A letter from Mar 10th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, I was wondering what should I write to you. The idea of doing this is exciting but my mind is blank. So, I'll write what comes to the mind. And I want you to bear the nonsensical things. I hope you're not mean to mom. Don't say that you want to end things, because you don't find meaning in the living. It hurts her. You know that it's normal to feel meaningless in your life and that feeling passes away. I am sorry, I don't know what self love is. If you found out, I am happy for you. Is father still relieving his past misfortunes, and annoying you? If he is, it's better to ignore him for your psyche. I hope that he's not and doing better than he is today. But don't be surprised either way. How're your brother and sister? Do you remember that you are planning to move to Canada? Do you live in Canada? Where are you living? At least, you are living in a different place? If you're not, please do yourself a favor and move to another city for better. Just asking, are you still thinking about Pavan or any of your past relations? Well, don't think about them. You're just deluding yourself. It's a disservice, which I don't want to do to yourself. It happened years ago, things were passionate, memorable, and exciting. You said things, which you want to say. And the time has passed. It's time to let go. Look into the future. Find someone you want to live with in the future. FYI, they all are communicatively constipated. Are you still working at the same company? Do you know that you had a moment when you're walking in circles one evening, that you like the chase rather than the end goal? Is it still the same? In case you forgot, now you know. Don't worry, if you're changing jobs. Are you taking care of yourself? I hope so. At least go out for walks. There was a time I joked that politics would interest me in the future. Is it true? Are you into politics? Do you live in a big house? Or are you planning to move into a big house? You better do investments, else I'll haunt you. Write a letter to your future self. Hopefully, you didn't change your email address. Do you still get confused between past and present tense when you write? I'll try to fix it. Finally, my advice to you is: don't be conflicted in anything. It doesn't do you any good. The ideas which were helpful at one time in your life, mostly, have outlived their purpose. Don't hold on to them for a long time. Be firm regardless of the outcome and follow your intuition. Take care and I'll see you in future. Dated: March 10, 2022; 15:47