my lowest point, you should remember this in the future because jeez, dark times girl, dark times. Anyway, did you find your goals for the future or you still like a dumbass thinking about it? Are you having the best or worst era? Are you an emo again? Do you still like boys and girls? Do you still being friend of the most wonderful people in the world? Do you still liking idiots? Are you emotionally good? Do you still having flashbacks? Is he alive...? Do you still having panic attacks? Are you still depressed all the time? How is mom? Did I tell everything to my dad or do I still crying for it? Did you stop cutting yourself? Are you sober? Do you still having your trauma? Aren't you virgin or what I promised was true at the end? What happened with your alcohol and cigarettes addiction? Did I learn English? Did you see Barbie's movie? Is Lana del Rey your model role? Tyler, The Creator became a god? Is there another Super Mario Galaxy game? Who is your favorite superhero now, Spider-Man or Deadpool? Who is the king of United Kingdom? Hopefully, not Carlos. Who is the president of United States in the future? Kanye West became president? Hopefully not. Well, all this questions are going to be answers in the future, I wish I can still alive until that moment, and if I'm not, hi dad, I'm sorry mom, and peace. But if you still alive, girl, I don't ******* know how you survived, but I'm so proud of you and I wish you can find a person who makes you feel alive because you deserve it, and I'm really sorry for your past. The most hardest part of this journey is trying to forget, but not forgive. And you're hot, don't let you down for your physic, that's for losers. Un beso mi pana. Regina George is iconic. Period. XOXO, 15 years old you