A letter from December 12th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I hope you’re at least steady grinding. As of right now I would say I’m pretty numb.. but everyday is a new day and I hope you still believe in yourself even when it feels like no one does. I hope you get the requisition you deserve. I’m in my senior year of high school and I just finished my first week of finals as of right now I have a 3.75 gpa and I hope to still continue with that and I’m veryyyy very close to a 4.0 gpa.. I know that probably isn’t that interesting but to me right now it is. Not just because it looks good but it feels good, it feels good to just look at my old teachers that didn’t believe in me, or kids at my school it’s a big **** you. Most adults don’t understand what it’s like to be in high school in this generation it’s emotionally and physically draining. Anyways of enough of the crap I hope you’re doing good and happy and hey maybe you finally found the man you want and need. BUT ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY so turn the **** up you hoe. Xoxo, dumb ***** amanda🤍