A letter from Jul 18, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Hey Emma. It's kind of crazy that im doing this again. The other day I received a message from 2020 and I was just so sad. Like it's crazy. So idk I thought that I would write to you, being hopeful from the past about the future. You're 23! ****'s crazy man. Currently I'm working at nofrills. I've worked there since may so about 2+ months. It's an interesting time, I'm kind of annoyed at it sometimes but it's easily the best job I've ever had. Like I like all my coworkers even if Jatin constantly tries to act like my boss even though he's worked there a few days more than me and far less hours. Like bestie I get 23 hour weeks you get 18, don't try and tell me how to do my job "on Sundays you shouldn't leave your till because it's so busy" like yeah no **** I know this. But besides that I do really like the job. For the most part people are alright and hell im not going to let someone annoy me and yell at me. I make minimum wage, im not dealing with this ****. Want to complain? Do it to someone else I don't give a ****. I've been reading a lot of Harry Potter fan fiction. I know that's not a surprise. I've been doing that for like 6 years, why would I stop now. I'm just amazed at how I can keep finding fic's to read. Like sure I reread old ones all the time but I'm also still finding new ones, and new ones that were written a long time that I just somehow missed. In my last message to myself from 2020 I asked if I knew what was wrong with me, if I was even alive to receive the message. It's crazy to think about how bad we were doing back then. Like for how long we struggled unmedicated the fact that we are (or at least I am, idk about you future me) are party rocking right now is amazing. Crazy what some medication can do for you LOL What else is going on in my life? I bought mum a switch lite today, so she could play animal crossing because stinky Jeff broke my 3ds that she played that version of animal crossing on. I've been playing a lot of Minecraft sky block as of late. Which has been wonderful. Speaking of Minecraft. Now I know that we've been playing it since 2011/12 and that there's no way in hell you don't play it anymore (haven't played in a while? go pick that **** up its pog) but it's crazy to see how much has changed since I wrote the last letter. Like. I didn't watch modern Minecraft back then. I didn't know who dream was. Which is crazy, I don't watch dream anymore but like ***** still crazy. Technoblade died recently. I don't know if you still really think about him, but I do. It's been 18 days since we found out about his passing. Current us wants to get a tattoo for him. Did you end up doing it? Do you have anymore tattoos? I haven't gotten one since November 2020 with the one of Rudy on my arm. I hope Rudy is okay. Daisy too although im less hopeful about her 3 years from now. She's a little off these days and I really do not know how long she has in her. But she's still eating and she's still happy. I bought her a heating pad which she really likes and as long as she's happy in the now that's all I care about. I'm gonna get a tattoo of her paw print. I think. How's the friends. Do we still talk to them? 2020 Emma wishes we didn't but 2022 Emma likes them a bit more. I don't know I was really going through it back then. How's Austin? I haven't heard much updates about him, Its been just over a week now since we found out about him in the hospital. Does he make it through? God I hope so. Are you still putting off university like I am? I think I've given up the hope to be famous. I still stream every once in a while but I know it's not going to go anywhere. I just really do not want to go to university. But do I really want to spend the rest of my life being a cashier at the frills? Also no. But yeah Emma I hope you're doing well. OMG Marcus is going to be almost 8 by the time you get this. Holy ****. OH and please tell me we have new news about the next Mario kart game. Like seriously Emma. seriously. It's the same as me writing about season 5 of Sherlock in grade 9 to grade 12 me but it's important okay! We still haven't even gotten the wave 2 of Mario kart 8 deluxe dlc let alone a new game but hey 3 years is enough to get some kind of mention of it. right? Anyways I hope you're doing well in 2025 the crazy fucing year of the future like 2025 doesn't sound real. neither does 2030. omg can you imagine having to write 2030 on your diary entries. Maybe for the next one of these when you receive this one you send it to 5 years in the future. Idk thought it's up to you. Are you still a lesbian? I think so. I think you will be. I am pretty sure that besides the Irish TikTok woodworker guy Eoin I would get on my knees for- you are a lesbian. Anyways have a good day wherever you are Emma. ❤ So long nerd. sincerely, me