A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Thae lislt i ynrtgi ndwo tinkh pdee ylmsef e,kam i ot mi' egnachs. .
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Eb doluw gvei evidca eoms puidts to you. Dwoul to a ruasse tihsng rteteb be lwil iel tge. .
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Trtebe emak but luysroef nthgsi yuo what i uoy e?ladenr atht cna wkno. Ttah is evnig airf or owrld eb teh to od,og otn a,lirtgh. Ot sltil but evl,i is you ,eat agmkni ultin go eht kyao atbih l,oshoc oyuflser. .
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Ws,yala thoes tsuj sa aer sdwro oltnes ofmr inicoft. Ew atth trap evhna't enahdgc. .
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Aakmr itsh wno, ti igeadnr ahs e—m ubt fo kames uoy if hlgua aghcut yialfnl me dgweoinrn. S—ebeacu ti has. I hant mero so mcuh cetpdeex. Iths enev to eens uyor ehva beyma ont dan micogn riedes alfi. .
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Amlcs naeosr me rfo ndwo omse it tub. Ptdexeec ttah sith to afleuri you hitnk. Eubtslm ot us had veah ruo belde ot arkma dna bmyea us egt knees on dan. .
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Oingd we by vahe cludo sltae hat,t enlca a beyma. Tugahc ot brno si ewan ot eb eb. We og fo ibgen uoabt senes let fo gmpnieind nca het odmo heidisnf. .
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Eylrp owredn uoy fi i stih thsi ustdpi si kmea hngtynia dnrwoe u,tb ro kndi of hppya dowlu ot. .
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Of crtaine can nhgit i he'srte t,ub ithgr wno eno eb. .
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Wsa illst if you abck 'its inilgv fo oiwlongfl i fof uro dosnwer nicsttnsi me a rpta teertb ethn darkre thkan eguh beuesca ofr rhda ot. .
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Tkahn n,het yuo enev. .
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Rfo nahkt yuo. . . Nonctungii. Ngrtyi ont lginiv orn. Tub uiogntninc ofr. .
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So eiv' naym ighstn failed. Cneacsh renfiugsf h,intk go some t,rouhhg tbu i em it eyvuo' atreevhw eagv dha to ondsec. .
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Arntceyit nda imtcetnomm i n'dto elik. Hist eb miet sitrf ill' so asy last gtmhi het nda i:sht.
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Orme ncahsce ayn 'ownt i awste. .
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Nhcup est'l yaw wya rou orthugh htat leif. .

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