A letter from Nov 06, 2022

Dear FutureMe, I hope things are going well. I know Nyx and Toby are going through things right now and it really sucks but I really do hope they get better with eachother. Also, I know max is dating someone right now and I hope you got over those feelings. It’s hard, and yes, I’m sad. But I hope you found some way to still be happy. Genshin is great right now though! I’m having lots of fun with Nyx and our joint acc is going well. Lorelei and Aspen are hanging out with us and they’re really awesome. I hope you gained the courage to talk to Michaela (?) and you’re semi-friends at least. I hope our friendships haven’t fallen apart. I hope we stay with our friends for really long. I don’t know what I would do if I lost any of them. I hope our art skills have improved. I know mother is pregnant, and I hope it’s not triplets. Please be just twins. I don’t know how our mental health is in the future, but I hope high school hasn’t ****** you too much yet. Right now I’m doing ok. Grades aren’t that great, but my mental health is fine. I hope you got therapy and get real help. I hope you know if we have any kind of mental illness too, that’s been annoying to try and figure out. I hope you don’t think this is cringe. I care so much about how you see me. Please don’t think I’m cringe. I hope that we love our body more. I hope maybe we get skinnier and get more muscle. I want to be BUFF AND HOLD WOMEN AND BE ***. I hope we aren’t too lonely. I hope our relationship with Nyx is as good as ever. I hope our brother has kept his distance. I hope you’re still following our dream of being a voice actor. I hope Genshin hasn’t ended too sadly. I hope our favorite YouTubers haven’t left yet. I hope fnaf is still as fun to watch as ever. I love you, I care about your well being so much. I can’t hate you, because you’re me. And I want to love myself so much. I hope I kept that going. I so desperately hope things are ok in the future. I hope the climate is getting better. I hope the earth is healing at least a little bit. I don’t want to die. I’m so scared. I hope Ace has gotten better with our relationship. Please be ok. I hope we’ve found a wonderful partner and we love eachother. I hope our parents get better. I hope we got that box or letter or whatever it was that our parents (mother specifically) were keeping for us. Again, I love you.