A letter from Nov 28th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hi to the 2025 version of me! Buhay ka pa ba? Charot. Are you doing good? I (the 2020 version of you) hope so. Today, nagpoprocrastinate ka nanaman, yari ka sa isang subj mo kasi di ka nakapag report tas ambaba ng exam mo then late ka pa magsubmit ng lahat ng module mo sakanya. And guess what, di pa natin tapos isang module ngayon shuta inuna ko pa to. So yun nga, how are you? I really do hope you're doing what you really like in life now. I hope you're already earning by this time and jusko magjowa kana self please! pero wag tayo mag aanak ha, di natin kaya mag nurture ng bata at isang malaking responsibility yun, okay na yung pamangkin lang atlis returnable. AHHAHA charot. Eto na talaga seryoso na. Are you working in an aviation field now? pangarap natin yun self, tuparin natin ha? Tamad lang tayo ngayon and unmotivated pero pangarap natin maachieve yun. Pero wait lang, nakapagtapos na ba tayo? If no: It's okay, I know this can't lessen the disappointment you're feeling (if you really do feel disappointed) ang mahalaga muna at this point is to protect your mental health. Napagod ba tayo self? Hindi ba natin kinaya? maybe that is part of our journey, we have to figure how things would properly work for us. And yeah, that sucks. It's okay kung mahuli tayo ngayon, paawat muna tayo self sa sasabihin ng iba, pakinggan muna natin this time sarili natin at isara yung tenga para sa mga sinasabi/sasabihin (kung meron man) nila. Ingatan mo sarili mo, okay? If yes: I AM REALLY REALLY PROUD OF YOU. Graduate na tayo, true vah veh,,??? You earned what you worked for! Nakalagpas na tayo sa isang chapter ng buhay natin pwede na mamatay huhu. charot lang ulet HAHAHA pero on the serious note, proud talaga ako sayo, ewan ko lang sayo what you're feeling right now but I hope your happy by this time na you're reading this like you had an awesome conversation with your friends, got the item you longed for, got the money to pay the bills and mga luho for u and sa fam, and everything na winiwish ko lang ngayon. Basta gusto ko masaya ka ngayon like it's the best day tas mababasa mo to, yung ganong impact ba HAHAHA. I'm happy lang kasi ngayon nag ooverthink tayo na di natin kakayanin and bobong bobo tayo now :') Imagine, sa lahat ng bigat na nafifeel mo ngayon, (nov. 29, 2021, 12:09am) nakagraduate pa tayo??? sobrang proud ko lang talaga kasi kinakaya mo. salamat for keeping up <3 WHATEVER YOU'RE DOING OR FEELING RIGHT NOW, BUY YOURSELF A BURGER, SHAWARMA, ICE CREAM, SAMGYUP, OR WHATEVER YOU WANT RIGHT NOW. IT'S YOUR CHANCE AND SIGN NA TO BECAUSE TODAY IS A LUCKY DAY <3 TREAT YOURSELF TODAY HA!