A letter from Jan 11th, 2022

Dear Future me, Merry Christmas! You know I always wanted a café. Or you just forgot about it....I really want you to chase your dream no matter how hard it is! One day, your mother will realize that you are going through depression and stress, or so I thought...I really wonders if your personality is getting better instead of looks! I really hope your personality is better than my personality. I always wanted to get close with God and Jesus. I don't feel good right now...but I did it for you anyways! I am unhealthy and sad right now, I really want you to have best life ever! You should travel New York and have a sleepover with your best friends, Jelisa and Jelanna and.. of course, your mother! Or everything have not been alright...I wonder how are you, I wonder how you look right now, I wonder what did you learn. I always wanted to crochet, did you finally crochet? It is been few months since I didn't get to crochet XD I always wanted to be actress, keep practice acting by copying people in movies or tv shows. :) Do you know? Sellena, Abbey and I are ALWAYS playing and talking with each other. Do you remember Katty too? She is your roblox sister, we met in the game where you show your fashion. I hope that you will finally meet Katty, Sellena and Abbey in real life, Katty should meet you in your country because the city that she lives in is too expensive, I know it from NasDaily in YouTube. Always remember that promise that you made to Katty and Rebecca, which you said "One day, I will give you robux." Never EVER forget that. I always love to watch Detroit become human, it is my favorite game to watch all the time, I really really hope you still watch it! If not, you can watch it after reading this! :D I started to start over Royale High(Rh), I wonder how it went! Hopefully good!! :) How is life though? If it is not good, you got to tell the most trusted person about it, it should not be mom though cause she could not understand clearly but you better make her understand better! Sorry if I am rude, I am like that you know, my personality is still not best, but it is slowly getting better!! Life is not good right now but it is still okay, since our mom is alive, and how's family and friends? Got any best news? Hopefully...cause if not, I could get more sad, if you know what I mean, hahaha. Did you graduate or anything? Hopefully yes, and I always wanted to buy food for mom, did you finally get to do it? Can you finally walk to Supermarket alone and safely? Did you get happier, if not, then I think your life is falling apart...I will have no idea how to solve it, you could search it up in YouTube or Google! I am SO obsessed with BTS and Stray kids, did you get to meet them? OMG if it is true, I AM SO SURPRISED THEN OMGG.I HAVE NO WORDS. Did you finally get to finish "The Worst Month Of My Life" Roblox film? I really hope it went viral in YouTube, if not, then I have no words, haha... If you are living my dream, how does it feels to live my dream?😭😭