A letter from Aug 17, 2022

Jordyn, this is a letter from your freshman self. I dont know if your going to read this but if you are i'm glad. Now as a freshman its hard to not think about how life is going to be 4 years from now. I don't even know where im going to be and who knows I could be dead by then. I hope not though because we still have so much more to accomplish and so much more that we need to do before we die, and knowing you, you haven't even finished with half of the list. You're going to be graduating soon, and if not soon you already have. Happy birthday by the way... 18 is probably the age I am most scared to become right now. You're finally an adult. How scared were you when you graduated (If you havent yet how scared are you) Did you make it into any good colleges? And which one are you going to. Do you still have the dream of becoming a criminal investigator, and if not what DO you want to do? Did you continue to play Volleyball and Softball throughout the four years? Did you get any athletic scholarships? If its an option that your contemplating, you should totally play sports in college. You will probably regret it if you dont. Right now my friends are limited. Theres Sienna, Savannah, Natalie, and Dyanna! Are you still friends with them, if not why aren't you? If you haven't talked to them in a while you should check in with them because right now they're all we've got. Are you excited for college, or nervous. I know your nervous because I can never go a day now without being scared for something but I want to tell you that it's going to be alright. No matter what amount of stress or anxiety you're feeling right now you've got to tell yourself that it's going to be okay because you've lived your life with too many regrets and you got to stop that. You dont have enough time to regret anything so continue to make those mistakes and continue to live life to the fullest... But always remember to put God and Jesus above everything. Don't doubt your faith because God has helped you through the toughest times and you just have to keep praying and keep talking to God because i promise you hes real and hes the answer to all of your problems Now to your love life. How are things going? You can get tinder now without having to make a fake account so I can just assume that you have one, unless your in a relationship and if you are, im happy for you! Whats his name? Where is he from? How do we know him? How long has he been in your life? Also, what ever happened with you and Blaike? Did you ever fall out of love with him, did you ever tell him how you feel? I am really curious because as of now I cant get over him for the life of me and I cant see that being any different 4 years from now I think i've said all I need to say but remember to live. Dont get yourself into any trouble but have fun and enjoy life because you only get to live it once Love ya girl and stay strong -Freshman Jordyn, 2022